17

Hearing his name made my heart race. “Ruarc? How? Were you guys doing a threesome?”
“I don’t want to talk about it.”
“But you promised.”
He sighed heavily. “Ruarc bumped into us after we had sex.”
“You… you slept with Anita.”
“I thought you would have figured that out by now.”
I can’t believe this. This is shocking. Lyles would be crushed if he hears this. Sia and Anita? One would never have thought they would have something in common let alone be in a relationship.
“Are you guys still together?”
“It depends,” he says, sitting cross-legged on the bed.
“Depends on what?”
“On what you think of me. The very sheets you slept in, well I fucked Anita on it, the night of the auction.”
My mind flashes with images. Sia pulled Anita into the hall, then pulled her out.
“You, I can’t believe this. It was once, right? Why did you do it? Do you hate Lyles so much that you want to take away his mate?”
He narrowed his eyes. “Three times of passion that very night. It’s not my fault if Lyles cannot keep her to himself.”
“This is wrong. Why can’t you let Lyles have a chance with his mate.”
“I do what the lady wants. All other things are irrelevant.”
“So, you’re her slave? You both are punishing Lyles for something he has no control of. It’s not fair.”
“Nothing is fair when it comes to love.”
I nearly gag. Keyword nearly.
“Hear yourself talk. Love. Animals like you can never fall in love. What are you trying to say? That you’re in love with Anita? That you love her?”
My ears have heard too much. Things would worsen if Lyles found out about this.
“You call me an animal,” he says shaking his head. “And I can’t even shift.”
“What? You’re a latent wolf?”
He slowly nods. Goddess, why didn’t I see this before? Oh right, I was too busy kissing him to give it a thought.
“I let her go. If that’s not love, then I don’t know what it is.”
I think I’m gonna puke.
“Stop talking about love. If you had let Anita, go you wouldn’t have touched her after knowing what she meant to Lyles.”
“She begged me to take her back, but I refused because my hatred for Lyles hasn’t escalated to that point. I tried my best to stay away. Believe me I did.”
Somehow, I wanted to believe him. But then again, I’m not that stupid.
“You didn’t try hard enough. You should have destroyed the memories you shared with her. You should have destroyed this cabin.”
“Memories are what makes me human and I can’t do what you’re asking of me. I won’t try to interfere in their lives, but I would never refuse my love if she comes to me.”
“Your love huh? What about me Sia? What am I to you? Am I just a fuck toy for you? In fact, what are we Sia?” I ask, pointing between us.
“Nothing,” he says finally and my heart breaks. “We will always be nothing.”
“That’s all I needed to hear,” I said, leaving the cabin.
“Where do you think you’re going? Come back here.”
I burst into tears as I ran into the woods shifting into fur. My wolf howls in pain and I can hear Sia’s thundering footsteps behind me, I run faster. There’s a lake nearby, surrounded by a garden of pink flowers. I halt in my tracks. It is the same garden. Sia attacks me from behind, tackling me to the ground, holding my paws ok very my head so that I am stretched out underneath him. I don’t like that.
“Shift,” his voice is laced with authority and anger. I see he doesn’t care whether I am crying or not.
I will never submit to him, come rain, come sunshine.
“Shift!” he growls louder. My claws have turned into fingers and I am ashamed of myself for being so weak.
“Shift, I won’t say it again.”
My bones snap until I’m a crying mess under him. I am stark naked on the wet grass. The heavens have opened and rain is pouring down on us.
“I told you there is a storm coming. Here, get up.”
The moment he gets off me, I curl into a ball. “Leave me alone Sia, I want to be left alone.”
“Being in this garden reminds me greatly of Anita. Come let’s go.”
“I don’t want to.”
“You will catch a cold if you stay here.”
Isn’t that better than heartbreak? Sia scoops me up in his arms and I cry in his already-soaked shirt.
“You’re getting cold.”
I don’t care. He sets me carefully on the bed. “Wait here. Let me get you dry clothes.”
He turns to leave.
I’m shivering but I don’t want him to leave. I don’t let go of his hand.
“Don’t leave me, Sia, please don’t.” My voice is a desperate plea.
“I’m not going forever Crinka, I’ll be right back.”
I stop crying when he leaves. Sia comes back a moment later and helps me put on Anita’s clothes. It’s weird having him wear me under garments. I kneel at his feet once I’m fully clothed, and his eyes widen.
“What are you doing?”
