Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 108
Lilia’s Pov
Despite my anger towards the siblings, I felt cool and elated that I gave them a piece of my word and they could go fuck themselves over if they like, it was none of my business.
Lex slept like a baby throughout the woods. I was scared we might get bitten by something wild or scary but it wasn’t the case because Raven came in time to stay with us, lighting a fire to keep the place warm and bringing a blanket over to make me feel comfortable.
I had wanted to ask him what he knew about Lex and the condition he threw himself in but I decided to shut up and let it go for the night. He wasn’t in pain anymore and that was what mattered the most.
Right now, he was no longer sleeping. He was pacing up and down in nervousness and fear which made my heart race in fear, wondering if the pain had come up again.
“Lex? Are you okay? Don’t tell me you’re in pain again?” I asked in deep worry and rushed towards him, expecting him to push me off as usual but he hugged me!
His hug was as if I was a huge relief because he was hugging me, kissing my hair in a sigh, whispering how sorry he was and how much of an asshole he had been.
“Lex? Stop it already, you’re suffocating me!” I groaned and he freed me.
“Are you okay baby? Why didn’t you fucking leave me alone? I told you not to come closer, I said I could fucking hurt you! Just why?” He tried so hard not to yell and I scoffed at him.
“You really think I’ll leave you looking like that Lex? You looked like you were dying!”
“It doesn’t matter, Flower, please stay away from me next time.”
I shook my head and glared at him, “So there’s a next time to this? It’s not even once or twice, it means that it has been happening? You won’t tell me, you won’t talk to me about it and keep me in the dark as always?” I yelled in frustration and he shook his head at me and cupped my face.
“I don’t want you to look at me as some disgusting shit that I already am, flower. Please don’t press further!”
“You know that’s bullshit! What you did last night was make me worry, and go crazy as I watched you in pain and you say I shouldn’t press further? Now that word is disgusting!” I yelled, feeling so pissed and turning my back to leave. He trusts Raven so much with everything but can’t even look at me in the eyes to tell me what the hell is bothering him.
The minute I was down at my weakest, he didn’t need to ask twice before I poured down my heart as if I was seduced, maybe I didn’t affect him that much and this mate bond and excessive attraction was affecting me alone.
“Flower wait..” He wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me back to kiss my shoulders.
“I’m sorry, I am my love.” He whispered.
“Tell me, Lex? Don’t leave me in the dark. I didn’t die when I discovered that my brother was a vampire and was fighting for his dear life.” I told him and he nodded, pulling me to himself till I ended up sitting on his lap.
“I had freaked out back there when I heard the full moon because reality bounced on me, I had forgotten who the fuck I was and the painful reality that I won’t be able to mark my mate. I froze and turned to stare at him.
“Why? Do you feel pain too?”
“I can’t even survive it during the full moon flower, what was supposed to be something pleasurable, hot, and disturbing for mates is the opposite for me. I feel like hell is burning on my head and I would die if the full moon isn’t over. I can’t do a thing, I can’t fucking stay without destroying and Raven is the only one that sees that ugly dark side in me.
I can’t let anyone near me because I couldn’t stay without fucking killing and regret it.” He swallowed hard and rested his head on my back.
“Seraphina tried to be my rock back then but I only ended up hurting her so I’m not taking the risk with you. Don’t try to help or stop it, there’s nothing I can do to change my personality. It’s forbidden to the pack, it’s forbidden to you, it’s dangerous to our baby because I’m a Lycan demon!” I gasped in shock and let the fear I’d been holding for a long time overwhelm me.
“For how long has this been happening?” I asked shakily and he sighed.
“It started when I was twelve, I got it from my mum but she found out when I was seventeen and she ran mad with shock.” I trembled, shook my head in rage, and asked more questions.
“Is it natural, this…this power of yours? Is it natural or is it an inflicted one?”
“That’s the problem with the flower, I don’t even know. Alveria said it’s forbidden but mine is natural but something natural won’t come with so much pain right?” He sounded so confused, so worried that I began to have migraines in the depths of my brain.
“Something needs to be done, you can’t continue like this Lex. I can’t let that happen.” I turned to cup his face and he smiled.
“You’re so sweet but this is the farthest I can go, just don’t stay near me during the full moon. It’s not up for argument, I’ll hurt you if not kill and I’ll never forgive myself with that guilt for the rest of my life.”
“Have you killed anyone before when it happens that way?”
“Mm…. a lot.”
“Lex!” I gasped, glaring at him to be serious but he didn’t look like someone who was cracking jokes. If anything, he acted as if he was teaching me a lot of dangers, I seriously needed to avoid.
“I’ll go to White Crisps pack.” His attitude and body language changed instantly and I shook my head when he released his hands from my waist.
