Shifting didn’t do her good, not in one bit as I can see her wrapped arm wrapped with a cute-looking bandage. Cute pictures of white and brown rabbits were scattered all over the white bandage, making it look like an elementary drawing book.
Sadly, I never got to attend any form of education. I can’t read, not write, accordingly to Alpha Brook, he said that it is prohibited for an omega to go to school and I wonder what has made here different.
No single young wolf on sight except until evening.
With Hawk and the doctor Alaric staring blanking at me, I couldn’t help but look away in fear. Funny enough, I can say they are words and opposite. To make it easier, comparing them to a demon and an Angel would do.
Hawk, covered in all black with a deep frown on his face. Even his shoes, hair, and brows are jet black, making me wonder if his skin should have when being black or something dark instead of his rice color skin. Now to compare the doctor who looks so calm when I can sense how angry he is. His white coat matched his khaki Trousers and awkward white shoes.
“I want that shot to get my wolf back,” I said again, this time louder.
Moving close to me with a professional smile on his face, Alaric placed both palms in his coat pocket. He sighed, looked at my face blankly as of trying to remember something then smiled.
“If I give you that shot, you might not be able to survive it,” Alaric said “I can say a 70/30 chance and you know who owns the 70”.
Should I be scared?
He seems calm, even when I am sure he can see how scared I am. His professional smile remained on his face as he review his palm from his pocket and walked away from me with his back facing me. Taking off his rubber gloves, I noticed how he kept staring over his shoulder to look at my face. Each time I try to maintain contact, he looks away, almost as if he is hiding.
Which I know he is.
The angry look on Hawk’s face has vanished, at least not so visible as it was some seconds ago. It seems almost relief, obviously, I know it’s not for my good.
Jumping off the bed, I fold my arms across my chest and walk toward Alaric.
“I am the Luna, or maybe might be” I shrugged.
Wiggling my fingers through my hair, a nervous smile spread across my face as I moved toward him and fell to my knees. All these are foreign, I have never asked someone to do something for me before except on my knees and in tears when I would beg to be spared from some kind of punishment.
“You, you… I mean you don’t want me miserable because I am the Alpha’s mate” I sniffed “Well, it might be a-a bit complicated because the Alpha might not want me because I am odd or weak but I re…”.
“Luna Rain” Alaric stoop to raise me to my feet “I can’t give you the antidote to what I gave you before because I can’t do anything that would hurt the Luna and this park”.
With his palms on my shoulders, he took me back to the bed and made my seat. Ignoring Hawks low growls of protest, Alaric walked away with his index finger pointing up in the air.
Just a few seconds of leaving us alone and Hawk want to eat me raw. Just exaggerating, what I mean to say is that I don’t feel safe with the way he has his gaze on my forehead. He took a few steps towards me and sighed, his hands slowly moved towards me as if trying to touch me but stopped with his finger lips just a few inches away from me.
Intensively, we both diverted our attention to Alaric walking in with a 30ml container filled with awful smelly liquid. He handed it to me, raises his brows as I refused to gulp it down, and smiled sweetly.
“Nothing will happen to you,” He said calming “I am just trying to prep your body for the antidote to reduce the chance of killing you”.
Prep? What the hell does he even mean? Bad news, I don’t fully understand want he just said but the good news is that it would reduce the chance of me getting killed which seems a bit good to me.
Gulping down the awful liquid, I left feeling fulfilled. Even as I sat on a bench with my feet dangling, I can’t enough less of the banana given to me after I had eaten. My happiness is that I somehow don’t care why Hawk still looks so angry for no reason.
Eating the last bite of the banana, I threw away the peel and smiled to myself. Gosh! How I want to run too, to just shift and be able to feel my paws on the ground again.
From the corner of my eyes, I can feel his hot gaze on me, making me a bit guilty for not doing my side of the deal. Slowly, I moved close to him on the chair and smiled sheepishly.
“What if I tell you that I can not Mind link because I don’t know how to” I grinned “Please will you teach me?”.
I get it!
That weird look I see when someone highly unusual happens. Well, I am not to be blamed, not when I don’t have parents, no education, not even friends.
“You won’t blame me,” I said defensively “I am a fast learner too” I added.
*******”
“Remember, no one must know that the Alpha is you mate” I remember Hawks’ voice “except Alaric and me”.
That’s funny because Mira already knows that the Alpha is my mate and I know as well. I wonder why she like education so much that she is even planning on going to a human college!
Accordingly to our mind link some minutes ago, she will soon be done with her chore and join me on the bench. Sadly, she would have to wait for me this time again while I practice being a coward.
‘Rain!’
Well, that’s harsh and annoying! I wonder if Hawk does not have any useful thing to do than check if I am actually doing some boring exercise or seating on the bench alone. Yesterday when he was walking me back to the Alpha’s chamber, he even tries to talk me out of having anything to do without spying on me.
Choosing to ignore him, I smiled to myself as I did what I was taught better to do.
Shoved his warning away.
‘Rain, just tell me you are fine’ Hawk said again ‘And Mira is looking for you’.
Now that is a flat lie, I mind linked Mira about an hour ago and she said she will soon be done with her work. If she is looking for me, she should have mind-linked me already. But it’s fun anyway, right Ashina?
Never mind her, she is just getting used to talking when I do a little mistake. Funny enough that the things she calls mistakes are absolutely not a mistake.
I can do this all day, just mind link people without doing anything in particular.
It’s been two days, two days since I haven’t set my eyes on my mate and it tears me apart. I want to see him, I want to just know how he is doing even when I somehow feel offended but each time I want to see him, I end up being a chicken.
These two last days, I have being going to see the doctor and get his weird drinks. He keeps saying that it’s to prepare my body for what’s to come and I wonder how long it would take. Maybe not long, but for my sake, I hope soon because I am beginning to feel my wolf already.
She is still noisy, always talking about how people fail and how better she would have done it like how I have been standing in front of Rex’s office for the past forty minutes. Well, not just standing, I have been going forth and back like a log of wood on the sea without a particular intention.
‘You have been standing at this door for ages’ Ashina snapped ‘Stop being a chicken and move in’.
I know I should move in, I should pull my mate and hug him. I should tell him how terrible I feel for not seeing him for three nights now and how I am feeling like he doesn’t want me. I want to plead with him to try to take me as his mate and not make me sniff his shirt all night.