“I can’t Mark, I can’t! She wants my heart, and I don’t know how to give it,” I paused as another sob wracked my body. “Hell I don’t even know how to let someone give me theirs! Laura was perfect Mark she gave me everything and all she wanted was me.”
“I didn’t know you were that close.” Mark said as he continued stroking my hair while his other hand also moved up to my back holding me tighter as I melted down.
“I… I didn’t either that’s the point I didn’t even know she cared that much. It’s not just Laura it’s always like this. I don’t think I’ll ever find that feeling Mark. I think I’m too broken.”
I stopped and just let myself go completely sobbing into his neck. Mark held me silently waiting for it to run its course. I should have known it was coming, the last two weeks had been too much.
“I’m sorry Mark.” I whispered as I started to feel myself winding down.
“Don’t be Meg.”
“I am, you were so good to me today, everything was perfect and I act like this. It’s not okay.” I added, sounding like a brat but unable to help it.
“I’d rather you be like this with me then alone sis you know that.”
I put my head up and kissed his cheek. Trust me when I tell you to say my brother is disliked by the majority of the people who know him would be an understatement, but to me he was the sweetest guy I knew.
“Feel any better?” He asked.
“A little.”
I did feel better, but remained where I was in his lap. Mark didn’t seem to mind me being there either, as he leaned back a bit in the chair, and grabbing my hip slid me a little closer to him.
” Mark I’m sorry I made that crack about Samantha.”
“Don’t worry about Megan, it’s no big deal.”
“No,” I told him. “It was. You were in love with her. You got to make love to her.” I put my head down.
“No one’s ever made love to me.”
“Oh come on sis. I’m sure it’s happened.”
“Nope,” I shook my head. “Let’s face it with guys I’m either calling the shots or ripping them to shreds, and the women? Well it’s sweeter, but I don’t know.” I looked up into his eyes.
“I think I was mad that you found it. Hell I’ve been looking, and you just fell into it.” I put my head back on his chest.
“I’m sure somebody has Meg maybe you weren’t sure.”
“My therapist says I’ll know when it happens. Let’s face it our love/sex lines are blurred we don’t even connect the two, but she told me that when I find it I’ll feel it, that it’s more than in your body.” I paused then asked;
“Did you feel it with her Mark?”
He was quiet for a minute and I was wondering if he was going to ignore the question, then he softly said;
“Yes.”
“Was it good enough for you to want it again?” This time there was no hesitation.
“Yes.”
“Well at least you got to feel it. I guess I’m not the type men make love to.”
As soon as I said it I realized I had left myself wide open. Mark didn’t disappoint me. With a laugh he said;
“Well what the hell sis that nasty girl thing you get going with kind of takes lovemaking off the table. I mean “fuck me like I need it” doesn’t scream romance, it just leads to screaming.”
In spite of the melancholy that had overtaken me I had to smile at that. Then trying to keep a straight face I looked up at him and pouted.
“Nasty girls need love too.”
Mark laughed again.
“I’m sure they do, and I’m sure you’ll find it.”
“Yeah?” I asked dubiously. “You think there’s love out there for the nasty girl?”
“I’m sure there’s plenty of love out there for you.” He paused, and became serious. “As a matter of fact I’m sure there is.”
“Yeah? I’ll have to keep looking.”
“Maybe it will find you.” Mark said quietlyagain with that odd look on his face. It reminded me of the one he had this morning when he had carried me to the shower.
“What do you mean?” I asked. Mark shrugged.
“I don’t know just rambling.”
“Oh please you literally don’t say anything you don’t have to.”
Mark shrugged again, and then looked away for a moment. There was something on his mind I could tell. Now I felt like an even bigger jerk since I was upset he would never bring up his own problems. I was going to ask anyways when he turned back to me with a smile;
“Tell you what. How about another quick story?”
“No it’s my turn, and I’m not up for it.”
“I’ll go again.”
“Why? You bitched about telling the last one.”
“Because it’ll cheer you up, I’m getting tired, and can’t have you going to bed upset can we?”
“You sure?”
“Absolutely, and this will be a fun one. It’s about my favorite time of that whole weekend.”
“Yeah? What was that?”
“Be quiet, and I’ll tell you.”
“Yes sir!” I pouted. Then asked in the little girl voice;
“Can I stay in your lap little brother?”
With that he hugged me closer and whispered;
“You can stay close to me anyway you want for as long as you want Megan.”
I went to reply but he put his finger to my lips and started telling me about the rest of our first day.
I awoke to the alarm going off and glanced at the clock saw it was Ten thirty. I didn’t need to be anywhere until twelve and Megan even later. Normally ten thirty was an unheard of time for me to sleep, but today I felt pissed I was up at all. I was so delightfully tired I could have stayed in bed for hours. The fact that I was still cuddled to my sister’s naked body did nothing to make me want to leave bed. Megan sighed as she reached out and hit the alarm.
“Why are we up?” I asked.
Her answer was to grind her bare ass into my cock and giggle.
