Chapter 33 “Sex Dream? Or is it real?”

Book:The Badass and The Beta Published:2025-2-8

Warning:
This is not for anybody under 18, so this is the story for you if you are 18 or older.
There will be sex and more sex, and I can’t wait to learn more about these crazy funny, loving characters for my story.
The Badass & The Beta”
Jayson P. O. V.
” Jayson, Jayson,” Do you want me,” I kept hearing a beautiful voice in my mind. That is when I realize what kind of dream I am having.
I had a fucking great dream. I dreamed that Ashely and I were behind the football stadium, and I got my hand inside her hair thrusting my hips inside her tight little mouth, sucking my cock.
Fuck baby girl, yes, suck me in your tight little fucking mouth, I told her with a thrust and groaned, rolling off my lips.
“Ashely,”
“Ashely,”
“Yes,”
I beg her to keep going inside my dream fucking suck me off.
I heard her groan around my cock stiff inside her mouth.
Damn, this feeling is so damn real. I am going to cum.
That was when I realized it was. I slammed my eyes open, and I looked down. I watched Ashely, my beautiful sexy girl sucking my member deep inside her mouth.
Fuck! I was biting my tongue, and I saw her bopping up and down on my cock.
I licked my lips, thinking about twisting her around and having her seat on my face and tasting that sweet and pretty flower between her thighs.
Fuck! I wanted to grab her and keep her still on my cock. But, no, I wanted to do more than that. I wanted to pick her up and slide her down on my cock. But I kept quiet and moaned when she closed my eyes; when I saw she would lift her head, I quickly pretended to be asleep again.
When I thought she didn’t have her tense and heated eyes on me. I would stare down at her and watch her beautifully take my cock deep down her throat. I felt something inside me. I have not felt this way for a long time since-
Well, I thought back to that day four years ago.
I felt the pain and hurt coming back. But I am not going back there. We will talk once we have our fill and desires for each other that we calm down. Well, not done but differently, keep on yield. Somehow, she senses I am quiet. Well, too quiet. I guess she knew I was hesitant and, inside my mind, was not here right now. I was too much in my thoughts.
So, she started grabbing hold of my base and moving her hand up and down with a tight grip, like how I like it.
Shit!, Fuck! I yelled inside my mind. I heard Jaze howling and groaning and grunting inside my mind.
I felt he was with my mate’s wolf, and I heard Ashely moaning with my cock inside her mouth. That was when I slowly moved my finger gently back her back and up.
She didn’t stop or look up at me. She was in her little world trying to satisfy and make me feel fucking good.
Trust me, and she is one good cock sucker, I thought with a smirk on my lips.
I felt my eyes roll back behind my head.
I knew I needed to say something to her to stop or before I was coming down her throat. I don’t think she wants to swallow it. But it was too late, she felt my cock explode inside her mouth, and I didn’t know my hand magical had a mind of its own, and it was when I knew I had a tight grip on her hair, twisted with my fingers.
I closed my eyes and kept her down my cock when I was still coming; I didn’t want this feeling to stop. But I knew we had to stop and go back to reality because I didn’t know what was happening between us.
Yes, I know we are mates, but can we be together with all the hurt and pain I caused her and how I oppressed her. I didn’t want to remember our past; it hurts too much, and the guilt is. I sigh. I know I fucked up, and I am waiting for her to tell me; she still hates me and the big rejects.
I need one more minute to be different, and we are not hating or fighting each other but loving the moment of the fairytale of us being together like my friends with their mate. I saw her face. She knew the fairytale was coming back to reality.
We knew we needed to keep our hands and heads clear so we could at least talk about everything going on.
I know it’s not going to be rainbows and sunshine with her.
But I do know I don’t want whatever we have together. I don’t want to stop it. So I sighed and ran my fingers slowly into her hair one last time, and that was when (I put up my I don’t care, bad boy attitude). I put up a shield the real Jayson from her and the world again.
I took another deep breath and whispered inside my mind that I didn’t think Jaze was paying attention; he was still fucking our mate’s wolf.
Showtime, I thought, and I put on a fake smirk on my face.
“Hello, Princess,” I said with her mouth licking my head, but she stopped and looked up into my eyes with a smug grin on my face.
Then, I saw her face turn red, and what I saw made me laugh. Then I heard a gasp and cry, and I felt the cold air. Finally, I realized she was gone but beside me, hiding the covers over her head.
I shook my head from side to side when I slowly peeled down the covers over her head. But she was also holding it, and she wasn’t going to let go any time soon because she didn’t want me to see her red face and blush. But once I finally got it down, I saw her eyes peeking out.
So I smiled down at her bright red face. I didn’t mean to laugh again, but I saw her frown and tried to grab the cover out of my hand. Because I knew she felt ashamed and embarrassed. But I started telling her it was okay.
” Don’t hide, and I am sorry, I’ll stop laughing,” I told her.
That is when I heard her say in a broken voice.
“Stop, please leave me alone, she told me, again trying to pull the covers back over her head.
But I had a tight grip, and I knew I needed to comfort her, so what I did was I picked up the blanket and threw it over both of our heads, and I didn’t care she was angry or hated me; I knew what I had to do.
So, I kissed her. I kissed her softly and gently, and I didn’t think it would stop her breathing and her anxiety would stop. But magical it did.
We were kissing, and I felt myself wrapping my arms around her shaking body and pulling her closer.
This is what matters right now. Once she calms down, her breathing comes back to normal.
I knew what was coming next. I felt my heart beating heavily in my chest. So, when we stopped kissing and being in our little world. I sighed and unwrapped my arms around her body.
I stared into her beautiful face. I saw her face, her cheeks were red but not bright, and she still closed her eyes. I saw a small smile on her face until I broke our kiss.
When she opened her eyes, I saw her licking her lips. I stared at them and groaned deep inside my chest, where my heart was beating fast.
“Jayson?” she said, my name staring into my eyes with worry and confusion. I wanted to grab her again and tell her everything about how I felt about her, and I felt the same way she was feeling, and that was I wanted her as much bad as she did with me. But I didn’t.
So instead, I just stared into her eyes, and that was when I realized. We both lie inside the bed with the covers still over our heads; in silence.