BONNIE
Bonnie whined as she woke up. She was so warm being in between Daddy and Daddy Ray and she didn’t want to move.
“What’s wrong?” Daddy whispered, his voice groggy from
sleep.
“Pee,” she whined. “I gots to pee.”
“Okay, baby. Shhh. You’re okay.”
Daddy picked her up and carried her to the bathroom.
“I’m just going to take your panties off so it’s easier for me to just put you on the toilet,” Daddy whispered.
Bonnie whined and shook her head against his chest. She didn’t want to be bare down there.
“You can’t be put on your feet. It’s panties off or diapers on.” “Panties,” she squeaked out.
There was no way she was going to be put in a diaper. She didn’t want to be. Daddy helped her take her panties off and placed her on the toilet.
She tiredly looked at him, waiting for him to leave the bathroom.
“I’m not peeing in front of you,” she whispered.
“Yes, you are,” Daddy said. “There are no secrets between us. All three of us. You can pee in front of me just like I’ll pee in front of you.”
Her eyes went wide and she stared at him. “You would let me watch?”
“Of course, baby. If you want to.”
She didn’t know if she exactly wanted to watch him pee or if the thought of him doing something with his cock and her watching turned her on. “Baby?”
“Hmm?” she replied.
“Pee and tell me if you would want to watch me.”
Bonnie sighed and did as she was told. It was so embarrassing to pee in front of him. Couldn’t he have at least turned on the water so they didn’t have to listen to her?
“Bon. Do you want to? We can plan a time,” Daddy gently said.
Why was he so obsessed with her watching him pee? She wrinkled her nose.
“No?” Daddy asked.
“Maybe not pee,” she whispered.
Bonnie quickly cleaned herself up and looked at him. She was getting turned on thinking about watching him masturbate in front of her. Was that weird?
“Now I want to know what you’re thinking,” Daddy said.
Her cheeks went red and she shook her head. They hadn’t done anything yet and this was taking a big leap. And they had just gone through a hard time. Was it really appropriate for her to jump to that? Probably not.
“Bonnie. It’s three in the morning. No lying at any time during the day.
That includes in the morning,” Daddy said.
“Uppies?” She lifted her hands.
“Tell me what your thought was,” Daddy said as he picked her up.
His hand was on her bottom as he held her against him. She wrapped her legs around his waist. Her shirt had ridden up and her bare pussy was on Daddy’s stomach. He was going to find out she was turned on or think she didn’t wipe properly.
“Now, tell me what you were thinking.” Daddy started to walk back into the bedroom.
“I wasn’t thinking about watching you pee but watching you, you know, get off,” she whispered.
“You want to watch me do what?” There was no judgment in his voice or shock. “Tell Daddy exactly what you want to watch.”
Bonnie knew what he was doing. He wanted her to say the words out loud. Would she be able to do that? She pushed her head into his shoulder.
“I want to watch you masturbate,” she whispered, not looking up at him.
Why did she have to have that thought? Would he think she was weird for wanting to watch him?
“Oh, Bon.” Daddy gently placed her down on his side of the bed.
She felt the bed move and knew Daddy Ray was awake now. She hadn’t wanted to wake him up. He had looked so tired when they went to bed.
“You can go back to sleep,” she whispered as she turned her head.
Daddy Ray was looking right at her as he sat on the bed. Sleep was evident on his face, but he hadn’t just woken up.
“Sorry we were loud.” She looked down at her lap.
Bonnie hated waking people up by being loud. She hated disturbing anyone.
“I’m not going back to bed. I want to hear what you have to say,” Daddy Ray said.
Her cheeks heated up. Bonnie wouldn’t mind watching them both masturbate but she didn’t know if they would think that was weird. Daddy hadn’t said anything after she told him. Had he heard her?
“Bonnie,” Daddy gently said. “Look at me.”
She slowly lifted her head and made eye contact with him. Both of them had been gracious enough to allow the hallway light to be on. How they managed to keep it on while they slept, she didn’t know. Bonnie had tried earlier and it turned off in the middle of the night.
She shuddered at the thought of that night. It had been absolutely horrible and she never wanted to experience that again.
“If you really want to watch us masturbate, you can,” he gently said.
Her mouth hung open. He was okay with that?
“Really?” she whispered.
“Of course, baby. I wouldn’t have said something if I didn’t want to do it. And I know Daddy Ray would love you to watch him masturbate,” Daddy said.
Bonnie turned her head and looked over at Daddy Ray. She could see the heat in his eyes. She rocked on the bed. Just talking about it was making her wet.
“I would love for you to watch me,” Daddy Ray huskily said.
A whimper fell from her mouth as she continued to rock. Maybe a little friction would help her get over the edge.
“Ah, is my baby turned on?” Daddy whispered in her ear.
“Please,” she begged.
“I don’t know if you should be able to come.”
Her eyes went wide as she stared up at Daddy. Why shouldn’t she be able to?
“Please, Daddy,” she begged once again.
Daddy looked over at Daddy Ray. “I love the sound of her begging.
Don’t you?”
“I think she should do it more.”
Daddy cocked his head to the side. “Beg to come.”
