Castor didn’t speak to me on the way home. He held me close with a flat expression on his face. I wondered if he might be thinking about Kayleigh.
Pollux occasionally looked at both of us through the rearview mirror above his head. It was so quiet that I heard something vibrating next to me. Castor grabbed his cell phone from his coat pocket and glanced at the screen.
He ignored the message on his phone and held me close again. Even though I was silent, I kept my eyes on Castor and Pollux, who were staring at each other. The attitude between the two of them made me curious.
Many aspects of them remain enigmatic to me. Seeing the partial change in their body shape already gave me goosebumps, let alone if I saw the whole thing. It’s possible that my heart will stop beating when I see the two of them in wolf form.
“Oh God! Am I too desperate?”
I unconsciously uttered the anxiety in my heart and made Castor straighten his seat. Castor looked at me without blinking but did not speak. That made me even more agitated, and I broke out in a cold sweat.
“What are you thinking, my precious?”
“I’m thinking of you and me. I don’t know if this is right or wrong. I became the mate of two werewolves. I just want my life to be better, but I feel like I’m being a bad person for ‘using’ you guys for that reason.”
“Listen, Godiva. You better tell me where you got those wounds on your body. Pollux told me earlier, and I was waiting for you to tell us.”
I only told Castor and Pollux about my past after we got home. The spacious atmosphere of the house allowed me to breathe comfortably. My body also felt lighter than before after I was given vitamins by Pollux.
“I lived with my aunt Caylee after my parents died in an accident. While living with Aunt Caylee, she made me disciplined with all the rules she set. Kayleigh and I are like two magnetic poles that repel each other. However, she was my aunt, and Kayleigh was my cousin. I only have them in this world.”
I hoped that telling them about my past would make Castor and Pollux understand. I heard Pollux growl and swear harshly when I told him how Aunt Caylee always punished me.
I felt Castor’s grip on my hand strengthen when he heard the part about Kayleigh always bullying me when we were in school. I managed to brace myself by not shedding any tears when I told him about my parents’ deaths. Both Castor and Pollux expressed their regrets to me. I got a tight hug from Castor and a gentle rub on my shoulder from Pollux.
I was reminded of Pollux’s deformed hand at the restaurant earlier. “Are you going to look like creepy wolves when you transform?” I asked in a squeaky voice.
I heard a snicker from Pollux. He always responds to my words with silly behavior. It’s a good thing I was in a good mood this time; otherwise, I would have argued with him as usual.
Suddenly, I saw Castor stand up and move away from me. I couldn’t read his facial expression. In just a matter of seconds, I saw Castor’s body tremble.
I heard the sound of something breaking from Castor’s body. His hands were already resting on the floor. I widened my eyes, trying to believe my own vision. Castor growled loudly, and then I saw that all of his clothes had been ripped off.
“Oh my God!” I backed up until my back touched the headboard of the bed.
“Show-off.” Pollux chuckled softly.
Castor, in his wolf form, looked at me with shiny yellow eyes. I felt a shiver run through my body as Castor walked on all fours toward me. I closed my eyes and prayed that I would live until I had children and grandchildren.
I bent my legs over my chest, wrapping my arms as tightly as I could. I thought the first part of my body I should protect was my heart. I couldn’t even feel my heart anymore. I surrendered.
A second later, I felt something warm and soft touch my face. There was also a tingling sensation when a thin part of it descended to my neck. I heard the distinct sound of breathing in my ears.
I decided to open my eyes out of curiosity. The copper-brown-furred wolf I recognized as Castor was rubbing his head against me. Miraculously, I was lulled.
“Alpha Castor, you proved me wrong.”
I want him to know how I feel right now. I want him to hold me tightly and not let go. I want to feel loved by him.
“Can you keep me company tonight, Alpha Castor?”
I touched the dense fur at the nape of his neck. It was like I was talking to a pet that would respond to everything its master said with its eyes. He blinked his eyes at me after hearing my request.
“I don’t think I’m needed here anymore. I’ll be going, Cas. Have fun.”
I caught a glimpse of a different look in my eyes before Pollux walked away. Just like when we fought earlier, without the smirk on his face. I didn’t understand why he was like that to me.
There were only two of us left in the room. Slowly, Castor shifted his form back to human. I blinked my eyes repeatedly as I saw his body clearly exposed.
Castor has more tattoos than Pollux. The muscles that were clearly printed on his abdomen and in some other parts made me almost breathless. I didn’t want to miss the visuals that were displayed most perfectly in front of me.
Castor walked over to the bed and climbed up to sit next to me. Something inside me came out, and I wanted to touch every part of his body. I took the initiative to bring my face closer to his.
My logic just fizzled out. I didn’t care if Castor was a werewolf. I just wanted to give myself to him.
“I want you, Alpha Castor.”
“I’m glad to hear that, Luna Godiva.”
I couldn’t count the seconds that made my body bare. I felt the warm touch of Castor’s hand caressing my face, down my neck, and over my breasts. The first spot he touched made me sigh slightly.
Is this real? I felt like I was somewhere soft as cotton as my body lay beneath Castor. I always liked the way his eyes looked at me, growing darker when our faces were only inches apart.
“Don’t think about anything, Godiva. I want you to be able to enjoy it as much as you want. Because I am here for you.”
“I am in love with you, Alpha Castor Melucci.”
I felt no pain in my core when we came together. Castor was gentle, and his every move was addictive. I embraced him, followed his rhythm, and called his name so that I could keep this moment forever.
“For the Moon Goddess grace, you will always be what I want.”
I didn’t care if our voices would make a noise. I didn’t care if the room would become a mess after what we were doing now. All these moments belong only to me.