Anderson zipped up his trousers and wouldn’t look at my face for a minute. He seemed bothered and angry that I stopped him from his sexual activity, or so I thought.
He was standing and then he sat down on his bed without looking at me, lowering his head with his elbows resting on both knees and his back was slightly facing me.
We were both silent for fifteen minutes before he spoke up.
“You can say whatever you want to say to me. You don’t have to keep staring at me.” He let out, and I amusingly folded my arm across my chest and leaned my left shoulder at the doorway.
“Wow! How charming.” I emphasized with a cackle.
I sensed him biting his lower lip.
“I didn’t know you were into grannies. Considering how handsome you are. That’s quite surprising, Anderson.”
“She’s not a granny.” He boldly defended himself.
“Oh, are you sure about that? You need to get your eyes checked. She sure looks like a granny to me.” I mocked. “Out of all the beautiful beta women in the world, you chose your nanny?!”
“Ash, you wouldn’t understand.” He wouldn’t even look at me.
“What’s there to not freaking understand? You are sleeping with your granny. I wouldn’t understand? What the hell are you saying? Oh, sorry, I meant your nanny. And you think this is fun?” I laughed hysterically and couldn’t stop. His expression was hilarious enough not to look at it and not laugh.
“It’s not funny.” He snapped and got up from the bed. “Don’t tell me you don’t have secrets either.”
“What makes you think I have secrets, fucker? Manipulating me or trying to gaslight me wouldn’t pet your petty ego, son of a bitch.”
“I’m not doing any of that.”
I slightly frowned. “What are you fucking getting mad about? I’m trying to understand something here.” I walked into the room. “Even though you were caught in a dubious act, you are the one still getting mad.” I spoke solemnly. “Are you sick or something?”
“I’m sorry.” He lowered his head. “Don’t tell anyone about this.” He paused. “Please.” He forced the word out.
“Please? Man, you are an alpha. My best friend and a wolf, born and brought up from one of the prestigious households with a great reputation and this is how you wanna end up. With a nanny? Really? Are you high?”
I couldn’t believe this was Anderson. What a disgusting piece of shit.
“I didn’t want you to find out like this.”
“And so, what?” I took a step towards him. “I can’t believe you kept this from me, Anderson. I’m impressed. How long has this been going on?!”
“Please, don’t tell anyone about this -”
“Why should I do that? It is not my business, whoever you are fucking with.”
He sighed in relief.
“But why an old woman, though? Isn’t she almost like a mother to you?!”
“I don’t see her that way. I love her and she’s all I care about.”
“Really! You are fucking an old woman. She’s a beta. I perceived two types of pheromones coming from you on my way coming here. One of them is lust, and the second one keeps clouding the entire room that you are devouring a woman in here.”
“Stop, Ash. I know where you’re coming from.”
“No, I don’t think you do, stupid. This woman has raised you for years and…”
“STOP.” His eyes shot up when he yelled at me and then he sighed and sat down on the bed, facing me. “Don’t let Willow know. Let’s keep this between us, Ash, please.”
“You look stressed out.” I got closer to him again. “How did it start? Wet dreams! Did she touch you? Did she sexually abuse you and then you started falling in love?!”
“None of that happened.”
“Then what happened? You don’t just wake up overnight and start fucking your nanny. You even called her ‘Mom’. Do you know how that sounds? Gross! I guess you are in your little fantasy world, but get over it. Besides, who am I to judge anyway when we all have sexual preferences?”
“Ash, I don’t want to talk about it.”
“I know your secret. Don’t give me that ‘This doesn’t concern you’ attitude, because I know your secret. There’s no need to hide anything away from me. Got it.”
He got up from the bed and looked at me. “I want nothing to happen to her. No one must know about this, Ash.”
“You act like I’m a snitch.”
“No, I’m not saying all this because I think you are a snitch. What I’m trying to say is, I know you are gonna keep my secret but don’t torment Lily or make fun of her because of what the both of us had. That’s why I’m saying this.”
“Wow!” I laughed. “You are such a lover and a protector to your nanny. You left everyone downstairs to come fuck your nanny.”
“Ash.”
I rolled my eyes. “It’s okay. No one’s gonna know about this. Let this be a secret.” I turned away from him and stopped. “And tell your driver to take us home. Violet is gonna nag my ears off when I come home late.”
I sensed him nodding with a little smile and responded. “Thank you.”
“We will talk about this later. When I’m ready to listen to you.”
“Alright, Ash.”
I walked out on him and shut the door behind me.
I can’t believe I just saw what Anderson was doing with that disgusting nanny.
Damn! He was into women like that?
I still can’t believe what I saw back there. The more I recall what just happened, the nauseous I become.
What in the freaking world is going on?
Fuck, I can’t stop laughing.
I got home and came out of the car when I saw Violet running towards me in her white nightgown.
Her perky breasts bounced while she ran up to me and held my shoulders with both hands.
She was worried. What was she anxious about?
Did anything happen at home while I was away?
“Violet.” I wrapped my arms around her waist, ignoring the driver behind me, who just got out of the car to escort me inside the mansion with my things.
She shook her head and kept staring at me, and her eyes were a little red. Was she crying?
But my parents are not at home. What could have caused her to sob?
“Baby.” I murmured and wrapped my hands on her cheeks. “What is it?!”
“Why didn’t you tell me you had those episodes again? It has come back, hasn’t it?”
My hands fell off her cheeks as I turned away from her and walked past her.
“Ash, stop. I’m talking to you.” She yelled at me, and it took everything in me not to snap back at her.