He is so in shape, and hard all over, he felt good light dark chest hair tickled her palms soon his shirt was gone too, Sage allowed her hands to explore every inch of him to capture each line of his body. He took her to the couch and sat down she was straddling his big thighs, Sage rocked her hips into him a deep groan came from him as he held her down onto his hard erect length.”Oh Sage my sweet Sage.”He husked in her throat, kissing his way down her neck. Her body is on fire all it wanted was to lose control with him buried deep inside of her. When his hands went to her bra she froze immediately, he felt it too because he stop.”What? What’s wrong.”
She has just stopped breastfeeding the boys her nipples are sore and she still has slight pain in her breasts the doctor had said it will be gone in a few days or so, her milk is almost completely gone. How will she explain this to Bruno it’s… it’s private and intimate.”I.. uhm-.. Oh god.”She groaned.”This is so embarrassing.”She bit her lip like she always does when she’s nervous.
“You breastfeeding?”He blurted out, Sage turned crimson when he said that. How can he tell.
“No, I was before. Not anymore.”She wanted to climb off but he held her back.
“You not going anywhere.”He told her.”If you aren’t then what’s the problem.”
“Well the boys just stopped drinking recently. A week and a half to be precise they still a bit tender and sore.”Sage has no idea why she’s telling him all this and surprisingly she doesn’t feel embarrass.
“Have you seen a doctor to make sure everything is normal.”
Such genuine concern.”Yes I did. I’ll be fine in a couple of days the milk is almost gone.”
He tenderly ran his fingers over her cheeks.”You don’t have to feel embarrassed about anything when you with me.”His words moved through her.”You’re so beautiful Sage, there’s nothing I don’t love about you.”Love that one word stuck in her head.”I want you to be yourself that’s the woman I like and prefer.”
“My body changed afte-…”A finger on her lip silenced her.
“For me you’re perfect and I cannot wait to have you in my bed again.”He lightly kissed her on the lips, she melted in seconds.”And I will have you in my bed. Soon.”He pressed her onto his length a moan tore from her throat.”Very soon.”She wanted him now her core is throbbing.”And when I’m gonna have you, I won’t let you rest the entire night.”Her head fell to one side when he kissed her exposed neck.”No one except me will own every inch of this delectable body of yours.”His possessive hold told the truth of his words, this is a man that won’t share her with anyone, once he takes her to his bed, she was his and no one else’s.”Once you become mine no man will ever have you.”His lips moved with urgency over her own as he kissed her fiercely, whenever she’s in his arms she feels like a woman, no man has ever made her feel the way he has, made her desire like he does, made her think of nothing else than to be taken by him. Oh god having him is all her mind thinks about day in and day out. Gasping they pulled apart to get air into their lungs.”If I don’t stop now I’m gonna take you right here Sage. And I don’t have any condoms.”
“I’m on the pill.”She blurted without thinking.”You’re right.”She said after a second.”We should stop.”She quickly climb off him.”It would be best if.. if you leave.”
“So soon.”He said standing, all six feet of him her heart began to thud, does he have to be so huge or maybe she’s just short. Sage watched transfixed as he slipped on his shirt, his golden smooth skin glowed, his muscles flex her fingers itched to reach out and touch his masculinity, brown eyes took in his flat toned stomach it went down further till where his dark hair disappeared into his boxers, she sucked in an inaudible breath. When she met those dark grey sexy eyes it told her he knew exactly what she’s thinking.”I can stay if you want me to.”He said making his way over to her.
“No! no.”She rushed into the kitchen to put some distance between then.”I.. I want you to go.”Because I’m close to begging you to make love to me.”You confuse me Bruno and I hate that. I hate feeling so weak.”She looked him straight in the eye.”With you I lose. I lose everything, my will power, my strength. Can’t you see that.”She put a hand over her mouth.”And you know deep down I want to lose, I want you to make love to me. I want to feel this sense of weakness to be strip bare, and be yours. I want you to do all the wicked things I crave you to do to my body.”He took a step closer.”No don’t come closer. Please.”Sage wonder what possessed her to openly express what she’s been keeping hidden inside.
Hearing her say all these things stirred and brought on a need, a hunger he didn’t think was possible, he wanted nothing more than to make her his, for them both to lose.”Then let’s lose together.”Sage stared at him.”Let’s both allow this need, this passion, this desire to take control. We cannot stop it anymore.”
“I don’t want to be another body that will keep your bed warm Bruno.”She gave an inward sigh and closed her eyes when she opened them again he was standing infront of her.”That’s not me, I’m not the type of woman who’ll give only her body. When I give it’s everything and we both know you just looking for another body to warm your bed for a few weeks, once you gonna get tired of me you’ll move on to the next one.”
