90.

MAEVE HAWTHORN.
What was I thinking? Why the hell did I kiss him when I know I should be chasing him away with a baseball bat?
Sighing, I laid on the bed and clutched the pillow close to my chest, cuddling and hanging on to it as I stared into space.
My heart was still thumping, beating so rapidly that it felt as though I was going to have a heart attack. Groaning, I picked up my phone and decided to call my best friend since she’s about the only person that can make me feel better now that Enzo’s gone.
“Hey! Are you better now?” Scarlett asked, she wasted no time picking up her phone, “I thought you needed as much rest as possible, it’s why I didn’t bother calling.” She added happily.
From the way she spoke, I could tell that she knew something and my curiosity couldn’t handle not knowing what that thing was.
“What do you know?” I enquired, hitting the nail right on the head and Scarlett bursted out laughing as she sighed.
“Well, I called you but he, you know who, picked up and told me you weren’t feeling well.” She explained, I didn’t even have to work too hard for her to spill the beans.
“And I was going to come and see you but then again he sort of told me what led to you being so tired that you had to sleep for so long.” She paused.
My cheeks felt hot and my room suddenly started feeling so small that I couldn’t breathe and I thought I was going to suffocate to death.
I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me how red my face was because I could see it, I was staring right into the mirror.
“I don’t know why I want to ask this since I already know the answer to the question,” Scarlett said amidst laughter.
“How was it?” She went ahead to ask, “is this how you’ve been enjoying his dick? Why did you not tell me all about it?” She went on, emphasizing the ‘all’.
“I mean, since when do you hide something so fun happening in your life?” She continued and I just shook my head.
“I don’t know why I thought of calling you,” I said sarcastically and knowing Scarlett, she’s probably rolling her eyes at me, “I called you to make me feel better and you’re talking about the one person I do not want to talk about.” I added.
“Oh, I’m sorry, I had no idea.” She apologized, her voice lower than usual, getting a small laugh out of me as I brushed it off and told her that she had no reason to be sorry.
Scarlett changed the topic and we ended up talking for longer than I’d intended to. I made the right decision by calling her to help me get my mind off Enzo because she did a great job.
But somehow, I still couldn’t get him off my mind. Everything he’d said earlier played back in my head and I just wanted to scream.
I wanted to hit him so hard on his head that he has to be admitted into the hospital. Why won’t he just let me do what I want? How fucking hard is it to accept the fact that a woman loves you?
Why does he have to be a hard fucking work every damn time?!
“I have to go now but I’ll call before going to bed, okay?” Scarlett’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I nodded as I said goodbye to her and dropped my phone.
I laid back on the bed, staring at the ceiling before putting my palm over my eyes. My body vibrated, the effect of the kiss was still so fucking severe.
I can’t believe that I was just recovering from an extreme sexual experience and my body still wanted more.
Pressing my thighs together, I tried to get the thought of Enzo off my mind, his smile, his eyes, the way he smiled but the harder he tried, the harder it was to get him out of my head.
I hate that I wanted him. That I want to love him. That I want to make him believe in love.
Fuck, I really need to do something about how hot I was feeling. I didn’t want to touch myself because I knew better than anyone that I wouldn’t get off.
My pussy throbbed and ached, it yearned for a cock and all I could think about was Enzo pounding the shit out of me.
He hadn’t fucked me that day and every fiber of my being had hoped that he was going to but the insane pleasure I felt from the fuck machine made up for that.
I wanted something more realistic, I wanted to feel his breath down my neck and feel the warmth of his body on mine, I wanted the meaty feeling in my cunt as my pussy stretched out.
God, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! When did I become such a sex addict?!
Closing my eyes, I forced myself to fall asleep as I rubbed my pussy in a comforting manner and soon, my eyes struggled to stay open as I drifted into wisps of sleep.
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“What is this place?” I yawned, my eyes fluttering open as I tried to move but I couldn’t, realizing that my hands and legs were bound brought back memories as my eyes widened.
No. No. No.
I struggled to get out of the ropes but I couldn’t move, I couldn’t even thrash as much as I thought that I was going to be able to.
I was naked and the feel of something holding my neck tight brought me to the knowledge that I was putting on a collar.
Looking around in horror, I was the only one naked in a place that looked like a restaurant with lots of strange faces staring at me lustfully.
“Free samples?” I heard one of the restaurant’s customers say as he made his way closer to me. Being naked in front of this many people made my stomach tighten.
Embarrassment like I’d never known before crashed on me but they didn’t look shocked that I was naked, “don’t mind if I do.” The man said before leaning over, sticking his tongue out and then licking at my clit.
I shuddered, my lips parted and I tried to scream but I couldn’t let any word out as he stuck his tongue into my pussy hole.
“Mmm. Fuck.” I couldn’t hold back my moan, it felt so real and I hated that I liked it. Since when have I liked strangers licking my pussy just for the fun of it?
And what the fuck does free samples mean?! That they get to lick my cunt for free?
Who did this? Where is Enzo?
My heart pounded really hard against my chest, I couldn’t move as more men started coming to take a lick of my pussy to their satisfaction before walking away from me.
“Let’s see how you taste.” A voice that stood out to me said and I felt relief wash over me but my despair got even more severe when I looked at the unfamiliar face standing before me.
This man was different, he didn’t just take a lick and walk away. He got down on his knees, grabbed my thighs hard and dove head first between my legs, squeezing my thighs roughly.
“Oh God, it feels so good.” My eyes rolled back as waves of pressure poured over me. I felt another tongue begin to lick my pussy, pushing into me and twisting around.
It felt so good, so fucking good that with each lick, I felt myself getting closer and closer to orgasm. He ate me out intently, his lust, desperation was obvious in the way he ate my pussy.
“Fuck.” I wanted to run my fingers through his hair and keep his face buried between my legs but I couldn’t move and as if he could hear my thoughts, he pulled me lower as he flicked my clit with his tongue.
My pussy spurted out more juice than I thought it would, it throbbed and clenched when his tongue dove in, my orgasm threatened to push me over the edge.
“Fuck, I’m gonna….” My voice trailed off as I moaned and soon, I felt his mouth clamp down on my pussy, his teeth grazed my clit and I jerked.
“Oh god. Fuck!” My eyes flew open and I was back in my room but the eating out didn’t stop. My eyes widened when I saw a head between my legs, lapping at my juice and eating me out like a starved animal.
It was Enzo.
He was between my legs, licking and sucking on my clit and pushing his fingers inside of me, not caring that I had woken up. My breath caught in my throat as my chest heaved, I should stop him but I couldn’t.
My orgasm kept building up, my toe curled and anything I attempted to say was reduced to nothing but a wanton, breathy moan.
I’d been dreaming and the reason it felt real was because Enzo was really here, tongue and finger fucking me.
“I- Fuckkk… I’m cum…. Enzo….” I breathed, unable to form a coherent sentence as he rubbed my clit with his thumb, I could also feel more fingers inside me and his tongue.
God. I’m really gonna cum.
My pussy was soaked as my cunt spurted out squirt, Enzo’s mouth clamped down on my cunt, not letting even the slightest drop of my juice go to waste.
He remained there until I released all that I had in his mouth. My legs shook, back arched as I convulsed and bit my lips really hard from the pleasure.
When my pussy was done squirting, Enzo pulled away and I watched with desire-crazed eyes as he took off his shirt and joined me on the bed.
“Let me fuck you.”