Chapter 11 “Desire”

Book:The Badass and The Beta Published:2025-2-8

Ashely P. O. V.
I am sitting in the lunchroom; here comes Jayson and his buddies came over and sat with us at our table. Well, I knew Avery would want her mates to sit with her. But does Jayson have to go over here and sit right beside me?
So, I tried to ignore him and eat my lunch.
I am hungry. So, I picked up my pizza again. But I couldn’t eat my pizza because of Jayson. He wouldn’t leave me alone.
I try to eat my pizza in peace when suddenly, Jayson places his hand on top of my leg. I didn’t know what to do, but I froze with the pizza in the air in my hand. I felt my body shiver, and I didn’t want to look over toward him because he would know I cared what he was doing to me.
First, I felt him moving up under my skirt. Then, I felt him taking his fingers rubbing close in between my thigh. Oh, God, he does know it was me?
Oh, my God, he does, I was asking myself.
Maybe he doesn’t. Perhaps he is just trying to get under my skin.
Well, we just made out. That’s when I remember we were in the basement a few hours ago.
I can feel my heart beating so fast inside my chest. I wanted to get up and run so fast away from here and him. But, I am always never running away from anything he did or my problems.
I always stand up and make sure they never make me feel low and like a nobody.
I would fight my abuser and bullies. But I am a strong woman, and you need to let him and them know you’re not taking their crap anymore. It’s a new year.
I told myself. I am still not moving Jayson’s hand. But I am curious how far he would go inside the lunchroom in front of everyone? I asked myself. Would he start to touch me and pleasure me with his fingers? Or will he shown me how weak and stupid I am to fall for his crap?
I do know I need to move his hand and tell him. I am not his property, thinking I would bow down to him, and I would spread my legs out for him. I am not going to do it. It’s been a couple of close ones. I need to make sure I am not around so much. So, he doesn’t figure out it’s been me.
I sigh because I didn’t tell him how I felt about his hand on top of my thigh. I just looked down at my plate. I am trying to ignore him. That was when I felt a hard grip on my thigh.
Ouch! I wanted to smack his hand off my leg.
So, that’s what I did. I placed my hand on top of his. I try to pull his hand off my leg.
But it was hard because he had a tight grip.
I pulled and twisted his hand. Then nothing. So, I had no choice. I left his hand on my leg.
So, now, I am sitting here like a wimp and thinking why I didn’t leave school when I had the chance that I didn’t have to run into Jayson.
So, I am shocked and confused; why did Jayson put his hand on my thigh, and why did he kiss me a few hours ago? So, I need to stop thinking about what happened. If people see what’s going on, you need to take control and lift his hand off your thigh.
So, I slowly moved my hand on his. In the corner of my eyes, I can see him staring over at me with a grin on his handsome face.
“Hey, now, that’s not very nice,” I am just trying to be friendly to you, sweetheart.” He is telling me.
So, am I not being very friendly?” Because I am trying to pull his hand off my thigh. He didn’t think I was being very friendly?
That’s what he said. Well, that’s how he felt.
I wasn’t being very friendly?
How’s it feels, you jerk!
That’s how you treated me for the last couple of years.
So, he wasn’t very friendly towards me. So, it doesn’t feel good on the other foot. Does it?
I wanted to tell him, but I didn’t.
But anyway, we were even now.
Good! I thought.
He knows how it feels when someone is not very friendly towards him.
I wanted to tell him so badly, but I kept my mouth shut.
I heard him say inside my ear, and he was chuckling and laughing about it. That when I opened up, my mouth told him.
“Stop it, Jayson!” I whispered under my breath.
“Leave me alone,” I told him in a demanding voice.
“Let go of my leg,” I told him and tried to shove his hand in between my thighs off.
“Oh, I, see? Now?” I heard him say.
“You’re a fucking tease!” So, you think you can kiss me and get away with it?” huh, he barked in my ear.
I am looking around, and no one is paying attention to us.
I was hoping someone would. But it didn’t happen.
He kept talking into my ear and hair.
” I am right, sweetheart,” he told me.
Then he said something that made my heart shatter.
“Well, sweetheart, I hate to burst your bubble.”
“You’re not a very good kisser, anyway,” he said-that hurt.
Then he said something that hurt me the most.
