– Harley –
“Harley it’s been 4 weeks you need to get out of here for a while,” Shelby says looking at me from across the room, “I can’t” She glares at me and scrunches up her face “You can and you fucking will. You have been couped up in here ever since you got the ok from the doctor to go home, I’ve seen you and Jax maybe three times at the clubhouse, I miss my BFF. And I’m sick of coming to the hospital every day, it smells weird in here and the old people chase me down the hallways if I get out on the wrong floor”.
She’s right, I have been in here every fucking day basically all day I haven’t even had my first cuddle because some dumbass nurse passed on her cold and almost fucking killed him, so Jax killed her. I just stare at the fucking crib waiting for something, anything. I don’t know what I expect to happen, for him to stand up and walk out of the fucking room? The doctor says he’s getting bigger and stronger but it’s been a headache and a half, the first 3 weeks my milk came in perfectly and I was able to make a stockpile for home and here but they fucking dried up and theres nothing I can do to get them to work again so we are going to have to switch to formula once we run out of breast milk.
“My boobies won’t cry” I turn to Shelby and frown, “Okay let’s go drink,” She says clapping her hands together, I roll my eyes and get up off the chair “No I’m not leaving him” I say as I put my hand on the glass crib. “He’s not going anywhere Harlz, we have security posted all over the hospital no one gets in or out without our men knowing. Come on mama 4 weeks of no fun, just one night and then you can go back to being a sad Lil muffin, even the doctors said you should go have some fun”.
“Fucking hell, fine, one night and then I don’t want to hear shit about it again” She attempts to contain a squeal and runs up to me hugging me “Yaaay I have my hoe back,” She says smiling at me, “Now we need to get back, get you showered and shaved,” She says excitedly clapping her hands, I groan and say goodbye to Elijah before leaving the hospital with Shelby.
I walk out and see Jax standing by his bike, I look over to Shelby “He insisted that he drove you back” She says walking over to the SUV as I make my way to Jax, “Kitten” He says as I approach him, “Puddin” I say slightly confused. “It’s been a while since I’ve had my wife on my bike, figured it would be better than sitting in a car”, I smile and pull his face down to my level kissing him with everything I had, this man has made the past 4 weeks somewhat not miserable.
He comes to the hospital whenever he can, picks me up and drops me off if he cant stay with me and almost every night he helps me set up a little of the nursey for when Elijah comes home. “Are you coming out tonight?” I ask as I pull back out of the kiss, “Not tonight kitten, I’m staying behind with Gunner so I can learn a thing or two” He grins. He passes me the helmet and I climb onto the bike instantly, I’ve missed this.
The ride back was peaceful, I’ve missed being on a bike but I miss riding one even more, I’m going to have to buy one soon. He pulls up to the compound and we get off, “To my room sexy!” Shelby yells from the front of the clubhouse “I’ll see you later before you leave” Jax leans down and kisses me one more time before slapping my ass cheek hard.
I walk over to Shelby as Jax walks to the garage, “Come on we don’t have all night!” She says dragging me inside. I’m greeted by everyone, Blade gives me a smile and a nod and I smile and nod back. He understands why I haven’t been able to help him train, but I promised him the other day that I’ll be up for it soon another week or so.
Shelby drags me into her room and closes the door, “When are you two moving out of here?” I ask looking around the cramped room “House will be finished in a week I think” She says as she digs through the closet pulling out a familiar-looking bag, “I kinda broke into your house but also kinda not because the door was unlocked, anyways I went into your closet and grabbed a few things” She says handing me the bag. “Bathroom, wash shave choose an outfit, I’ll be here when you’re done” I nod my head and salute her “Yes mother” I reply as I walk to the bathroom.
I do as I’m told and wash my hair and body as well as shaving, I get out dry myself and use her moisturiser I’m sure she won’t mind. I dig through the bag and find a spare toothbrush and toothpaste so I brush my teeth as I look so something to wear. All she’s packed are dresses of fucking course.
I finally find something that’s not a dress, a pair of tight black high-waisted leather shorts and a black lace bralette Jax is going to have an aneurysm. I put it on and moan when I feel how smooth my legs are “I feel like a fucking dolphin” i say quietly to myself, the postpartum bleeding has stopped so I don’t have to wear granny panties anymore thank fuck. I slide on a black g string and the shorts, I jump up and down and wiggle as much as I can to slide the shorts over my thighs and ass.
I finally get the fuckers on but I’m puffed out and a sweaty mess by the end of it, I look in the mirror and see just how much of my ass is hanging out the bottom of the shorts, yeah Jax is going to flip out I giggle to myself at the thought, poor poor puddin. I put deodorant on and then put the black lace bralette on, it just hides my nipples thank god because she didn’t pack me a bra. I find a pair of black ankle boots and I know Shelby either brought them or they’re her shoes because I don’t own these, “The shoes?” I ask through the door, “Wear them pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee” She whines.
I huff and slip on some socks before putting the ankle boots on, I stand up and look at myself in the mirror, not bad for a new mom. I open the door and begin to brush my hair deciding to let it air dry because I can’t be fucked putting effort in if I’m totally honest, when my eyes meet Shelby I see her standing there with Redbull cans and a bottle of Jagermeister. She stands there proudly in a tight and short dark blue dress with thin spaghetti straps, her red hair is straightened and she has her make up done.
