– Harley –
“I want you, Jax, I want you to have all of me,” I say softly against his lips, I look at him and he still seems so unsure of himself, for some big bad biker he really is a gentleman. I place my hands on his shoulders and push him so his now laying back on his bed, I shift my legs and position to get more comfortable before leaning over his face, “Stop fucking thinking Jax, I told you I want this” his hand cups my cheek softly and I lean into his touch.
The airs thick and hot both of us waiting for someone to make the first move, I start to panic, maybe this wasn’t the best idea, maybe he doesn’t want this, I go to get off of his lap but I’m quickly pulled back down and thrown onto my back, before I can register how I got here Jax pulls himself on top of me, my heart begins to beat fast suddenly feeling like its in my throat.
“If you want to stop at any time, you need to tell me kitten” my voice fails me and all I can do is slightly nod my head, I’ve never been this nervous before why now? He leans down to my lips as I bite my lower one trying to hold my shit together.
He crashes his lips onto mine instantly I open my mouth slightly allowing him to deepen the kiss, he takes full advantage of the situation and slides his tongue in, my nerves start to kick in when his hands begin to travel across my skin, my tattoos my scars my stretch marks, I have never felt so vulnerable before.
He pulls back and looks me in the eyes, “What’s wrong kitten?” he frowns a little “N-nothing” I manage to mumble out he rolls his eyes at me “Tell me now or I’m stopping” I pout and let out a huff, “idontknowwhattodo” I mumble out again hoping he just leaves it at that, “Louder kitten” his voice a little more stern towards me, asshole. “I don’t know what to do… I mean I don’t really have any experience… I mean I do but-” I was cut off my Jax’s finger over my mouth to stop my rambling, “I don’t care, in fact, I like it more. But I need to know, did he ever make you cum?” My cheeks burn bright red as I look away from him to escape his eyes, he grabs ahold on my chin and moves my face back to face him, “Well?” He asks again, “No” I whisper looking at his facial expressions trying to read his thoughts.
He smirks and then laughs a little before pushing some loose hair behind my ear, “Well its both our lucky days then huh” he whispers against my neck before slowly trailing kisses down my body, his fingers roam to my back as he slowly undoes it taking his time to kiss almost every inch of my skin like hes savouring it, his hands slide over my skin leaving a trail of goosebumps behind it as he slides the straps over my shoulders before throwing it away, my breathing hitches when my top half is fully exposed to him.
He sits back as I move my hands to cover myself a little he growls and pins my hands over my head “Don’t hide yourself away from me kitten, I was enjoying my view” my mouth goes dry and I nod my head “I’m sorry” I say quietly, he shakes his head before staring into my eyes once again, “Don’t be sorry, but you need to know that I love every single inch of you everything you hate about yourself I love, and I’m going to show you it tonight. Do you trust me?” The last part caught me off guard, “Of course I do Jax” he smiles before leaving a small kiss on my lips, “Good, let me show you just how much you mean to me”.
His lips go back to my neck gently tugging on my skin with his teeth, my breathing becomes rapid as he finds my sweet spot once again a long moan escapes my mouth and I can feel him smile against my skin, his body now between my legs I slide my legs around his hips as he pushes his body closer to mine, his hand reaches down to my ass grabbing a handful of it and squeezing it slightly my hips buckle and I feel his dick press against me, rock fucking solid, holy hell.
He groans when my hips grind onto him, he works his way down to one of my nipples and begins licking, sucking and biting it, my body becomes warm and I begin to move my hips once again small waves of pleasure rolling over me, he moves to the next one and does the same before slowly trailing wet kisses down my stomach to where my stretch marks are, he trails his fingers and lips over them “So fucking beautiful” he mumbles to himself quietly, before one of his fingers hook into the waistband of my underwear dragging it down my legs slowly before throwing it to the side.
He sits back once again and I instantly freeze, here I am, naked every flaw is now perfectly visible to him inch by inch, I try to remember what he had told me not too long ago but my anxiety became to grow rapidly, he stands me up and I pray that my legs don’t give out beneath me “You are so fucking perfect Harley” he says before smashing his lips onto mine again, this time the kiss was urgent, like he was never going to do it again.