He was about to respond when there was a knock on the door, she went to check who it was. It’s the guy who’d helped her carry the grocery bags inside two days ago when she’d been with the boys he’s staying a few doors down from them she completely forgot his name.”Hey Sage. Still remember me. It’s me Adam.”
“Yeah of course. What brings you by.”He handed her flowers, she took it.
“They are for you.”
“Thanks Adam.”She said with a smile.”They beautiful. Although you didn’t have to.”
“A beautiful woman always deserves flowers. Are you busy?”
“Not really.”She shot a quick glance over her shoulder and saw Bruno was no where to be seen.”Did you need anything.”
“I know you busy and stuff but I was thinking… Would you like to go out sometime when you gonna have time.”
She can hear one of the boys were awake and the fact that she can’t see Bruno worries her.”Adam at the moment I have alot going on. You seem like a nice guy and I won’t waste your time.”She can hear Logan’s cries increasing.”I have to go. We’ll talk again Adam.”
“Of course.”She shut the door when he was gone, when Sage didn’t see Bruno anywhere panic set in. Did he go into the boys room, she made her way over there and found him at door, she quickly walked past him and lifted Logan out of his crib she turned his face so Bruno won’t have to see him but it seems her son wants to see his father.
“Bruno, you have to go.”She said, she saw Liam began to stir.
“Who was that?”He asked.
“Adam, he lives down the hall.”
“Why don’t you want him to look at me.”He asked when she turned Logan’s head.
“I’m not doing that.”She lied.
“Who’s Adam and what did he want.”
“Bruno please now isn’t the time. You need to leave.”
“I’ll see you later.”He said.”I’ll bring dinner then we’ll talk.”
“We have nothing to talk about Bruno.”
“I’ll see you later.”He said again, Sage can hear the authority in his voice he wasn’t asking whether she wanted him to come or not he was coming either way.
“Fine.”She said, whatever will make him go, a second later he turned and left she let go of the breath she’s been holding.”Oh sweetie.”She kissed Logan’s head.”Your daddy was here. Did you feel it? Is that why you woke up, I’m sorry for keeping you and your brother away from daddy.”Liam gazed up at her. “What if he demands full custody, what will mommy do then. He can give you a life mommy can only dream of giving you.”She put Logan in Liam’s crib and gazed down at both of them.”I will tell him, when the time is right.”After she touched each of their cheeks she felt Logan is a bit warmer than usual.”What’s wrong Logan. Are you coming down with something.”She felt Liam’s forehead his temperature is normal. Going into the bathroom she fetched the thermometer and checked each of their temperature Liam was absolutely fine Logan’s is a bit high, she’ll give him the antibiotics the doctor had prescribe.”Is the teething getting to you again my baby.”He stretched out his arms to her she picked him up again.”Come on mommy will give you a lukewarm bath after that it’s time for your shots and medicines.”
She gave Liam his teether and a few of his toys to keep himself busy while she went to prepare their bath, bathing two babies at once is no piece of cake they love to play with the water and splash it all over when it’s time to get out that’s when the problems start they don’t want to get out all they want to do is play. So today she’ll try to bath them separately and see how that works out, hardly five minutes has passed when Liam started crying and hitting his crib to get out, he probably knows she’s bathing Logan and want to be here too, she picked up the pace and quickly finished up when Logan’s temperature was normal she took him out, wrapped him in his towel and headed out Liam quiet down when he saw them. She laid Logan down on the dressing table and started to dress him up.”We cannot afford for you to get sick. Can we.”By the time she was done with both of them Logan looked tired, he just woke up and already wanted to go to bed again, she took them out to the kitchen and fed them, next came their medicines and shots. She allowed them to play for a while on the living room floor there was a thick carpet in the center, her brother called while she was busy cleaning the kitchen.
“Hey Sage. How are you doing? How are the boys.”
“They fine Sean. How’s everything at home. Did you get the check I send you.”
“Yes I did. You know there’s no need for you to help with the mortgage Sage you have the boys to worry about. You have a life there.”
“I want to help Sean.”
“I know but I’m the one who should help you not the other way around, and why did you send more that’s why I’m calling actually.”She wasn’t paying rent anymore because of Bruno and she knows Sean needs the extra money especially now that he’s busy with repairs in the kitchen and bathrooms, the house is old and outdated it needs some renovations she thought the extra money will help, it’s their home the place they grew up in and Sage also wants to help where she can.
“Because I want you to use the money on whatever you might need it.”
“I can’t accept it sis.”He said.