“Repaying a favor,” I say, winking at him, unbuckling his belt.
“I was just joking. I didn’t know you would take it seriously.”
“I don’t care. I want to.”
I unzip his pants and unbutton them. He touches my hand. “Stop this Crinka, you don’t have to.”
“I’m so horny right now, I can fuck you without thinking twice,” I say out of breath. “Now if you will excuse me, I have a dick to suck.”
I remove his hand and put my right hand inside his pants, fishing for something that is not fish. I blush when I touch his hardened dick, secretly loving the fact that he’s rock-hard for me. I run my hand through his shaft and then squeeze his balls. He’s not even wearing boxers. He throws his head back and moans. I slowly pull his dick out of his pants, closer to my lips. Lust-filled eyes meet mine and I grin.
“What are you waiting for Crinka? Just suck me already.”
“Exercise patience Sia, after all, I do need permission to suck you.”
“I give you permission. Fuck just suck me already. I’m getting impatient.”
I stroke his dick slowly, taking in the tattoo on his dick, I am getting turned on just by doing this.
“What is it for?”
“Hmm?” he asks, eyes closed.
“The tattoo. The one of a tiny dick. What does it mean?”
His eyes flew open. “It’s personal.”
“Everything is personal for you Nasia.”
“Don’t call me that and just continue what you were doing,” he snarls.
“It’s alright, talk to me like I’m your whore. I’m not complaining.”
Sia shivers when my lips come in contact with his dick. I smirk. “I don’t think I can take you.”
“Do you want me to force you?”
“Easy man. I’m not the one that gave you a big dick,” I say laughing, giving Sia Junior a little squeeze.
“You fucking tease,” Sia growls in pain.
Very, very slowly, I create space for Sia in my mouth, clamping my teeth down on his dick once he is in my mouth
“Stop teasing me woman and start sucking!” he growls impatiently. What an angry fuck.
I start slow, wanting to savor every inch of his tattooed dick. I want him to come in my mouth, hook, line, and sinker. I’m squeezing his balls as I suck, needy for his taste. Sia is drowning in ecstasy, head thrown back, moans escaping him. I’m fucking wet, and pleased with my actions. When Sia doesn’t come as expected, I pinch his balls and he’s screaming.
“Fuck! I’m coming!”
He pumps his cum into my mouth, moaning now and then. My mouth is so full of it, I can’t take it anymore. I release my hold on his balls, forcing his dick out of my mouth. I swallow a little, not all just enough to talk.
“Kiss me so that you know what you taste like”
Before Sia could respond, I pulled him closer to me, smashing my lips against his. He pulls me into his lap so that I’m straddling him. Lip locked, I open my mouth and let his cum flow into his mouth. He swallows quickly, his tongue licking my teeth demanding access. I grant him access, our tongues fighting for dominance. This time, I don’t think of Ruarc. He grips the hem of my shirt.
“Take it off,” he growls against my lips.
I disagree, too engaged in messing up his hair to do that. Being the animal he is, he rips off my shirt, struggling with my bra clasp. The bra comes off a moment later and he breaks the kiss, burying his head in the valley of my breasts. His lips are wanton, kissing my breasts with need. I mean into his hair, “Sia fuck!” I shiver when he tugs at the waistband of my jeans. Am I ready to go further? Is it okay to venture into sex with Sia? We have done it before but back then I didn’t remember. Intimacy has now become a prominent part of our lives since the incident with Davidson.
“Hey,” Sia says slapping my cheeks. “It’s okay if you don’t want to. We can do this some other time when you’re ready.”
Some other time means never. “What are you saying? Of course, I want to do this.”
And to prove my point, I tried to remove his shirt. Sia drops my fat arse on the bed and I lie down awaiting. He strips down to nothing before hovering over me, a small smile on his lips.
“I get turned on just by looking at you.”
“Stop talking and just fuck me already,” I yell in frustration. “My pussy is in dire need of your dick.”
“Geez! You’re so bossy.”
Sia hastily discards my jeans, lowering himself until he is on eye level with my pussy.
“The view is good down here you know.”
I shiver when I feel his breath there. What Sia’s doing is nothing compared to what Davidson did to me when we were together.
Sia’s tongue gets to work, licking and sucking. And me? I’m screaming for more. His dick nudges my pussy, demanding access.
I granted him, only for him to pull away, laughing at me.
“Why did you stop?”
He doesn’t answer. When he nudges me again, a ringing noise pierces the air.