ROGAN
Rogan sighed and sat down in his office chair. There was so much to think about and he didn’t know where to start. Part of him was hoping Bonnie would deny being Ethan Montgomery’s sister but she’d confirmed it.
She’d fucking confirmed it.
He wanted to believe she was trying to get away from her brother, but he didn’t know. There were only rumors about Ethan having a sister and no solid evidence. He’d never been seen with a woman.
“She doesn’t belong down there!” Angelo raised his voice as he walked into Rogan’s office.
Rogan glared. “I don’t trust her, yet. And her confirming she’s Ethan’s sister and a Little doesn’t mean squat.”
“You fucking know she is innocent. Put her in the guest house. All the windows and doors lock, you know that. But at least give her some freedom to move around.”
“I’ll think about it.” He was already thinking about moving her to a different place, he just didn’t know where.
The guest house could work. In reality it wasn’t a guest house and more of a second house in case anything happened to this one. Or if they needed to go somewhere where no one knew the location. Rogan could put her there and have his guards to do perimeter checks.
“Think about it fast,” Angelo said. “She shouldn’t be down there too long.”
Rogan glared at him. “Don’t fucking tell me what to do.”
“Sorry, Boss. I really didn’t think the rumor about Ethan having a sister was true.”
Rogan sighed and relaxed in his chair. “I didn’t think so either. There aren’t any pictures of her and no one has seen her before.”
“But the rumors had to come from somewhere. And you can’t deny she does kind of look like him.”
He nodded his head and closed his eyes for a couple of seconds. Now that he’d looked closer at her, he could see the resemblance between her and Ethan. There was no doubt they were siblings.
“What are you going to do with her? Now that you know who her brother is?”
“She’s my enemy’s sister. Maybe I’ll put her up for ransom or something. Tell Ethan I have her and to leave us alone and he can have her back,” Rogan mused.
But the words tasted sour on his tongue. It wasn’t what he wanted. There was something between them, he could feel it. And now that she’d confirmed she was a Little looking for a Daddy, something had shifted.
It definitely didn’t sit well with him to give her back to Ethan to marry off to some stranger. And with Bonnie being a Little, mumbling about her stuffed animal and pacifier, Rogan didn’t want her to be married to someone who wouldn’t be okay with it.
Rogan didn’t know Bonnie well, but he knew being Little was a part of a person. They couldn’t just shut it off.
He looked over to the side and saw her bag sitting on the ground. Could the stuff she wanted be in there? He didn’t think any Little would leave without their stuffie and whatever else was important to them. Rogan had never met a Little who did.
Grabbing the bag, he unzipped it and looked inside. He didn’t know why he was so shocked to see a stuffed dinosaur and a pacifier in there, but he was. Maybe it was because she was telling the truth or maybe it was because he had been searching for a Little for so long and he finally had one right in front of him.
“What are you thinking?” Angelo asked. “What’s in the bag?”
Rogan looked up as Lucius walked into his office. Both he and Angelo were Daddy Doms as well, and he wanted to keep this information to himself, but he knew he couldn’t. Angelo had already heard Bonnie say she was a Little looking for a Daddy.
“Earlier when I was sitting with her, she was starting to wake up and mumbled about a stuffed animal and a pacifier,” Rogan said. “I didn’t really think anything of it since she was waking up, but I just looked in her bag.
The stuffed animal and pacifier are in there.”
“So, do you think she could be a Little?” Lucius asked.
“Oh, she is one. She confessed to us she was.”
“How did it come up?”
Angelo smiled. “Yeah, Rogan. How did Bonalicious tell you about that?”
Rogan growled and glared at Angelo.
“Bonalicious?” Lucius repeated, tilting his head to the side.
“Don’t you fucking dare call her that,” Rogan growled out.
“Why not? I think it’s cute. Definitely suits her,” Lucius said.
“I totally agree. That’s why I started to call her that. As a nickname, since her real name actually is Bonnie,” Angelo replied.
“Stop fucking calling her that. Her name is Bonnie.”
