He paused at the waistband of my pant, his fingers toying with the elastic as his eyes met mine.
There was a flicker of something more than desire in his gaze, a hint of vulnerability that made me question everything. But before I could grasp the dept of his emotion, he shifted his focus back to his action, his lips brushing against my skin just above the fabric.
My fingers clenched the sheets beneath me as he continued his exploration, his touch sending shockwaves through my body.
I knew this would change my life forever and despite the fear and uncertainty, there was an undeniable craving deep within me that longed to surrender to the intensity of the moment and I did just what felt right at the momen.
Hooking his fingers in the waistband my thigs together, a reflex born out of shyness, but his firm touch on my thighs prevented me from doing so. His palms spread my thighs apart, sitting in between them, leaving me feeling incredibly exposed and at his mercy.
“There is no need to feel shy about anything. I have always considered you a part of me. Every inch of you belongs to me and only I have the right to see it” he said.
He seated himself in between my knee leaving no scope for me to hide myself. My eyelids fluttered shut as his gaze continued to drink in my for, leaving a trail of heat whenever they touche. I could feel a burning sensation and goosebumps rising on my skin everywhere his intense gaze fel.
“You are just perfect, Nara” he murmure and despite my vulnerable and complex situation, I felt heat siting in my stomach with the words that left his mouth.
And suddenly he grabbed my feet, which shot my eyes ope. I didn’t know when he shifted back and grabbed my right foot. Lifting it up, he pressed his thumb into through me, causing me to hiss involuntarily.
His eyes briefly flicked up to meet mine, almost as if he were gauging my reaction. Then his thumb began to move in slow circles on the sensitive skin of my sole. The tingles that radiated from that touch traveled directly to the core of my being, sparkling a sensation I had never felt before.
I gasped and he chuckled.
I tried to pull my foot back but his hold on it was so tight that I couldn’t free if from his first. I didn’t know that these weird places could make me feel good.
And then suddenly, my eyes widened when he took one of my toes in his mouth.
What?
This is gross!
“For me, everything about you is beautifully delectable” he chuckled once again taking the time in his mouth but this time on the other foot.
It seemed like he was enjoying my situation.
He then placed my feet down on the bed. I was not sure what he was going to do next when he leaned down and placed a kiss on my feet one by one taking me by surprise once again.
I can’t believe that the man who wanted me to beg on his feet is now worshiping mine as if I am some Goddess.
Is he trying to show that he could be gentle as well?
But still, all this could not make me forget the things he has done, especially to my family.
Slowly, his lips made their way upwards. One second, his lips were leaving the kisses on the the valve of my left leg, and the other second, they were on my right leg. He didn’t leave a single inch of my legs. Every kiss ignited a fire in me and I was left a moaning mess by the time he came up to my thighs.
I shuddered when he left a deep kiss on the inside of my thigh, just beside my vagina. He did the same with other thighs sending shivers down my spine.
He then sat up in between my thighs and locked his gaze with me, his thumbs making a circle at the spot which his lips had just kissed.
I moaned slightly when his thumbs inched forward my vagina which was throbbing like hell and craving for friction.
When I thought he was going to touch me there, his thumb played around, a whine of disappointment passed my lips and he chuckled once again, thoroughly enjoying my predicament.
And then his thumbs pressed my vaginal lips together by applying pressure on both sides before one of them pressed against my clitoral tightly.
“AHH, Ansell… ” I bite my lip to stop myself from moaning his name again and again.
His other thumb came up and pulled my chin down to make my lip free from the clutches of my teeth.
“Don’t bite them” he growled, “They are mine”
He pressed his lips tightly against mine as if he was claiming his right over them.
He pulled back slightly, his eyes looking onto mine, and his thumb still grazing my lower lip. The raw intensity in his gaze was undeniable, making it hard for me to look away. He has not only taken control of my my body but has also hypnotized me under his gaze.
“I want to hear my name from these beautiful lips, to know that you are mine in every way” he murmured against my lips.
He placed a kiss on my chin and in between my collarbones and made their way to my vagina once again, leaving feathery kisses in their way.
I was staring at him when he blew over it, making me shudder, and I almost convulsed. And then he kissed on top of it, taking me by surprise.
“What are you doing?” I asked. I just wanted him to touch me down there, not do all of that.
“Shhh” he shushed me.
His tongue darted out and he licked me down there with its tip without moving his gaze away from me. I shuddered and clenched.
What was that?
My hands when to his head and my fingers curled his hair when he did that one more time, making sure that my eyes were locked with his all the time, which made it even hotter than it already was.
With every lick and flick of his tongue, I was nearing my climax. My legs tightened and my eyes shut closed. Just when I thought that I was going to release him, he stopped once again.
“What the fuck!” I cursed for the first time and it came out of my mouth on its own.
My eyes shot open when his laugh resonated in the room.