“Lex , just listen to me please.”
“No Lilia, I don’t want a word to pass across this room concerning whatever Shit I’m going through. Not even anywhere but your ex-betrothed pack! My rival!”
“The pack Priestess there might help, she’s genuine and not fake like Alveria!”
” Yeah, the same pack Priestess that cursed you right? That sent you out of the pack without confirming if you were molested or not! ”
” Lex I just..”
“No Lilia, it’s not up for argument! Not a single soul should hear about this! I’ll be fine after a few minutes of pain, I’ve handled it for years.” He said as a matter of finality and I nodded. What I saw last night wasn’t a few minutes of pain but horror. If he won’t let me do the forbidden and to white Crisp I’ll come up with something.
He calmed his breath down for a while and sighed.
“I’m sorry Lilia, I don’t want us to argue over this, and don’t pity me. It would break me when you look at me with those eyes.”
“I’m just worried, is that a crime too?” He shook my head and kissed me on the lips.
“No, it’s a crime to look this sexy and beautiful!” He hummed huskily into my ears and bit my ear lobes sensually.
I shut my eyes to relinquish his scent and the sudden arousal that swirled around us as he cursed.
Turning me over to crash my lips against his I moaned at the urgency and need of how he badly wanted me.
He carried me up to wrap my legs around his torso and what followed next was my gown being pulled up over my head, without a gentle squeeze on my breasts that made me moan passionately.
He placed me on the mirror stand and kissed my neck with passion and all I could do was moan silly.
I was naked already so there was no need to waste any time, given the satisfactory growl he gave, what followed next was a sweet moan and he thrust his length in me slowly and kissed my lips.
“Lilia..” he gasped and moved in a rhythm while I held on to his shoulders at every move he made, going in and out and staring at his pretty face that drove me to climax.
“Fuck! You’re perfect… always!” He groaned and slammed harder and faster till a satisfied growl escaped his lips to make me feel his warmth.
****
By evening, the atmosphere that seemed nice turned ugly pretty quickly starting with Jethro who had to confront Lex who had no clue on how to handle his wolf when it came to meeting mine.
We spent all day outside the mansion and I would say that I have a personal liking for Xander who was damn possessive and sweet. We were basked in sweat and tired when Jethro bowed before the Alpha and ranted.
“I plead to have a word with you Alpha”
“Sure, spit it out” Alex replied, pausing in his walk to pay full attention to his gamma who turned to stare at me uncomfortably.
” Can I speak with you alone?”
” Why Jethro? Are you in any way disrespecting my Luna by not regarding her presence? ” Lex asks and he swallows nervously and shakes his head.
“No way, it’s just that I must have been stripped of my position without having any idea.”
Lex frowned at his words and I almost scoffed, not caring about Jethro or what he was about to say. I don’t want him around Lex, not after what Raven told me. I forced him to let him be instead of retaliating.
“Why would anyone do that, strip you off without my consent, and for what reason exactly?”
” I don’t know, I was barred from the mansion, my sister’s reason is understandable but I don’t know why I’m included. I just want to know Alpha.” Jethro maintained a very cool composure as avoided my gaze.
“Seraphina was prohibited from entering the main mansion?” Lex asked, feigning a surprise that looked serious and he nodded.
“Who did that?”
“Your Luna, she was suddenly fierce and mad about everything this morning. I know she’s pregnant but her mood swings tend to interfere with everything that has nothing to do with her.”
“Her mood swings?” Lex chuckled and stared at me but I bit my lips.
“Talk to me flower, what’s the problem?”
“Nothing much, I just want you to be safe. I can’t imagine waking up one morning to find my husband in the woods all tied up under the sun!” Lex gasped and stared at Jethro who gulped and clenched his jaw.
“That’s scary Jethro, it’s not Mood swings. It’s instinct and she cares too much about me!”
“Raven is doing his job pretty well Lex, you should stick to him and his troubles and that would be fine. I don’t want Seraphina here, she’s your ex-lover and I’m not good with sharing spaces with exes. They can rest and I’ll rest.” I smiled at Lex who grinned at me and turned to his Gamma.
I didn’t expect the cold words that came out from his lips next.
“If taking you off will give her rest instead of making her restless, so be It.”
“Alpha Alexander?” He gasped.
“You asked me what would ever make my Luna like you like Raven and I told you to be like Raven, but you became the devil incarnate and tried to kill my Beta because of his secret! You didn’t just mess with her brother Jethro, you messed with me and it’s the last straw for you. Leave the mansion, I’ll let you stay in the pack but not in my mansion!” He spat out and Jethro’s eyes gleamed, staring at me with full-blown hatred.