“Ooo, we definitely struck a nerve,” Lucius said as he looked over at
Angelo. “I’m definitely going to call her Bonalicious from now on.”
Rogan clenched his jaw and watched both of them talk between each other. He didn’t know why he didn’t want them to call her that. Maybe it was because he felt protective of her?
“Can we get back to the fucking task at hand?” Rogan asked.
“Sorry, Boss,” Angelo said.
Lucius rolled his eyes and looked over at him. “Well, how did you get her to tell you that?”
“She said she was running away from her brother, Ethan Montgomery, because he wanted her to have an arranged marriage. Bonnie said she didn’t want it and I asked her why. Long story short, she said she was a Little in search of a Daddy,” Rogan replied.
Lucius’s mouth hung open.
“Yeah, right?” Angelo replied. “Totally shocked me. Rogan went all Dom on her to get the answer. She obeyed like the good Little girl she is.”
Rogan growled and narrowed his eyes, glaring at Angelo. He didn’t want anyone else calling her a good Little girl besides him. As the realization hit him, Rogan stilled. What was up with him? He shouldn’t have these types of feelings toward her.
“So, what are you going to do about it?” Lucius asked. “Are you going to keep her downstairs?”
“No, I’m going to move her in a couple of hours. I need to get some things done and figure out where I’m going to put her,” Rogan replied.
“How is her being a Little going to change anything?” Lucius asked another question.
“I don’t know and I’m trying not to think about it.”
“Why not?” Angelo asked. “It’s pretty important information.”
Rogan growled again. “You’ve got so many fucking questions. Don’t you have something better to do?”
“No, I don’t. So, why are you trying not to think about it?”
He let out a sigh and shook his head. Of course, the two people he trusted the most would give him the most trouble about this whole situation. Nothing was going to go his way.
“I would like to know that as well,” Lucius said. “We’re all Daddy Doms. Her being a Little is super important and I think you also know she’s innocent.”
Lucius was right. Even though she said her brother was Ethan Montomery, he still felt like her brother had nothing to do with why she was here. Bonnie’s answers seemed very genuine and truthful.
“Because she fucking cries a lot. Gets on my nerves,” Rogan barked out. “Happy?”
“Sure,” Angelo replied. “I would give her a chance. She’s probably scared out of her mind right now. Miguel put her through hell, too. I’m sure that didn’t help.”
“She fucking started to cry when we opened the trunk.” “She was probably scared then, too,” Lucius said.
“Then she shouldn’t have fucking got into the car!” Rogan raised his voice. Did they not see where he was coming from?
“Yes, she shouldn’t have. But she did tell you she was trying to run away from her brother. She probably thought it was the only option she had,” Angelo pointed out. “And she’s a Little, which has to make everything overwhelming. She doesn’t have her stuffie and pacifier to help her calm down.”
“He’s right about that. She also hasn’t gotten a lot of sleep which doesn’t help either,” Lucius said.
“I’m going to put her in a different fucking room in a couple of hours. I already said that. I’ll put her somewhere she can walk around until I figure out where I’m going to put her long term,” Rogan said.
“I can take her with me to my house. Keep an eye on her and make sure everything is going okay,” Angelo suggested.
Rogan stood up from his chair. “You will fucking not! Over my dead body will you take her home with you!” he yelled.
Angelo and Lucius stared at him with stunned expressions that quickly turned to knowing smirks.
“Did you just hear what he said?” Lucius asked.
“Oh yeah, I did,” Angelo replied.
“Good luck, Boss,” Lucius said. “I’ve got to go now.”
“Now we know she’s off-limits. Let me know if you need me to rebandage anything. And let me know where you’re going to put her,” Angelo said as he got up from his chair. “I’ve got to go see if anyone has hurt themselves.”
Rogan sighed and sat down as they walked out. He hated that he’d lost his shit when Angelo had suggested taking Bonnie home. He hadn’t meant to show his hand like that. He wasn’t ready to fully admit, not even to himself, that he wanted Bonnie.