“So you know how to curse?” He chuckled. “Hemm?’
His chuckle and hmm vibrated against my core and it started throbbing even more.
My nose flared as I could feel heat flowing out of my eyes and ears. I was looking at him as if I wanted to burn into ashes with my mere gaze.
What is he finding amusing by torturing me?
Is he taking revenge for all those nights when he might have imagined me and I was not there?
“”I am not here for your entertainment” I said, my voice edged with irritation. I just couldn’t control myself.
His smirk only grew wider.
“Oh, but you are. You are here for everything that pleases me”
My heart sank as I heard his words and realized that I was actually nothing more than a puppet in his game.
“Now, keep your eyes on me” he ordered.
His tongue resumed it’s work and this time one of his fingers also entered me, which made me moan in pain but it was soon replaced by pleasure with his tongue. His other hand came up and squeezed my bosom.
I was at point where it was really hard for me to keep my eyes open but I knew that he would not take even a second to stop all this if I closed my eyes so I kept my gaze locked on him but when I was about to release it, he stopped again.
What does he want?
“Beg!” He spoke as if he read mind. “Beg for it”
” I told you that I would take you when you begged me to do so. Now beg”
What?
I gulped.
His breath was tingling me down there as if it were not enough, his thumb started making circles, which were enough to keep me on edge. My whole body was practically on fire. I was fine before he touched me but not anymore. My brain was in a haze and I couldn’t think of anything clearly with all the frustration building in my veins.
I want it, my body needs it.
“Please”
“Please what?’ he planted a kiss over there before adding “Tereso”
“Pleas, Ansell, I want it” I tightly squeezed my eyes as I said those words.
“Tsk” he clicked his and took his hand away from it, I couldn’t even feel his breath down ther. “Say that with your eyes open and on me”
I wanted to move my hips to get any kind of touch but he pinned me down to the bed with my waist, which made me completely immobile.
I have already surrendered to him and it is going to happen and that too is the way he wants so the only option left with with me I’d to do as he says if I want to end this torture.
Slowly, I opened my eyes and found him eagerly looking at me as if he were equally desperate and just wanted to hear those words from me.
“I wanted you, Ansell” I didn’t beg, but I requested softly looking into his eyes, which worked, and he melted.
He smiled and the smile was very soft. His thumb started working on my clitoral area once again.
His pace increased and I couldn’t hold it anymore. I just released the knot forming in my stomach with a loud moan. I could see starts in the room as the pleasure hit me like a tidal wave.
Every sensation seemed to converge at a single point, and for a brief moment, the world around me ceased to exist. My fingers loosened their grip on his hair as my body succumbed to be intense release, leaving me breathless and trembling. My eyes closed on their own and I was spent.
Completely.
My eyes slowly flicked open when I felt him hovering above me. He leans forward to place a kiss on my forehead.
“It was a delicious feast for me, which I would like to have again and again” he chuckled.
He breathed as I looked up at him, blinking rapidly with the aftereffects of my first-ever orgasm.
“Did you enjoy it?” He asked me.
I nodded slightly.
“This is one of the many things that I used to imagine with you”
I shuddered when he openly confessed his dirty thoughts.
“Are you ready?” He asked.
I could now feel his manhood, which was hard as a rod against my stomach. I am sure he must have discarded his boxer when I was in the world of ecstasy.
Do I have any other options?
‘No’ his eyes said.
I nodded my head.
He then adjusted himself against my entrance and slowly pushed inside. I groaned in pain but his lips crashed over mine, taking the voice I made.
As it was my my first time, I was afraid that he would ruin me forever with his anger, lust, desperation, and size, but his actions took me by complete surprise.
Inch by inch, he pushed inside, making sure that he was giving me ample time to adjust and in the meantime, his hands and lips were trying their best to make me feel comfortable.
He pulled back from my body, took his weight on his palm, and breathed heavily once he was fully inside me. I could actually feel his entire length throbbing inside me.
He was going gentle yet it was painful for me, as if someone were splitting me in half but I tried my best not to take any noise.
I could see that his whole face had turned red and veins were popping out of his neck. He was controlling himself by not having me in his way.
“You are very tight” he said in between his clenched teeth.
“Move” I said.
And he started moving at a very slow pace. His eyes never left mine, not even for a second.
“Tereso” he moaned, “you feel like heaven, a real Nara”
The world seemed to slow down around us as he gently made us one.
After a few minutes, both of us released at the same time. He groaned loudly before collapsing over me. His breath is heavy, brushing my neck.
It took us a minute to become normal and when my body came to a normal temperature, the guilt washed over me for losing control in the heat of the moment.
Falling beside me, he pulled me into his arm and snuggled tightly, breathing into my skin. I was so exhausted that it didn’t take more than five minutes for the darkness to overtake me.
I don’t know what the morning will bring me.