“So we’d have time to play of course.”
With that she rolled over to face me, and started kissing me. I enthusiastically returned the kiss as my hand ran down her side lingering on her tit where my fingers quickly found her nipple. Megan moaned softly and rolled over onto her back. I rolled over on top of her and after kissing her, slid down tonguing each of her nipples. I trailed my tongue down heading towards her pussy.
“Hold on I want to try something.” She said. “lie on your back.
I did as she said. Megan sat up, then turning to face the foot of the bed swung her leg across my chest and lied down on top of me shoving her pussy into my face, and sucking my cock into her mouth. Grabbing her ass I spread her open, and eagerly started sucking her clit. A perfect sixty nine, my sister really was a nasty girl. Apparently Megan wasn’t looking to get fucked as she was sucking fast and hard. I tried to concentrate on her clit but kept stopping to moan as she already had me close to cumming. Megan stopped sucking.
“Little brother? One more rule. Last night was your first time so I got you off quick, but from now on your big sister always cums first okay?”
“Sorry,” I said captivated by the sight of my sister’s pussy spread inches from my face. “You’re just so good at it.”
“Flattery will get you nowhere little brother. Since you can’t hold back, you lick me til I cum then I’ll take care of you got it?”
“Oh come on I was close.”
“Then get to licking little brother! Faster I cum the faster you do.”
Megan rested her head on my thigh and wiggled her perfect ass in my face. I was a little pissed but horny as hell. I sucked her clit into my mouth and started sucking harder and faster than last night.
“oooh someone’s in a hurry.” Megan cooed then moaned; “And getting better already.”
I started swirling my tongue as I shoved a finger inside and within minutes I felt her thighs tighten around my sides. She started working her hips, shoving her wet pussy into my face.
“Oh yeah little brother just like that. Oh you want your turn don’t you? Can’t wait for your nasty big sister to suck you off can you?”
Megan stopped to let out a long drawn out moan before bucking her hips even harder into my face.
“Oh oh right there Mark ohhhhh!”
Megan shoved her pussy in my face. I could feel it clenching around my fingers as she came. Megan let herself go limp on top of me and sighed.
“Oh goddamn.”
Grabbing my cock she started stroking it.
“You ready little brother?”
“Oh yeah.”
“Ready to cum in your sister’s mouth?”
“Please stop teasing Megan.” I begged. She laughed;
“Seeing you asked so nice why not?”
Megan took my cock all the way down, and held it there while I groaned. After what seemed an eternity she began rapidly sucking it in and out, letting out a small moan of her own every time she did. My thighs were trembling in no time. I tried to hold back but she was sucking with a purpose. I let out a loud moan as I exploded into her mouth. Once again I couldn’t believe how hard I came. My hips twitched, and I let out a soft whimper as Megan continued to suck milking every last drop out of me. With a loud slurping noise Megan let go of my cock and rolled off me. After turning around on the bed she lied next to me resting her forearms on my chest and staring up into my face.
“Good morning little brother!” She exclaimed flashing that huge crooked smile of hers.
“Good morning.” I said still trying to catch my breath. Megan sighed and got up.
“I’m going to shower.” She extended her hand to me. “Care to join me?”
We stayed in the shower for close to an hour only jumping out when we ran out of hot water. I have to say out of everything we had done so far, playing in there might have been my favorite. Last night and this morning Megan had come on a bit strong but in the shower it was a different story. As we took our time touching, and playing, and soaping each other up, Megan laughed, and smiled her blue eyes lighting up every time she did. At one point as we stood under the water together rinsing off I looked at her, again thinking that she really was the most beautiful girl I knew. I told her so and she blushed furiously, but her smile got even wider as she did.
As I stood in the warm steam, with Megan leaning up against me while I took my time shampooing her hair I couldn’t help but think how right she had been. We were young, beautiful, and sexy. Why not enjoy? The hot water, the steam, our soapy skin, Megan’s wet hair, everything seemed more noticeable and enjoyable. It was as if something had changed and I was feeling everything for the first. Speaking of first times Megan told me it was her first time in the shower with anyone which made me feel good. Apparently real good as my cock was becoming hard yet again. Megan noticed as well, her hand dropping down behind her to start stroking it. This time I took the lead. I turned her around to face me, and after pushing her back up against the shower wall grabbed her by the ass and lifted her up onto my cock. Megan wrapped her long legs around my waist and gasped as I started pumping her hard against the wall. I leaned forward and kissed her, she put her arms around my shoulders as we held the kiss moaning into each other’s mouths. Megan pulled away and lifted her head up crying out as I fucked her hard and fast. I bent my head down sucking her wet nipple into my mouth. I came surprisingly quick considering it was the third time in as many hours, shooting it deep up inside of her incredible pussy. Megan let her feet drop to the floor then squealed as the water turned ice cold. She quickly hopped out of the shower but I stayed in reveling in the sensation of the cold after the heat. Constant comfort was for the weak and how could you appreciate comfort if you didn’t suffer first?