CASSIUS POV
While I thought of going after Alessia, I shrugged the idea.
She didn’t mean whatever she was saying.
She was only mad because I refused to say a thing about myself.
Fuck!
I can’t do this anymore. No more.
Before I could even stop myself, I already left my office, walking in fast stride, so as to catch up with her.
Luckily for me, she was at the gate. At the verge of leaving.
I grabbed her hand, just before she could leave, turning her towards me.
” What do you want?” She raised her brow, avoiding my gaze, so I didn’t see that she had been crying all the way out of my office.
” You can’t leave.” I growled. ” I won’t let you.”
” Why?” She raised her palm to wipe the tears on her cheeks, smearing her makeup. ” You already made it clear to me that you already gave up on whatever we had, so let me go.”
She struggled in my grip. Alessia wanted to leave my life, but can I let her go?
No, fucking no!
I can’t! Not in this lifetime or the next.
” I didn’t give up on you or whatever relationship we had.” I dug my fingers into my hair, swiping my tongue across my lips.
I didn’t want any mobsters to see her. They might snitch me out and end up kidnapping Alessia, once she is known as my weakness.
I can’t let them. I won’t.
” Let’s go talk in my villa.” I said calmly, not letting go of her hand.
” I’m not going, Cassius.” Alessia shook her head. ” We would end up having sex and that would be the end. You left me last night, remember? You fucking left me without even a word.”
” I won’t, this time. So stop being so fucking stubborn and come with me.” I said in a low and menacing voice.
I hate to see her cry. I fucking hate it.
” I’m not interested in hearing whatever you have to say. I don’t see this relationship working, Cassius.” Alessia said, her gaze never leaving mine. ” We are from two different worlds. Staying with you will only endanger my life. I’m not ready to risk my life just because I want our relationship to work.”
” Is that it? Do you think you will do just fine if you let me go?” I left her hand, letting it fall beside her.
” Yes, I will do just fine. I survived Lucas and Rachel’s cheating, didn’t I? So I can forget yours too.”
Alessia wasn’t confident as she spoke. I could feel her voice cracking and her lips quivering.
A dark smirk graced my lips as I leaned closer towards her ear.
” I don’t think you can survive without me, Bunny. You know that so well.”
” I can…”
I didn’t let her finish, before placing a finger on her lips.
” I will tell you whatever you need to know, but it would cost you something in return.” I said.
” And what is that?” She asked, sniffling.
” You would come to live with me here.” I said and she frowned.
” Why would I do that?”
” Because I don’t tell strangers things about me. As a Mafia lord, I didn’t trust people, because they might end up snitching me out, so if I’m to tell you everything about me…..” I paused and smiled darkly. A smile that didn’t reach my eyes. ” You will be mine all. Mine and mine alone.”
I could feel her nipples stand inside her bra through the clothes she was wearing.
My girl was fucking hard for me, and I fucking love it.
” So, you mean if you tell me everything about me, I will become yours fully?” Alessia asked and I nodded slowly. ” Will you marry me? Will you love me? Because I don’t think you’re capable of loving.”
” I can. I might not feel emotions like every other person, but for your sake, I will love you to the best of my knowledge, and if you wish to get married to me tonight, I will make that possible.”
Her eyes brightened and I was moved to smile.
” I haven’t forgiven you yet, I’m just giving you a chance, and once you mess up, I’m leaving your life for real. Forever.” She said and I nodded.
” Led the way.” She said, and I raised my brow.
” I can’t let you walk on your own.”
” What do you mean?” She asked, but before she could decipher what I meant, I carried her in a bridal style and she almost screamed.
” What are you doing? There are many eyes here!” She whisper-yelled, but I didn’t give one fuck about it.
” Do I look like I give a fuck?”
” But…”
” No but, Bunny.”
” You slept with one lady in your clan, didn’t you?” She suddenly asked, her voice turned angry.
” Oh, that?” I smiled. I wanted to make her jealous.
” Oh that, you say?” Alessia raised her head from my chest.
” It’s nothing serious, don’t worry about it.” I waved her off.
” Why shouldn’t I worry? Another bitch fucked with my man in my absence and you said it’s nothing serious?” She was getting angry for real.
” I didn’t fuck her, okay? She just sucked me, but I wasn’t feeling it. No woman does it the way you do.”
Blush crept up her cheeks as she hid her face in my chest.
We finally got to my villa and I carried her to my room.
” Wow, nice room you have here.” She said, looking around.
” Thank you.” I said taking off my jacket. ” Where do I start from?”
” I will be the one asking.” Alessia said and crossed her leg, like some billionaire wife or rather, a first lady.
After about an hour of discussion, I told her everything about me, but I purposely left a part.
A part she shouldn’t know about.
It’s my business, and she didn’t deserve to know about it. Not now or ever.
” Do you have any brother or sister?” She suddenly asked after a few seconds of silence.
” Yes, I have a little brother. He just returned from Australia. He stays in the clan.” I replied, leaving the fact that I fucking have a twin brother.
An identical one at that.
A person I won’t want to mention because he ruins everything within me, and makes me fucking mad.
I just pray he doesn’t show up in front of me one day, because I don’t know what I might do to him.
That bastard might be my twin brother, but he doesn’t deserve to live.
He is supposed to burn in hell with the devil.
His name is Russius fucking Riven.