I feel his fingers graze my skin again as he moves it down towards my ass before pushing me back on the bed dragging my body closer to the edge, he drops to his knees infront of me, my body tenses, what the fuck is he doing? He sees my confused look and crawls on top of me once again, “You said you trust me, correct?” I nod my head, “Well then lay back and trust me kitten” I do as he says while he returns to his kneeling position before.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath, it’s okay Harley calm down. He begins kissing the inside of my thighs as I start to grow impatient, the kisses turn to him licking his way up my thighs, I let out a small whimper when I feel how close his mouth is. He slowly drags his finger down my folds as soon as he touches me I moan “God damn it kitten, is this for me?” “Yes” is all I can choke out as he starts to rub my clit, my legs tremble at the feeling, “So responsive mhhm?” he says before he drags his tongue over it, I jump back when he does it, his hands go to my hips as he drags my body back towards him.
“It’s going to feel uncomfortable for a little bit but then it will feel good okay?” I nod my head as he makes his way down between my legs again, he begins licking my folds before slowly pushing a finger in me slowly working his speed up while curving it upwards to hit my g-spot, his tongue moves back up to my clit as he starts licking it in a circular motion, “Oh god” I moan out as his movements become faster, my fingers tangle in his hair pulling it slightly, a low growl comes from his mouth before he starts eating it like its his last meal.
My legs begin to shake uncontrollably as a pressure begins to form in my lower stomach, I begin to try and shift my body as the feeling becomes stronger, Jax moves his mouth away but keeps his finger inside of me slipping another one in, he trails kisses back up my body until he reaches my face he looks me in the eyes before slowing his pace down causing me to grind my hips on his hand trying to get rid of the damn feeling.
He smirks at me before licking his lips he leans into my ear and whispers “I want you to come for me kitten” before moving back to between my legs, he begins to move his fingers faster again while licking my clit, the pressure builds up again quickly and my legs begin to shake again as he slides them over his shoulders while pushing my hips down with his free hand, “Oh god-” is all I can moan before a tidal wave of pleasure floods over me, extasy releases through my body I feel jax take his fingers out before he quickly replaces it with his tongue.
He climbs on top of me while licking his licks “You taste so fucking sweet”, a rush of adrenaline and confidence comes through me as I flip us over so I’m now on top of him straddling his lap, the only thing I have somewhat idea in what I’m doing is blowjobs, my time to shine I think to myself smirking. He raises his eyebrow at me and I lean down to his face, “My turn to play” I say seductively before sitting him in an upright position my fingers skim over his skin tracing his tattoos and muscles as they tense slightly under my touch, I smile at the thought of how much my touch still affects him, I drag my nails down his stomach bumping slightly at every muscle definition.
My hands reach his dick that’s now only being held back by the thin fabric of his boxers, I run my hand up and down with a firm grip, I watch him drop his head back while closing his eyes, I remove my hand and pulled his boxers down slowly, his dick springs out and I quickly second guess myself, how the fuck am I meant to fit this in my mouth.
My exs dick was tiny compared to this, this thing is going to break my fucking jaw, but I ain’t no quitter. I climb back inbetween his legs before moving my lips down to the tip, I look up at him to find him staring at me intensely, I smirk before slowly licking the tip, his head falls back onto the bed as he sharply breaths in, I spit in my hand and start to run it up and down his shaft squeezing it slightly while building up my pace, “Fuck” he growls under his breath.
I don’t know how long its been but this poor mans been blue balled by me for long enough, I guess its time for me to make it up to him I wrap my lips around his tip while moving my tongue around it, he moans loudly I start to take more and more of him into my mouth. I move my mouth and hand up and down in sync while twirling my tongue around his shaft, his hand grabs a handful of my hair tightly but he doesn’t push me to go any deeper, what a gentleman.
I push my mouth down deeper and he lets out a loud animalistic growl, his hand now adding a little pressure until I start to choke on it, I continue to suck and bob my head until he pulls my head up. My eyes meet his gaze as I lick my lower lip to clean up a mixture of spit and pre-cum, this must-have sent him over the edge because the next thing I know I’m on my back and hes now leaning over me, his eyes wide and full of lust.
He smashes his lips onto mine and I melt into his touch, he breaks the kiss and looks at me “I’m on the needle” I say and he looks at me confused, “Birth control?” I reply he shakes his head and laughs “I wasn’t thinking that but thank you for telling me anyway, I was just looking at how beautiful you look right now, but we are missing something” he says getting off of me, “What are you doing?” I ask as my eyes watch him walk away from the bed to a chair in the corner of the room.
“Remember when you told me to take a picture because it lasts longer?” I scrunch my eyebrows together and think, and then it hits me, we were at the club and he told me to get dressed because we were going somewhere, my eyes widen at what I remember he said next, “Ah so you do remember?” He replies and I look over to him and see him smirking with his leather cut in his hand.
I roll my eyes and smirk, “Hand it over”.