ENZO DE-LUCA.
What am I doing? Really, what the hell am I doing?
Sighing, I carefully took Maeve to the bathroom and turned the shower on. This isn’t the first time I’ve felt like this and since the first time didn’t end well for me, I made up my mind never to feel like that ever again only to have myself falling head over heels for my slut.
She’s supposed to be my pet, she’s here because she’s using her body to pay up the debts her father owed me but here I am, bathing her.
My stomach tightened and I tried to shake the thoughts out of my head. I wanted to enjoy this moment, believe me, I want to make her feel loved.
I want to love her the way she deserves to be loved but the more I think about it, the more convinced I am that I can’t possibly love her that way.
The more whatever this feeling in my chest is grows, the more I’m reminded that it didn’t work out the first time and there’s no way in hell that it would work out the second time for me.
“Spread your legs,” I ordered, forcing the thoughts to the deepest darkest part of my mind and Maeve did as she was told.
She parted her legs for me so that I could wash her pussy lips but as soon as my fingers grazed it, she winced, her hand grabbed onto mine and I felt chills run down my spine as I looked up at her.
Did I hurt her? I was careful not to hurt her, but did I eventually do something?
“Are you okay?” I questioned and one of my brows lifted as I waited for her response but she only shook her head, “baby girl, you don’t have to hide anything from me.” I started assuring her.
“I know I was being a tad bit rough so tell me, did I hurt you?” I asked, I tried to hide the fact that I was genuinely concerned about her but I couldn’t because it was clear in my voice that I was worried.
“You didn’t hurt me,” she responded in a low tone, “I just feel sore, I’ll be fine after some hours.” It was now her turn to assure me.
She flashed me a bright smile that almost made me blind, her perfect set of white teeth shone so brightly and the way her face lit up when she looked at me just filled me with a warm glow.
Can I really do this? Am I sure that I’m not going to mess things up?
I don’t want to hurt her, I don’t ever want to put her in a position where she has to feel pain but she’s with me and saying she wouldn’t feel pain would be a big lie.
“I’m sorry,” I apologized as I turned the shower off, “I’ll be careful next time.” I added even though I wasn’t sure that I was actually going to keep to my word.
She drives me crazy, there’s no way I’d be careful and even if I managed to try and be careful, her voice, the sound of her wanton moans always seem to push me over the edge, causing me to lose my damn mind.
I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her body before picking her up again. I laid Maeve gently on the bed before going back to take a shower.
My mind was a total mess, my head felt as though it was out of place but as soon as I got in the bed, right beside Maeve, everything started falling into place.
My worries left me and it feels strange to admit that I actually felt sleepy. I didn’t bother to check the locks because I was paranoid about someone coming to kill me in my sleep.
Honestly, if I died right beside Maeve while she snuggled up on me, cuddling and holding me like she would die if she ever let go of me, I would be the happiest man alive.
“Goodnight, princess.” I smiled as I kissed her hair before closing my eyes and also succumbing to my fatigue and the tides of sleep that overwhelmed me.
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I tried to turn on the bed but something was keeping me from doing that, “heavy.” I groaned as my eyes fluttered open and it wasn’t until then that memories of what happened before I fell asleep flooded me.
“Good Morning.” Maeve said cheerily when my eyes met hers, she had placed her weight on my chest and was staring intently at me.
Her brown eyes were bright and her pupils dilated, she had a look on her face that I’ve never seen on anyone before, especially if the person was looking at me.
“Do you know you look really handsome and absolutely harmless in your sleep?” She laughed, my stomach clenched tight as my eyes landed on the wall clock, causing my eyes to widen.
If anyone had told me that I was going to sleep until 3 in the afternoon, I was going to argue because even a two hour nap got me felt like torture.
“And now?” I asked as I smiled at her before wrapping my arm around her and flipping her over while I came on top, “I don’t look handsome to you?” I questioned, leaning into her.
“You do,” she answered bluntly, a shade of red glossing her cheeks as her wide eyes peered into me, “but in a really dangerous way and if I’m being honest, it makes me really wet.” She finished.
“Really?” I raised an eyebrow, spreading her legs apart with my knee and reaching down to her cunt to confirm by myself and indeed, she was really wet.
“You surprise me, Maeve,” I smiled as I took her perfectly soft lips in mine, “most people would give it a little time before getting all slutty.” I pulled away from her and she laughed.
“It’s not too early, it’s practically noon and if you must know, daddy, my cunt is all healed up.” She said as she sat up on the bed, watching me get dressed.
“Oh, I know and you have no idea what I plan to do to that cunt of yours,” I responded as I opened the mini wardrobe in the room and pulled out one of my shirts before throwing it at her.
“But before that, get dressed and let’s have breakfa- lunch,” I corrected myself, “let’s have lunch.” I finished.
“And here I was thinking I’d be your lunch.” She pouted as she put my shirt on. It fitted her so perfectly and the thought of her wearing nothing under my big shirt drove me insane.
“The lunch we’re going to have now is for you,” I smiled as I took her hand and helped her out of the bed, “I’ll have mine when you’re well fed.”