“You’re a loser, and nobody, nobody wants you.”
he laughed and said.
” Your lucky I even kissed you,” I don’t kiss a nobody.”
That’s when I heard myself. That was when the tears were falling down my cheeks.
I got out of my seat and ran out the door. That was when I heard a couple of voices calling my name. But I didn’t care. I don’t want to be here anymore. So, I kept running.
I need to get home.
Once I make it to my car. But I didn’t. Someone stopped me before I opened my car door.
I screamed, and I felt someone grab my shoulders and throw in up against my car. That was when I knew it was him.
Jayson Woods. He started breathing heavily inside my ear, and I felt him rubbing his erections on my ass.
” Oh, not so fast, sweetheart,” I heard him say. He is rubbing his hand under my shirt where my waistband ends. Then, I felt him touching in between my legs. That was when he knew I was wet for him.
I felt his lips on my cheek when he was talking into my ear.
I still had tears falling down my face. I didn’t face him.
“Leave me alone!” I told him.
“No, I don’t think so, princess.” I know you don’t me to leave you alone?”
Is that right sweetheart,” I heard say?
Damn it! He was right. I didn’t want him to leave me alone.
In fact, I was hoping he comes after me and stop me and finish what we were doing in the cafetiere in front of everybody. I thought.
That was when I let out a gasp and stand still when I was inside Jayson’s tight hold.
I cried out.
“Oh, God, Jayson,” I said. But I was cut off with his hand in between my dress.
“Fuck me! I heard him moan touching on top of my dress.
“Your fucking wet for me, baby, He says with a groan.
“Jayson! I- said a breathless voice.
“You want me, don’t you? You want me to touch you right here.
I was gasped for air when I felt him rubbing my pussy through my dress.
Oh, God, I need to stop him before someone sees us. Or he will figure out I am the Mystery girl!
I am not ready for him to know yet. I was in my thoughts. When I heard him say?
“You want me to taste your sweet little pussy, sweetheart.”
Or you want me to pick you up and fuck you,” he said, rubbing faster on my pussy.
“Yes, please,” I said. I didn’t care if I am embarrassing myself in front of him. I wanted all that again.
When he took me on the magic carpet ride the world of sex. That I am possessive of now, because of Jayson Woods, aka the sex God.
I heard him giggle,
“Not yet.” But I will real soon,”
“I promise you that,” I heard his smug voice.
What? Why about now?” I asked him.
“No, not yet, like I said.
You have to be patient princess,” But I will help you through.”
I heard the cockiness in his voice.
But I am- please I need more,” I told him. I didn’t care. I’ll beg if I have to.
He chuckled.
Oh, so, you don’t want to wait?” You want it now!” He said behind my neck. That was when I felt him bite my neck. I gasped and I felt my panties getting wetter.
I licked my lips still feeling his fingers rubbing my pussy.
“I will next time, but right now. I want to feel you come on my fingers.” He told me.
What they’re going to be the next time? I asked myself.
I felt joy inside my chest knowing that it was going to be the next time and after that.
I would hope so.
That was when I closed my eyes, waiting for him to pull up my dress and pull down my panties. But, instead, I moved my thighs, and I wanted him to keep going until he made me cum. But that’s not what happened.
I felt his hand move away.
I opened my eyes. That was when I came back to reality, that we needed to stop this.
” Jayson! we need to stop!”
“Please, someone will see us?” I told him, but when I told him that. I felt him grip me tighter. He wasn’t going to let me go. I am stuck in his arms.
We had no space between us. So, I was pretty much laying on top of his lap. That was when I felt his hard rock body, abs, stomach, and rock-hard thick cock. I felt my walls throbbed, and I felt my pussy explode like a waterfall. That was when I felt it, running down my legs. I closed my eyes when I felt him behind me, still thrust between my thighs.
“Fuck!” I heard him growl out. I felt his cock getting bigger.
I can feel his excitement, and I know I can feel my orgasm coming too.
” I don’t(thrust) know what you’re(thrust) doing to me, (thrust) but I don’t want it to stop.”(thrust) I heard him say with a grunt, and I felt him pushing into me with his massive hard cock back and forth.
Oh, God, I want this.
I want him.
I want him to grab me and throw me up against the car fuck me!
I want him to do all the things he did to me that night at Emilia’s lake house.
