CHAPTER 3
I dragged out the vacuum and mentally complained about owning such a large house. All the while I was vacuuming; my mind kept going back to the videotape. I thought about the times when Jeff and I would watch one together. It would always lead to some hot sex either during or after we watched it. I wondered what was so special about the tape. Why would he have kept it? The familiar tingling showed up again and I looked at the clock to see how long it would be until Jeff came home. Then I realized that it was Thursday. Jeff always works late on Thursday so he wouldn’t be home for another five hours!
I put away the vacuum and went to the kitchen for some lemonade. I sat at the counter looking out at the window reflecting for a while. “Our sex life hasn’t been what it used to be. We’ve been through some off times before as
well.” I thought. “But then the light bondage I introduced definitely spiced things up for a while. And once Jeff finally convinced me to let him take videos of us it, was a great turn on for both of us… The thought jolted me! Jeff got really turned on when he took the videotape of us. Could that be what was on the tape? A video someone he knew in the past? Right then I knew what I had to do. Moving deliberately, I grabbed my purse, flipped open the trashcan, grabbed the video and headed out the door.
I entered the store and walked slowly past the film developing counter. I saw a young man (more like a boy) behind the counter with his back to me. I looked around behind the counter. I saw no TV. No monitor of any kind. “Oh, I can’t do this!” I said to myself But something was driving me now. I had to see what was on that tape! I took a deep breath and approached the counter. The young man still had his back toward me making me wait. I could feel the perspiration on my forehead as I nervously waited for him to notice me. “Do something, don’t just stand here!” I screamed to myself.
I cleared my throat and startled the poor kid. “Can I help you ma’am?” he asked politely. “You can drop the ma’am” I thought to myself “it makes me feel so old!” I swallowed, my mouth dry with apprehension, “Yes, can you transfer this tape to VHS for me?” I said, trying to appear as innocent as Snow White “Sure. We offer BETA to VHS dubbing for nine ninety-five plus six ninety-five for the blank tape.” He stated. How long will it take” I asked. “It will be about fifteen minutes” he replied. Then he added, “We can’t guarantee the quality of the transfer since we don’t preview the tapes. “Was the picture quality good?” he asked. “Yes, it was.” I answered. I lied.
He took down my name and I left him to do his job and looked at my watch. I found a cart and wandered around the store picking up some things that I didn’t really need. I wandered up and down the aisles at least twice. I looked at my watch. Twelve minutes had passed. I almost screamed when I
heard my name announced over the store loud speaker! I felt like everyone in the store knew what I was doing! I quickly made my way to the film counter, paid the young man and headed for the checkout with both tapes. I paid for the unneeded groceries and left the store. On my way home I caught myself speeding, even though it was only a few blocks.
I shoved the groceries in the refrigerator and grabbed the tapes and went into the living room. I turned on the home theater and slid the tape in the VCR slot. I grabbed the remote and pushed play.
Only blackness.
Another minute passed by. Still blackness. “All this for nothing!” I hissed out loud.
Then on the screen appeared an image. Someone picked up the camera and carried it down a hallway. Then into a bedroom. It was being bumped around but aimed toward a bed. The picture was clear, but it was black and white. There was sound but no one had spoken yet.
When I did heard someone speak, I knew instantly it was Jeff. “Are you sure about this?” he asked. I heard a female voice say, “Yes. We can watch it over and over again!” she sounded excited.
Jeff stood in front of the camera. He was a good-looking kid! About fifteen pounds lighter than he is now. He reached out and took the girlshand and pulled her to him. I recognized her from some of the pictures I had seen that day in the attic. She was cute. Very petit. So even back then Jeff had a yearn to perform in front of a camera.
They started kissing and fondling each other. The girl pulled Jeff’s shirt over his head. I envied her being able to caress my husbands firm body when it was so young. He must have been nineteen or twenty on the video. I
couldn’t believe I was going to watch this! He pulled the shirt over the girls head and tossed it on the bed. He reached behind her and fumbled with the clasp of her bra for a bit and finally got it unclasped. He pert young breasts bounced out of their confines. They were perfect! I was getting very aroused now.
I grabbed the remote and stopped the movie. I had to think this through. Should I actually go through with it? What happened on that tape was clearly none of my business. I ejected the tape, shut off the home theater and tried to busy myself with other things. There was no getting around it. I wanted so much to watch my young husband satisfy that young girl. I wanted to know how far they had gone that day. But most of all, I wanted to be that girl!
At that point, I knew what I was going to do. With shaky fingers, I dialed Jeff’s number at the station. When he answered, using my sexiest voice, I said, “I’ve been thinking about you all day and I can’t wait until you get home. I have plans for you big boy.” He moaned and said, “But, I have to be here for a few more hours.” That was not the answer I wanted. He needed convincing and I know his weakness. I took a deep breath and said, “I’m soooo wet. Are you going to make me satisfy myself?” He sounded impatient saying, “But I can’t leave yet!” I was getting to him. I loved it! “Well, if I have do it myself, I might as well let you listen…” I cooed. I had never gone this far with a tease! I felt so slutty doing it! There was no turning back now. He was bordering on angry when he said, “Dammit, I said I couldn’t leave now!” Now for the clincher. In a breathy voice I said, “This is going to feel sooooo good. I need it so bad….” He didn’t say anything so I added, “I wanted to wait until you got home, so I took a shower to cool off. But it didn’t help. I was so hot. I shaved off every hair. It feels so nice and soft under my fingers.” I knew I had him now. “Damn
you!” he exclaimed! “Alright! I’ll leave after the news! But you better be ready for me when I get there!” He hung up without waiting for a reply.
It was quarter after six. Fifteen minutes for the news to end and fifteen minutes for his trip home. That gave me half an hour for me to jump in the shower and shave my pussy! My bluff had worked perfectly! It was all I could do to keep from masturbating in the shower while I did it! But I held back, knowing that more intense orgasms were to follow this evening. Or so I hoped! I put on his favorite see through teddy and went downstairs and stretched out on the couch. When he got home he called out my name and searched until he found me.