Fuck.
Raynar walked into the room. “Is this a bad time?”
Rogan sighed. “Yes and no. What can I help you with?”
Just thinking about Raynar walking in at the exact moment made Rogan feel guilty for a second. He’d started to slowly develop feelings for the cleaner and now he had feelings for Bonnie. What was wrong with him? Why was he acting like this?
Sure, he could have both of them, but it would be hard. It worked out for Hedda because Oliver and Leo were twins and knew each other their whole lives, but this was different. This was two people who didn’t know each other at all. How could that possibly work out?
“What’s wrong?” Raynar asked as he sat down on the couch.
“I don’t want to bore you with things,” Rogan replied. “Were you needing something?”
“Everyone needs an outlet and I can help. I’m a really good listener,” Raynar pressed.
Rogan sighed and looked at Raynar, who was staring at him intently. “No, it’s okay.”
“Tell me,” Raynar commanded.
Rogan raised an eyebrow and sat up straighter. “Don’t try to top me. Between the two of us, I’m the Dom. Don’t think I haven’t picked up that you’re a switch.”
Raynar’s eyes went wide and he shook his head. “I definitely wasn’t trying to top you. I just know it’s not good to hold everything in. Learn from my experience.”
“You really want to know?”
“Yes, I do. I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t want to know. Maybe talking about it can help you think through things or come to a conclusion.”
“We have a prisoner here, well she isn’t really a prisoner. She’s Ethan Montgomery’s sister.” Rogan sighed and relaxed into his chair some more.
“You said she is a prisoner but not a prisoner. Do you feel like she’s a threat since she’s Ethan’s sister?”
Rogan wanted to have a good answer for that question, but he didn’t. He wanted it to be simple, but nothing was ever simple in his life. He couldn’t remember a time when it was simple. Everything had to be so complicated.
“I don’t know. Not really, but she’s Ethan’s sister,” Rogan said. “She seems to be genuinely trying to get away from Ethan, but for all I know she could be playing all of us really well.”
“You do know that just because they are blood-related doesn’t mean she is just like her brother,” Raynar said. “She could surprise all of us and be genuine in what she is saying. I don’t know he, r nor have I seen her, but
trust your gut. You’re usually right when it comes to your gut.” “Come here,” Rogan growled as he stood up.
Raynar slowly got up and walked toward him. When he was in arms reach, Rogan grabbed onto his collar and pulled him forward. His lips hovered over Raynar’s, but they didn’t touch. Was he going to betray Raynar by having feelings for Bonnie? They weren’t even together, and Rogan didn’t even know if Raynar felt the same way.
“Please,” Raynar whispered.
Rogan smashed his lips onto Raynar’s.
He tried to fight for dominance, but Rogan overpowered him. He smiled for a second and pulled away.
He felt good about what he did, putting his claim on Raynar, but his mind was on Bonnie. Why couldn’t he get her out of his head?
“Do you have feelings for Bonnie?” Raynar asked.
Rogan’s eyes zeroed in on Raynar, searching his face for anything that would give away why he’d asked that question, but came up with nothing. Where had that come from? He shrugged his shoulders. “She’s a Little, but she cries too much.”
“Well, maybe you need someone like that, Bonnie crying, and someone more stable and less emotional, like me,” Raynar whispered, locking his gaze on Rogan’s.
He stared at Raynar and opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Raynar turned around and ran out of his office.
“Raynar!” Rogan yelled after him, but Raynar kept running down the hallway.
“Come here!”
Rogan started to chase after him, but stopped himself. He didn’t know if Raynar was out as a switch and he didn’t want to be the one to out him. He was just going to have to make sure he talked to Raynar and cleared the air between them.
Had Raynar really meant what he said? Was he intrigued by the idea of Rogan having Bonnie and him as a sub and Little? Rogan shook his head and sat down at his desk. Putting his face in his hands, he took a deep breath and let it out. Rogan was going to have to ask about it when he talked to Raynar. But right now he needed to get back to work and go move Bonnie to a different location.