No time for proper navigation. If I spend anymore the me in here, that door would be closed. Same as my chance of escaping.
Without thinking, I dashed toward Rex. Full hopes that I might be able to run him over and out of the room but to my pain, I slammed my face hard on his chest.
Ouch!
That stung more that an angry bee. It was as if he was expecting me to do that and anticipated it.
Holding my nose as I fall on my butt hard against the fall, I whispered lots of cuss words. Biting my lower lip to restrain myself from crying, I stood up. Sure I must have had a crack on my butt by now.
“You don’t learn Rain, you don’t….”.
Before he could say what he has to say finish, I bounced on him. I hate him and I want him to know.
For a reason I still don’t know, I am so scared of him. I just hate him and want to be away from him and if I have to fight my way out, I will.
In fact, that was what I was doing. Struggling to fight your annoying huge mate can be humiliating, especially when he had both of your wrists in one hand and his other palm wrapped around your throat.
“Yield, Rain! Yield!!” Rex yelled.
Irritated, I screamed as I try to break free. I bet he was loving the way he was hurting me with his claws slowly digging into my neck. His eyes have a brightness unlike the last time I saw them, it was filled with evil amusement.
He raised my hands above my head together still in one hand and pulled me close to himself. Bending a little bit, he lowered his head to meet my neck. Slowly that I felt I might want to call it ‘delicately’, Rex licked my neck.
Yeah, he did.
Tracing his tongue over the blood he had forced our my body, I heard him growl. His grip tightened as he yanked me closer and licked round my neck as if taking off the blood he had let out. After that he took a very long sniff of my scent, at the same time, he raised my neck to his face as he sniffed me again.
My knees suddenly became weak as I collapse on him, I wasn’t yet expecting him to still hold my throat but he did. Yanking me to a standing position, he lean down and placed his lips on my neck.
‘Yes!’ Ashina cried ‘Yes do it’.
I know what Ashina was talking about but I refused to pay attention to it. After all, he was my mate, and marking me would be just what every mate would want, right?
‘Damn!’.
My eyes close as I felt his lips move from my neck to my shoulder. Swiftly, he braced me to the wall and lean on me. His weight flattened me for a moment. I felt the wall would crack open as it were made of mirrors but nothing happened.
He must have released my neck because my hands were still up while his other hands caresses my stomach up to my breast. Since I was still wearing the garments given to me after he raped me, accessing my nipples wasn’t hard for him because they were already hard, puking at him.
An involuntary moan escaped my lips as he aggressively pinch one of my nipples.
‘You know how I love to see you so submissive’ I heard his voice in my head.
Who cares about that now?
What I wanted was his satisfaction.
I don’t want him to stop what he was doing. I wanted him to squeeze my breast more as it gave me nothing but that strange yet sweet sensation that I could not explain.
The more I can’t push him away and hit him, the more I want him close. I want these arms around me while his scent fills my nose…
‘This doesn’t smell like him’ Ashina suddenly said.
Sniffing hard as if my nose had gone faulty before, a deep frown spread across my face as I growled.
“Cheat!” I yelled as I quickly freed my hands “You were with Raven!!!”.
I don’t know if I should be broken, sad, or angry. My heart kept thumping loud as if it would jump out of my chest while all Rex did was stare at me with an unapologetic smirk on his face.
I screamed and growled at the same time. Closing my eyes as I tried to shift, nothing but pain hit me.
‘Please shift Ashina’ I cried ‘please ‘.
The moon goddess knew I will do something crazy today and now if I shift. I will make sure I bite off as much of Rex so that he would never forget he had a mate like me.
I knew he will heal quickly, maybe under some minutes but he would never forget the pain. Never forget that feeling of having your mate rip you apart.
Looking up to see Rex in a defensive position, my heart dropped. So he wanted to attack me too! He wanted to hurt me again without caring that I was his mate!
“Fuck you!!!!!”
Before I could get off my position, I felt yanked and turned around. My face and chest slammed hard on the wall that for a moment I felt I would cough our blood but nothing happened. Rex on the other hand held my hands right behind me while he pinned me to the wall with his height and heavy body.
Staring at our reflection in the mirror, I became very agitated. Screaming at the top of my voice and struggling, my heart aches. My lungs felt like they would explode.
Ashina betrayed me!
She refused to help me when I need her the most.
leaving just me and my pathetic self. Life had never being fair at all. Just the moment I felt I had someone like my better half only for me to realize that I had been alone.
“I know you don’t want me” I sniffed “I know you hate me, Alpha Rex”.
Sniffing angrily as I gave up struggling, my gaze landed on him in the mirror.
“I prefer to go back to my old park” I cried “Please let me go, please”.
It hurts and I bet I would never recover. I knew some injuries seem like they would never heal but they do, I was definite that this one would not go. Not the one of knowing how your mate hated you and kept going to a better woman he loves. I knew I would never recover this betrayal Ashina did to me.
She abandoned me at the time I needed her the most. I could feel her, I could feel her hypocritical pain as she whispered. For Pete’s sake, I was the one who was hurt here! not her!! and all she would do was feel pained.
“You know what Rex?” I asked calling him only by his name for the first time “I Rain Hope the daughter of nobody rej….”.
My voice was muffled as I felt Rex’s huge palm cover my nose and mouth. The more I struggle, the more he tightened his grip.
‘You dare not reject me, Rain’ I heard his voice in my head.
“You dare not fucking Reject me you little sicko!” He growled.
What? Was he calling me a sicko?
I wasn’t the one who raped myself and finished up with someone else! I wasn’t the one that locked myself up after defending myself from Caramel. I wasn’t the one who came here to choke me and licked my blood.
I was not the one that smelt like his hoe! I wasn’t the one cheating without shame!!!
Pissed, I did want I didn’t expect myself to do. I concentrated my energy inro my head and tried to link up with my mate. If he could do it anytime he wanted, I too would be able to do the same.
‘Fuck you, Rex!’ I mind linked him back.
With the look on his face, it was certain he did expect that. Me too, I never expected to get it on my first trial.
Before he could get the shock off his face, I bite him hard. Yes, I bite him hard into his palm. Luckily for me, my vegetable teeth were nowhere to be found.
I don’t care of that wasn’t what Ashina had wanted for us. I don’t care if she would love to taste his blood in a different scenario. What I had in mind was that I don’t even need her.
What I needed was how to get rid of her, go back to my wolfless self and live with it. That would be after I wanted to him to know how much pain I was feeling.
Well, just the Ice Berg.
As my fang dug into his palm, I refused to listen to his growl. I bit him harder until I felt my head being slammed against the wall.