Bonnie didn’t know if she had it in her to beg besides saying please.
She’d never had to beg in a situation like this.
“I don’t know how,” she whispered, feeling so embarrassed.
“That’s okay,” Daddy Ray whispered. “We’ll help you.”
“I’m sorry.” Tears filled her eyes and she looked away. There was no reason for her to get emotional over this, but here she was. Part of her felt like she was letting down both of them by not knowing what to say or do.
“Bon,” Daddy gently said as he held her face.
She made eye contact with him, but she didn’t see anger or annoyance like she thought she would. Bonnie was crying and Daddy didn’t like that, but she also didn’t know what to do. There were so many things going wrong right now.
“Shhh. You’re okay,” Daddy whispered. “It’s okay if you don’t know what you’re doing. And if you’re uncomfortable, tell us. You don’t have to beg.”
Bonnie nodded her head and let out a breath of air.
“You need to stop worrying so much,” Daddy Ray said. “You’re going to make yourself sick one of these days.”
“I’m trying but you guys just seem so much more experienced, and I don’t want to let you down!”
She didn’t think she would ever be able to stop worrying. They seemed to be much more experienced and she hadn’t done much at all. Sure, she’d had sex before but it only twice and it hadn’t been very enjoyable.
“You will never let us down,” Daddy said. “If anything, it turns us on knowing we’re helping you.”
She looked at him with unease. Was he really telling the truth or was he just saying that to say it?
“Daddy isn’t just saying it, sweetheart.” Daddy Ray started to rub her back. “We mean it with our whole hearts.”
Bonnie took a deep breath and nodded her head. “It’s going to be hard.”
“Let us help you so you don’t have to worry. We won’t suggest things we don’t like so you don’t have to worry about that. And if we suggest anything you aren’t comfortable with or something that is a hard no, you call your safeword and we’ll talk about it,” Daddy said. “Understand?”
“Okay.”
She yawned and closed her eyes. Gone was all the arousal she was feeling. She’d panicked and got turned off.
“How about we go to bed,” Daddy said. “We can try something tomorrow if you’re up for it.”
Daddy Ray helped her lay back down in bed and she snuggled into his side.
“Good night,” he whispered as he kissed her forehead.
“Nighty night, Daddy and Daddy Ray.”
But sleep wouldn’t come. No matter how long she closed her eyes or tossed and turned, her body would not allow her to sleep. Bonnie whined and pushed up against Daddy.
“What’s wrong, Bon?” Daddy asked. “Need to pee again?”
“No, but I know I’ll need to at some point.”
“We can diaper you so you don’t have to get up,” Daddy Ray suggested.
“No.”
“Okay. We won’t put a diaper on you.”
“Unless it’s absolutely necessary,” Daddy chimed in. “Now, what’s wrong?”
“I can’t sleep,” she whined.
She’d yawned several times but she hadn’t been able to actually fall asleep yet. What was wrong with her?
“You’re okay.” Daddy kissed her forehead. “Do you want a sleeping pill to help you sleep through the night and make you a little more tired? Or do you want some warm milk?”
Both sounded great, but Bonnie knew what she was going to pick. “Warm milk,” she whispered.
There was no way she was going to take the pill, no matter how enticing it was. She wanted to sleep, but she also wanted to be able to wake up if she needed to. What if something happened and she couldn’t wake up?
“Okay. I’ll go warm some up. You snuggle with Daddy Ray,” Daddy whispered as he got out of the bed.
Bonnie didn’t need to be told twice. She was a cuddly person.
“I’ve got you,” Daddy Ray whispered. He wrapped his arms around her and she placed her head on his chest.
She loved the feeling of his arms wrapped around her. The warmth he and Daddy provided. Feeling secure and like she didn’t have to be on guard all the time.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
“For what?”
“Taking care of me. Making me feel safe. Everything.”
Daddy Ray kissed her forehead. “You don’t have to thank us.”
But Bonnie felt like she did. They had done so much for her. Sure, they had messed up and caused her mental harm. But the past couple of minutes just showed how much they cared for her. And how patient they were willing to be with her.
Both of them did have a lot to make up for and so did she. She’d caused them some mental pain as well.
“I’ve got the warm milk in a sippy cup,” Daddy said as he walked into the room. “Perfect. Stay how you are and you can drink and relax. When you get tired, we’ll take the sippy cup so you don’t have to move.”
And just like that they were taking care of her again. Being so sweet to her. She definitely didn’t deserve all the kindness.
“Yes, you do, sweet girl,” Daddy Ray whispered as he ran his free hand through her hair. “You deserve all the kindness from us. We’re trying to make up for what we caused you.”
Bonnie opened her mouth to tell them no, but Daddy placed her sippy cup in her mouth. She grunted and glared.
“No glaring,” Daddy said. “And no arguing about that. We know you’re mad about what happened and how we treated you. We are going to make it up to you whether you like it or not.”
She sighed and started to suck, sighing contentedly as the warm milk filled her mouth and stomach. It tasted so good.
“Just go to sleep,” Daddy whispered. “We’ll be here when you wake up.”
And Bonnie believed them.