Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 77
Lex’s Pov
One minute, I was brewing with raw anger to unleash my demons to attack and tear anyone to pieces at whoever that must have hurt her. I hated her tears, I disliked anything that seemed to disturb her even if it was something irrelevant.
It was how fucked up I am in the space of a few weeks with Lilia, Hal got greedy for her and I enjoyed every aspect of it. She has now taken over my head and body that I could shamelessly admit it without feeling a dime. Longing for her had never been desperate, initially, I would be reminded of Seraphina and every feeling will end up dousing up in the air like it never existed but it was a different case with Lilia. I didn’t know she did it but it seemed as if she got me wrapped up, making me fucking addicted and desperate.
I rarely think when I’m near her, it’s all about protecting her and making me feel safe. I broke my walls of Standards to let her in but she keeps trying to push it away even when her whole being says yes.
My cock twitched painfully hard as she stared at me after my request, I wanted her.
Always.
I couldn’t help but think about the night at the club, her dizzy state and sexy chuckles. I couldn’t stop thinking about how I had been Inside her, or was it her moans that had been an echo in my ears and made me distracted.
She raised her polo fabric over head to reveal a full cladded breast whose nipples popped out. A growl desperate growl escaped my throat as I watched, desperately. I wanted Lilia so much that I could go crazy but I didn’t want to take advantage of her, not after the trauma that happened in her life.
I was ready to damn every consequences to fuck her, feel her against my skin as I give into every thrusts and watch her chant my name.
I only got harder because I know I can’t do that, it has to be on her.. all her to submit to me and it was going to be a hard task because I was freaking losing it.
I brushed her hair to the back and kissed her neck, listening to harsh pants and moans. She smelt so good that I could drown in her scent forever but her arousal was another obstacle that got me impatient.
“Should I take it off?” I asked her desperately, playing around the belt of her bra and she nodded desperately, an act that made my heart swell in excitement and in one flick, I unclasp her red bra and let it fall, letting my palm cupped her bare flesh. I didn’t know about her but I know was hazy and wanton with raw need and stars that blurred my vision. I kissed Lilia so hard that I was scared she’s going to bruise her lips. I squeezed her so hard and pinched her nipples and a cry escaped her lips.
“Oh goodness! Lex!” She kissed me hard, angling my jaw to meet her pace and I carried her up, moving straight to the bed to make her lay while I hovered over her.
She looked perfect, flushed and freaking beautiful as always to mess me up.
Her hands desperately wandered and slipped under my shirt and I broke off the kiss to peel the fabric off my skin.
“Fuck…” I threw my hands back to enjoy the feel of her hands on my skin and went back to latch my lips on her neck, lips and finally her full perky breasts.
“Alexander…oh please…please”
I groaned at the intensity of her effect on my body as my full name left her lips.
I thought I could be calm, take things slow and make her feel every pleasure at a time. I was trying, her boobs bounced before my eyes, her skin dug into shoulder blades and sucked her hungrily until the next words left her lips.
“Touch me Lex, let me feel you again please” Lilia’s pleading voice echoed in my ears and I growled.
“Know the words you say flower, I’m not so nice…fucking be wise with your words.”
I warned her but squeezed her again, kissing her shoulder blades when she suddenly pushed me off and stood up.
My heart dropped in an emotion I never thought existed in me.
“I’m sorry Flo…” I was about apologizing to her, pouring out my heart to be gentle but I was taken by surprise.
My Luna needed me as much as I needed her, it’s fucking surreal because she took off her jeans trousers before me till she was left in just her red pants.
I stood up from the bed and stood before her, leaning down to kiss her hard and sliding my palms through the tiny fabric to squeeze her bare ass cheeks.
“You really know how to drive a Man crazy huh?” I growled and slapped her ass to echo and she trembled, crying sweetly into my ears as my hands did the assault.
“Are you now convinced that I want you to…touch me?” She asked me, feeling a little embarrassed and I kissed her neck, kissing her naked breasts and cupping her clit.
“Lilia, I need to be inside you!” I growled desperately and she gasped and held my hands on my neck.
“You don’t know how much I think about the other night, you were so tight…so..”
She kissed me before I could even think of completing the next words and I gave her my whole.
Getting lost in the pleasure of her hands and carrying her in a bridal style to the Queen’s sized bed. No amount of kisses could quench the hunger I have for this woman. The sight of seeing her go Into climax came with a desperate urge.
Her skin was filled with goose bumps that I wondered if it’s from the effect of the air conditioner. I pulled the cover over us and kissed her nose while my hands went to her lower waist and slipped in without warning, letting out a sweet cry of my name from her lips.
” Don’t Flower!” I growled when she tried to close her eyes. ” Eyes on me while I fuck your sweet wet honey comb…” She gasped and stared at me with her lips apart and my two fingers rubbed her sweetly.
“You’re so wet, damn!” My cock oozes pre-cum from the tip as my fingers work its way in and out of her core.
“Lex…” her lips trembled, her eyes were fixed on me and it was fucking exhilarating at how she obeys me. I wanted to do all the dirty things to her and make her mine all of sudden. I didn’t care about the dangers ahead, I was selfish, it got Into my blood and rushed to my cock.
I needed more and that’s all that matters at the moment, letting go of my selfish instincts even when I know how dangerous it, how incompatible we are. I just knew one thing right now and that’s having Lilia to myself alone.
Her hands scratched my arms as I increased my pace and stared into her ears.
“Tell me if you want me to go faster..” I poured out and she nodded.
“Tell me Lilia, just say the word anytime, anywhere you need me.” I added that last part as if I wanted her to call me out of my world and tell me how much she needed me
“Faster Lex, please..” She moaned and I slipped into her tight core, fuck! How can she look fucking beautiful while parting her lips to moan.
It was a dream come true again as I hit deeper till my palm enclosed her center. She shook under me, her lips quivered and I enjoyed every damn display of how she felt.
She used her hands to guide mine to feel her nipples, all hard and pointed out and I lost it, licking and sucking furiously while I fucked her hard with my hands.
“Lex I’m…”
“Let it out for me flower, I need you all over my hands. Give it to me baby…” My word seems to be the trigger because she thrashed out beautifully before me, shaking and sweating in nothing but the smell of our passion blended together.
I patted her clit and cupped it sweetly before retracting my hands and guiding them to my lips, licking every liquid off and regretting it instantly because she tasted perfect and the desire to taste more got the better part of me.
Her eyelids struggled for sleep, a cute sight that made me chuckle and I knew at that moment that I wanted to see more of this, more of her around me for a very long time.
“Go to sleep, flower.” I kissed her forehead and covered her with the covers.
“What about you?” She asked worriedly and I frowned, wondering what she meant until her gaze flickered down to my waist.
“You’re hard.” She confessed and I even got harder with her words.
“You made it that way, don’t worry about me. Just sleep before I change my mind.” I watched Lilia to sleep that night before getting up to get a release, grunting her name over and over again.
However, this morning, I needed her to train. Her last test is taking place tomorrow but the bed was totally empty, making me panic course through me.