I want to feel him eating me out. I want to sit on his face while he is fucking me with his tongue inside my tight pussy. I want to stick his fingers inside me. Finally, I want him to throw me on the ground and throat his cock down my throat. I want him to bend me over and fuck me! I closed my eyes. I licked my lips, thinking about him deep inside me.
Oh, God, I am so turned on. I can feel him and his close.
That was when I felt his fingers go under my dress, and he started rubbing my wet clit in circles.
“Ahhh, I felt his fingers rubbing my clit. That was when I cried out.
I kept moving my hips around for him to go lower.
I wanted his fingers inside my wet pussy.
I guess he knew what I wanted.
That was when I felt his fingers, and they were inside me.
That was when I felt it. I had my eyes closed tight, which was when it happened. my pussy gripped his fingers, and I heard him groan.
Yes, squeeze my fingers, baby, with your pussy,” he said, still pumping his fingers deep inside me.
When he told me what to do, that was when I couldn’t hold it in anymore.
I exploded all over his hand and my thighs when I called out his name.
“Jayson!”. I still felt his fingers inside, thrusting deep inside my pussy.
Yes, baby, that’s it.” He was kissing on the back of my neck when I was yelling out, and I was coming.
I felt my pussy explain and release around his fingers.
I felt his fingers leave inside me, and I wanted them back in. I didn’t want him to take them out.
I groaned with emptiness.
I heard him chuckle, and I gasped when he turned me around to face him.
That was when I felt my face turn hot the way he was staring at me.
I watch him. I watched what he was doing with his fingers.
That was when I licked my licks, and my eye got dark when he stuck them up to his face.
He was licking them off. He didn’t close his eyes.
He kept them on me.
“Mhmm, I heard him say.
“Fuckkk! Princess, you taste so good,” he told me, looking into my eyes.
Then he started sucking his fingers inside his mouth.
I wanted to be them fingers right now inside his mouth.
I just glands at him until he started to pull his fingers out of his mouth.
And he still had his eyes on me.
We were so close I could feel his mouth on mine and his forehead on mine.
We were standing like that until I blinked, and I started thinking clearly and normally again.
Oh, God, what have I done? I just let Jayson Woods finger fucked me outside the school in the open where anybody could see him and me.
Oh, God, what if there were cameras out in the parking lot?
Oh, God, I wasn’t thinking. Then I thought of something I thought I would never consider.
I knew I shouldn’t.
But I asked it anyway, the question I asked myself.
Did I care if someone saw us?
No, I didn’t.
Did I care when he had his fingers deep inside my pussy where everyone could see us?
No, I didn’t.
In fact, I liked it.
I didn’t care, and I didn’t want to stop what we were doing. And that scares me to know.
That I want more.
That was when I knew I wasn’t going to be able to escape him now. I have woken the animal inside me. I knew I was fucked!
“Yep, you’re missed up, Envy said in the back of my mind.
“Where the hell have you been?” I asked her.
She didn’t say anything. But I feel her smug attitude right now.
Oh, I went to see my wolfie?” she said with a giggle.
“He knows what to do with his cock,” she said with a moan.
I didn’t want to know this! So, I thought to myself, with my bright red cheeks.
She started laughing when she heard my thoughts.
I wanted to crawl in a hole, be swallowed up, and never come back.
Before I could think that, I felt someone grab me and lift me.
I yelped.
That’s when he sat me down somewhere soft on my bottom.
That was when I knew he had put me inside my car.
” Jayson, what are you doing, and why are you driving my car?” I asked him.
Where are you taking me?” I asked him a question again.
He didn’t say anything. But shut the door.
He walked over to the other side. I saw him get inside my car in the driver’s seat.
” Jayson, I repeated his name. But he wasn’t listening to me.
” Hey! I yelled again. That was when he stopped what he was doing and turned his head toward me.
I saw his eyes. They were darker than ever.
” Clubhouse!” Now!” That’s all he said.
That is when I heard him say.
“Seat belt, now!” I looked at him and saw him put the car in drive. I knew I better put on my seatbelt.
Before I could grab it, I felt my car jerk.
I hurried up, put on my seatbelt, and stared at this crazed man beside me.
That was when I had a thought, and I was wondering inside my head.
What is he going to do with me?
And what’s a clubhouse he talking about? I thought with a confused expression.