I can’t help but just stand there and smile at her, that’s my bestie, that’s my girl, my hoe, my wifey. “You look fucking stunning, but you’re really excited to get out huh?” I ask as she puts the cans and bottle down grabbing two cups, “I’ve missed you and I feel old now, I need to feel young again” She says pouring the Redbull in the cups “Tell me about it, I have the back pain of an 80-year-old” I say walking over to her. She line’s up several shot glasses and fills each one to the top with Jagermeister.
We both grab a shot and drop them into our drinks, “To blacking out” She says raising her glass, I raise mine “To blacking out” I say as I clink our glasses together, we both down them and get the next one’s ready, well fuck me 6 shots each later and Shelby and I are fucking mortal. “So I look okay?” I slur as I stand infront of the mirror fixing my outfit and my hair, didn’t bother putting makeup on because by the time I realised I hadn’t done it I was already 5 shots down.
“You look fucking fabulous,” She says slapping the air, “Alright I think I have everything” I move my hands down my body, I feel my pocket knife in a small pocket in my bralette, my phone, ID and money are in my shorts pocket and I’ve got my wedding ring I’m good to go “I’ve got my ring I’m good to go!” She claps her hands together and nods, “Now we cant act too drunk around the boys or we won’t be able to go” I nod my head slowly.
I’ll be lucky if Jax lets me out just wearing this let alone shit faced. We walk down the stairs holding onto eachother so we both don’t break or necks or at least if one goes down we both do. I spot Jax and Gunner in a booth with the twins in their bouncers, talking while they sip on beers. I skip over and slide myself onto Jax’s lap wrapping an arm around his neck, “Are you sure you don’t want to come and play?” I ask raising an eyebrow at him. “You bitch this is moms night” Shelby slaps my arm from across the booth, “Shelbys right, but I might just have to come down there if I hear you’re misbehaving” He growls lowly in my ear and I can’t help but giggle like a fucking school girl.
“Well, I better be naughty then” I wink and kiss him quickly before jumping off his lap and grabbing Shelby’s arm and running towards the door. “What the fuck are you wearing kitten?!” I hear Jax roar from the other side of the room, I stop in my tracks and turn around to face him “I LOVE YOU PUDDIN” I call out before running out of the compound with Shelby to a taxi that was waiting for us.
We get to the strip club and it looks almost full, it’s going to be a good night. When we walk in I instantly recognise Juice and Irish In a both in the corner of the room, “We need to stay away from them if we want to have fun” I say pointing over to the booth that the boys are sitting at, She sees where I’m pointing and nods her head “To the other side of the bar!” She announces before dragging me through the crowd of sweaty bodies.
We get to the other side and order a round of drinks of us, 3 actual drinks each and 4 shots each to blacking out huh. After demolishing those I lean over the bar and grab the secret stash of cigarettes I used to keep there, I open the packet and light one up almost orgasming when I inhale the smoke “I thought you quit?” She asks looking at me funny. “I don’t smoke at the hospital, don’t want the smell on me incase I actually get to hold him,” I say as I take another drag, “No, no sad stuff tonight, tonight we rave until the grave” She shouts lifting her drink up “God you sound old” I groan loudly.
By the end of my smoke the alcohol has taken full effect, “Little Red, we need to dance” I say standing up from the bar chair holding my hand out to her, she takes my hand and jumps off the chair following me as I guide us to the dance floor. We dance with each other for a few minutes until I crack it I lift my foot up and unzip my boot ripping it off I lift my other foot and do the same, I grab Shelby’s arm and drag her over to a booth where I spot Blade and a few prospects sitting.
“Blade, can you watch my shoes so they don’t run away from me?” I ask sitting down next to him in the booth, they all move over and Shelby sits down next to me taking her shoes off too. “Of course” He says grabbing the shoes from my hand and putting them on the table infront of him, “You should have seen the fit Killer threw once you left,” Blade says making the other prospects nod and laugh in agreement.
“Enlighten me, please” I say resting my elbows on the table and resting my chin on my hands. “Let’s just say I’ll be surprised if the place is still standing when we get back. He was going to leave but Gunner almost had a panic attack at the thought of being alone with the twins” He says as he sips on his beer, I shrug my shoulders and sit up properly “Just means I’m getting punished tonight” I wink at them and wiggle Shelby and I out of the booth and back to the bar.
I spot Val and jump over the counter jumping into her arms, “Where have you been?” I ask pulling back from her. “Old man took me for a road trip, we rode around the country for a few months,” She says smiling at me. “And look at you new mommy, I cant wait to meet him!” She says rubbing her hands up and down my arms, “Let me know whenever you’re free and I’ll take you to see him” I give her my best smile, but the thought of my little boy all alone in that hospital makes my heart almost stop beating.
I shake my head to try and clear my thoughts, “Well I need another drink” Shelby says making her way over to us “On the house, for both of yous. Mom’s night out” She says pouring us 2 shots each. I grab a glass put some ice in it, I turn around and pick out a whiskey pouring it to the brim of the glass. Shelby and I down the 2 shots and I skull my drink, “Harlz you shouldn’t drink so fast, you haven’t drunk in ages. You’re going to blackout” She says sipping on her cocktail. “Little Red we cheered to blacking out earlier tonight, so we are blacking out. Drink the fuck up”.