I walked towards him, with my mouth agape and my heart hammering against my chest in awe. This was the last thing I expected from them. I always thought they only wanted sex from me and nothing else. I had even resigned my fate to that.
Blue pulled an armchair for me, gesturing for me to step forward, and I did. I sat on the chair, watching them as they did the same.
It was surreal. Never in a million years did I ever imagine such a scene, at least not with them. This was a side I hadn’t seen before.
“Do you like it?” Fred asked, sounding a bit nervous as he sent a smile my way.
He was trying to act normal, but I could tell what he was feeling just by looking at him.
I was feeling the same way too, as nervous as I was on the first day I had sex with them.
“Yes.” I nodded, clasping my hands as I responded, “I love it. Thanks a lot.”
Blue lifted his shoulders in a shrug. “It’s nothing. We just wanted to celebrate your return to work with you,” he added, raising his glass of wine.
I raised mine, clinking it with theirs before I took a sip. My eyes almost rolled to the back of my head the moment I sipped it. “Wow, this is so good!” I cried, downing the entire content in one go. “Which wine is this? I have tasted nothing like it all my life,” I added, watching them and waiting for a reply.
They exchanged looks before Fred smirked, leaning close to whisper, “If you wish to know the name, you have to do more to get it. Have you forgotten how this works?”
I swallowed, looking at him with wide eyes. There was no need to ask for an interpretation of his words because I knew what he was talking about. This was always the way with them. Whenever I need an answer to a question, I have to suck them off or let them fuck me.
“You are scaring her, brother,” Blue said, shooting a glare at him. “We are celebrating today, aren’t we?”
“Yep, celebrating,” Fred agreed, but I could tell there was something else to his words.
Blue stood from his chair and opened the covered plates, the aroma from them wafting to my nose.
“Fuck,” I moaned, closing my eyes. “This smells so heavenly!”
Opening my eyes to watch him, I noticed their gazes on me. intense eyes seemed to bore into my skin as they watched me.
“Oops. Sorry about that,” I apologized, placing a palm over my mouth and beating myself up for being so careless. Now, they will think I was seducing them deliberately.
Blue cleared his throat as he resumed what he was doing, acting like he didn’t just stare at me like one would do a meal on a showcase.
“Wow, this is a lot,” I gasped, peering at the plates of food. Most of them were not familiar to me.
As someone who only lived mostly on instant noodles and fast food, I haven’t seen some of the food on the table.
The only ones I recognized were a plate of seafood and steaks. The rest were not recognizable to me.
Blue smiled, watching me with an amused expression on his face as he reached forward and dished something for me.
“Thanks a lot.” I smiled at him, picking up my fork and spoon as I tried not go let my nerves show.
As I ate, I tried to ignore the stares from them, acting like I wasn’t feeling anything when I was. I tucked my hair behind my ear, conscious not to moan at the burst of flavour in my mouth. It was too much not too.
“Here you go,” Fred stated, putting more meat on my plate. “You seem to have lost some weight. Eat up so you can gain it back,” he said, winking at me.
Blushing, I continued eating, conscious not to make a fool of myself in their presence. It was my first time eating with them, and I didn’t want them to think the worst of me.
As I ate, I couldn’t help stealing glances at them, noting the way they ate. Everything about them was perfect. Had I not known better, I would have thought they were royalties. The way they ate was top-notch and neat. If I wasn’t watching them, I wouldn’t have noticed they were chewing.
Fuck!
If only I could be half as perfect as they are, things would be easy for me.
“Is there anything wrong?” Blue asked when he noticed my attention on him.
Chuckling nervously, to hide my embarrassment, I reached over for my glass of wine, which they had thankfully refilled and chugged down, almost coughing out all the things I had eaten. Talk of a second-hand embarrassment.
“Easy,” Fred murmured, rubbing my back as Blue passed a glass of water to me.
“Here, drink this,” he urged, smiling at me as he provided the cup, acting like it was an offering to the gods.
I received it from him, careful not to spill the water on my body. Most of the time, I wonder why I always embarrass myself whenever I’m with them.
I took a sip from the glass, careful not to choke on it. I can’t put anything past my stupid brain not to do anything that will embarrass us.
Smiling, I placed the cup back on the table. “Thanks a lot,” I said to them, with my gaze on my almost empty plates.
I had this wish for the ground to open, so I could jump into it. It was bloody embarrassing, but they didn’t seem bothered about it. Their faces were devoid of any expression, and I couldn’t help but imagine what they might be saying in their minds as they watched me.
Will they think I’m clumsy? I wondered, more embarrassed than I have ever been, because why the fuck not?
They nodded, returning to their side as they resumed eating, acting like I didn’t just make a fool of myself in their presence.
Throughout our meal, I tried not to mess anything up again. Luckily, nothing happened. I didn’t spill any drink on my body and I sure as hell didn’t chew loudly.
It was a wonder how I went through it all, almost commendable for how nervous I was.