Nova;
“Please, Elara. Let’s just stay this way,” I see the anger that flickers in her eyes but I don’t care. I don’t care about anything but Alpha Arthur.
The only way for him to be with me is if I can succeed in convincing Elara not to take back her body. Alpha Arthur will have no other choice but to settle with me. He doesn’t like my body, Nova. He’s not attracted to it.
The only person he wants is Elara and with her body, I know how to make him fall for me. I can’t risk returning to my body. Elara should please understand and do just this for me. I will grant her whatever she desires, and I will do whatever she wants.
But just not the soul-switching.
“You can’t love, Alpha Arthur. You can’t be with him,” she retorts.
“Thought you never wanted him. He’s the worst man to you after what he did, remember. He made you lose your baby and you’re in this condition solely because of him,” gripping onto her arms. “Elara let him go. You will get to meet someone out there who loves you.”
Jezzz! Nova! What are you doing? Why are you doing this? Using the words Alpha Arthur told you in secret as a weapon. What’s going on with you? Are you that desperate to have a man? Gosh! If someone told me I would come down to this level because of a dick, I’d have punched that person on the lips.
Truly shit happens. Don’t blame me for anything.
“Hmmm, seems you two are very close,” she forces a smile on her face. “I was hoping for it to be just sex after he kissed you in the garden, but nah. It was way belong sex. He tells you things. Things he’ll never say to his Luna.”
Tears prick the corner of her eyes, “You’re truly special to him. I’m fucking impressed,” her eyes blink, pushing back the tears.
Why wasn’t I feeling remorseful? Why don’t I care about Elara’s pain? Have I grown into a villain? What was it with this feeling of mine toward Alpha Arthur that has killed my conscience?
I know he doesn’t love me but her, and I feel she thinks it’s vice versa. Elara doesn’t know the truth. That kiss a few hours back, I lured him into doing it. Alpha Arthur can’t resist her body. That I know so well.
But then, I also have other plans. I want to lure him to bed. I want to feel his touch and have him fuck me tonight. I want to have all of him to myself. I can’t stop. I can’t bring myself to stop.
Does that make me a bad person? If that be the case, then I’m ready to wear the crown with high shoulders.
“Yes. Alpha Arthur and I are very close,” my head slightly bent to the side. “The little time we spent together, made him fall for me. He wants me but doesn’t know how to relay this to you,” I draw in air as I lie through my teeth.
Her eyes water even more. The anger in them was very noticeable. Her fist trembles by her side, her lips slightly quivering. She was hurting inside. Dying inside. But I don’t care. I don’t want to worry about Elara’s emotions.
“I think the conversation is enough, Nova. You’ve gone too deep, and off limit with it,” Alpha Arthur storms forward, tugging my wrist. “Let’s speak outside.”
He didn’t even glance at Elara and that filled my belly with butterflies. My heart jumps in excitement. I knew he was mad at me, but he chose not to show it in her presence. That also means so much to me. He was choosing me over her.
Alpha Arthur prefers speaking to me, not Elara.
He leads me to the room assigned to us. Opens the door and angrily shoves me in. And he closes the door behind us.
Brushing his forehead with his finger in frustration. “Why did you do that? Why did you speak to Elara about the things I said to you? Why did you lie to her about my feelings? Just fucking why?” He isn’t shouting but his voice is filled with anger.
“Those words weren’t intentional. I allowed my emotions to take over me. Don’t I have the right to desire you, Alpha Arthur? Even just for a short while.”
“You are making things complicated for me, Nova. There are already so many things I will have to apologize to Elara about, and I’m yet to figure out the best ways to go about them. But here you are, fucking complicating it all for me.” Alpha Arthur fixes his hands in his pockets, glaring at me straight in the eyes, “You might be carrying Elara’s body, but you are not her. I can’t love you, Nova. I feel nothing for you. Stop forgetting that,” and with this, he starts for the door.
I whiff hard, my hands clutching my dress as I watch his back view fade away. This man has yet to understand what his touch did to me. He is my first and he has to take responsibility for his actions.
I’m not giving up on Alpha Arthur. Never!
If Elara will be the barrier between us, then I won’t have a choice but to do what needs to be done.
My hands strip my body of my clothes as I make my way to the bathroom. Another night with Alpha Arthur in this room, is another chance for me to be with him. I need to have my way with him as long as I desire while I figure out ways to totally have him all to myself.
Humming under the warm running shower, the memory of the last sex I had with him on the plane fills my thoughts. A very beautiful memory. My pussy was already getting heated up, and can’t wait to have him.
I stepped out of the bathroom, dried myself up with a towel. Reaching out for a transparent pink nightgown, I throw it on my body. I chose not to wear any panties or bras. None of them were needed.
My butt sinks into bed, and I drag my legs onto the bed. I lie down, my elbow pressed into the bed, my fist supporting my cheek as I wait for Alpha Arthur’s return. I was sure he wouldn’t take so long to return.
The door pushes open and Alpha Arthur walks in. His gaze goes right to my boobs but he fights it off.
“Why are you still awake, Nova?” He takes off his shirt. Without giving me a stare, he goes into the bathroom to have his bath.
After a while, Alpha Arthur returns to the room with a towel wrapped around his waist. Water drips from his curled hair. He stands at the wardrobe, trying to get a nightwear for himself. I sprint out of bed immediately, and rush toward him.
Without thinking about it or anything, I kneel in front of him, and take off his towel. My face buries between his thick thighs. He makes an attempt to draw back, but I fix my nails into his skin, stopping him. Alpha Arthur stays still for me.
My fingers reach for his cock. It was barely standing. I fix it right into my mouth, just the tip, sucking him off. My head moves faster as I notice the hardness of his cock with each mouth movement.
Just in a few seconds, he becomes very hard. His hand grips my hair, wrapping it in a bun as he begins to thrust my throat. My eyes rise up to him, to take a good stare at his face.
He pushes his head backward as he softly groans. I shut my eyes, thinking about the good sex we had on the plane. I wanted to run away from the present pain I was feeling at the sides of my lips because of his huge cock, and hard thrusting.
Then it comes. A sharp sound. I feel a sharp pain in my head accompanied by a long whistling. My claws bare forth, digging into Alpha Arthur’s thighs as I try to free myself. He groans louder, letting go of me.
I palm my head, pressing onto my temples as I let out a soft cry of pain. My head begins to pound, my sight blurs. The painful memory plays in my head, causing the whistling and the pain to increase.
It was a memory of David doing the despicable. David held Josephine to the wall. They were both naked, he was fucking her from behind. He said some words to her about me while hitting her from behind. What were those words? Why can’t I hear them in my memory?
My hands grip my hair as I push myself to recall, but I can’t.
Oh no! The pain in my head is intense. It gets worse. The pain is tearing my head apart. It’s killing me. It will consume me whole. I can’t bear it anymore! I’m dying!
Please…. Help me, Alpha Arthur.