I WAS YOU, VIOLET.

Book:His Darkened Obsession Published:2024-11-27

“You were just being paranoid, Violet. You didn’t care about me. In fact, you hated me for sleeping with Ash and being together with him.”
“Paranoid? I didn’t care about you, and I hated how you were being together with him? How? Make me understand, whore.”
“Don’t call me a whore again. I lost something important because of you, and I never asked you to fight for me.”
“Something important?” I frowned. “What are you even saying for crying out loud? Listen, Avery, I don’t have the time for these stupid games you want to play with me -”
“Stupid games? You call this some stupid games? You are hilarious, Violet. Don’t make me laugh. After Ash took away my child, you still think I’m playing games with you.”
Her child.
My eyes broadened. My heart was beating so fast as I tried to calm my emotions and think rationally.
“Your child?” I gritted. “You are nothing but a whore.” The thought of Ash sleeping with her and how I suffered all these years because of him triggered my rage. ‘You lost everything when you played with my brother. When I saw those feelings written in your eyes. I warned you to stay away from him. You were falling in love with him. I told you, Avery. But what did you do? You fucked him behind my back. You became his fuck buddy. He used you to satisfy his sexual desires. Whatever happened to you, you deserved it tenfold, and I wish you continue to rot in whatever situation you are in. How is that my fault when you were 16 years old and got pregnant out of wedlock by him?” I yelled and clenched my purse. “You got knocked up by an alpha. He used you. Accept it. I have nothing to do with your stupid pent up anger. Nemesis has caught up with you. Take responsibility for your actions. I fucking hate you.”
I wanted to lash out even more and curse her. I was furious and confronting her like this was only going to increase my emotions, my anger, and I don’t want her to see my weak side.
Who the hell does she think she is to tell me what to do with my life, huh?
“Take responsibility for my actions?” She laughed bitterly and tears rolled down her cheeks. “You keep repeating those words out of your mouth and it constantly gets on my nerves. You did nothing, Violet. Stood by your brother without giving a fuck to anyone. He hurt people and you did nothing to stop him. You watch me got pregnant and join him to get rid of my baby-”
“I had nothing to do with the loss of your child.” I yelled.
Why was I explaining myself to her? Who was she for me to explain myself to her? I could just turn my back and walk away from all this?
I am not obligated to explain myself to her? She was just a measly Omega who got knocked off the road.
“You were at the hospital when I found out you lost it a few days later. And I did nothing with Ash.” I defended myself. “Even if I planned to get rid of your baby. I wouldn’t do it by killing your child. I would do it by letting you give birth to that child and let you suffer for it. In my family, we are not normal. The environment we live in is very toxic. You know how messed up it is. Yet, you got pregnant. Do you think my family would accept a bastard from you? They care a lot about Ash’s reputation to think about you.” My eyes welled up. “Did you think because you are in love with Ash, you can press him down with a baby?” I asked and yelled even more. “Think again, bitch.”
“You know nothing.”
“Yes, I do.” I cried out. “You are the one who knows nothing. That’s why I warned you to stay away from him, because you were so in love and innocent. I didn’t want you to be part of his games, but you refused to listen to me. You started sleeping with him.” My tears fell off my eyes. “I felt so sorry for you. But I had to look out for my brother first.” I hesitated. “He was my family.”
I feel so suffocated and drained. Why is Ash still asleep?
“I’ve always known Violet. Family comes first and always stinks together right?”
Avery Snowfall was my best friend. She was my childhood friend, just like Willow.
We were all together and loved being with each other until I found out she has feelings for Ash.
I warned her to not be with Ash. I knew who Ash was and how he was so into quenching his sexual desires than loving someone back then.
I did it because I cared about Avery. She was from an average home with no connections, and I didn’t want anyone to hurt her. I protected her like my little sister.
When I knew how she felt about my brother, I tried every way to push her off my brother.
But…it was too late for me to stop their relationship.
Though it hurts to see her sleeping with my brother, I turned a blind eye to it and accepted whatever happened as my fate. Willow felt disgusted by what she did and avoided her.
Avery left us and became Ash’s toy. Everyone who was our friends abandoned Avery and left her to her fate.
Rumors spread like wildfire about Ash dating Avery. Ash didn’t like the rumors and bullied Avery about telling everyone about their secret affair.
Then it also came out that Avery was pregnant. Ash got mad, and I knew he did whatever it took for him to tarnish her image and drop her on the dirt.
I could have gotten involved and saved her, but I didn’t. I didn’t want whatever she was going through to put a taint on my image.
I love her, but she chose her fate, and I left her to it. I tried my best, but she refused to listen to me and sided with Ash.
“And I was your best friend.” She shouted and held the gun even tighter. “He used me. I didn’t know he was lying to me. I came up to you and told you what I was passing through because of him, but you stepped back and did nothing to help the situation.”
“You never told me-”
“Yes, I did.” She stepped a little closer to me. “I should have seen the red flags. If I wasn’t so in love with him, I would have seen what he reduced me into. He had feelings for someone and I wasn’t the one he wanted. He just used me to pass his fucking time. And I was in the middle of it. He taught me stuff about how to walk like you. Dress like you. Eat like you.” She laughed and wiped off her tears. “I never knew what he wanted from me. Until it hit me. I started realizing he wanted you.” She laughed hysterically and hit the floor countless with her legs.