Chapter 113: Dirty acts
Lily’s POV
I had been avoiding Alex, however possible. I had stopped taking his calls and refused to see him.
Whenever I was sure that he was at the door, I would run inside my room and lock the doors, relying on the maids to let him in and help him with the children.
I could not face him, not after that incident. I don’t even know what came over me and what led me to just jump on him and kiss him like that. It was the alcohol, I’m sure.
Or maybe that was just what I wanted to tell myself because I knew deep down that I wanted to kiss him and I would have done that, with or without the alcohol in my system.
That was even more reason why I couldn’t face him. The fact that I knew that deep down I still wanted him. I don’t know how to act in front of him. So I avoided him, he had got the message and always brought with him flowers and gifts for not just the children but for me.
I received a daily supply of flowers and many of my favorite things daily but on the days when he was around, at my house, I would receive even more things.
I wouldn’t lie or pretend that I didn’t like the attention, it was really nice but I just couldn’t accept it. I didn’t want to.
I sighed and adjusted the trash bag in my right hand as I used my left hand to pull the door open. I shrieked, throwing the bag in the air as I attempted to jump back inside but a firm hand held me tightly.
“You can’t run away from me forever.” He said in his deep morning voice. His gray eyes were now a slight shade of red and it was swollen, his face looked tired and his hair deselved. He looked like he just rolled out of bed at my front porch, like he had just been waiting for me to come out.
He wore grey sweat pants and a black hoodie with running shoes.
I wouldn’t deny that he looked incredibly sexy this morning.
“I.., I need to go inside.” I said trying to get free from him.
“No you don’t.” He stated. “You have to take out the trash.” He pointed out, gesturing to the trash bag I had flung away.
“No, I don’t.” I rushed out looking around wide eyed. “The maids can get it. I have to go in now.” Alex was the last person I thought I would see today, the worst this morning.
“But since you’re already here then, why don’t you finish what you started.” He said in a low tone as he caged me between his broad chest and the door.
I yelped and tried to break free. “What the hell are you doing?”. I panicked. It was too early for this and I know my brain wasn’t even up yet to help me process things and resist this devil in front of me.
“Keeping you outside so you can finish your task.” He said with a casual shrug, leaning closer to me.
His hot minty breath fanned my face as I struggled to gather myself to speak in clear and understandable terms. I looked around the neighborhood with wide eyes, hoping no one would see me in this position. “Alex please I have to go in.” I begged.
“No.” He said in a firm tone. “Not until you explain why you kissed me like that and swore never to see me again.” He spat out glaring at me.
“W… what do you mean?”. I said with a dry chuckle.
“I’m sure you know well what I mean.” He said with raised brows.
“I don’t remember any kiss.” I blurted put going for the safest bet. Perhaps this awkward conversation could be avoided if I denied it. I could blame it on the after effect of the alcohol.
“Oh you don’t?”. He said with a smirk.
“Yes, you’re mistaken.” I said in a shaky tone.
“Then maybe I should remind you.” He said in a deep low tone and before I could make any move or utter a word his soft lips crashed on mine.
I stood frozen, my eyes locked on Alex’s, as his lips descended upon mine. The suddenness of it took my breath away. His mouth was warm, gentle, and insistent. I felt a flutter in my chest, a spark igniting within me.
For a moment, I forgot everything – the tension between us, the uncertainty, the fear. All that existed was the sensation of his lips on mine, the way his hands cradled my face.
I kissed him back, my lips moving instinctively, hungrily. The world around us melted away, leaving only the two of us, lost in this moment.
But as the kiss deepened, reality began to seep back in. I remembered that I wasn’t supposed to want this, wasn’t supposed to feel this way. I pulled back, my heart racing.
Alex’s eyes searched mine, his face inches from mine. “Lily?” he whispered, his voice husky.
I forced a smile, trying to play it cool. “Just… surprised me, that’s all.” My voice trembled.
Alex’s gaze lingered, as if seeking the truth. I avoided his eyes, afraid he’d see the emotions swirling inside me.” Well I guess you can remember something now.” He said with a wink.
“That doesn’t count.” I said in a shaky tone.
“It does to me.” He said with a wink and pulled away from me. “I know you wanted to kiss me the other night and even now. Don’t deny it.” He said narrowing his eyes at me.
“That’s a lie!. My pulse quickened. “Even if I did, it can’t happen again.” I rushed out trying to sound convincing. I wonder why he was doing this today.
“Why not?” He took another step, his eyes burning with intensity.
“We’re friends, Alex.” I said twisting my fingers
His gaze dropped to my lips, and I felt a shiver run down my spine.
“Friends?”. He scoffed. “You’re my Wife Lily. Mine and the mother of my beautiful children.” He said.
“We’re friends for now Alex, I think that’s better than me completely removing you from mine and the children’s life.” I threaded with a glare.
His expression softened as he stared at me. ” But friends don’t kiss like that,” he whispered, his voice husky.
I turned away, my heart still racing, my lips still tingling from his kiss. I couldn’t let him know how much I’d enjoyed it, how much I wanted more.
He moved closer again. I had only realized that I was wearing just my silk shirt might wear when his cold hands touched my thighs.
I shivered staring at him with wide eyes. “So you don’t feel this?”. He asked in a whisper as he trailed his hands slowly up my thighs.
“I,, I don’t!”. I tried to sound convincing.
“I doubt it.” He said quietly. “I know you felt the spark when our lips touched .” He pressed his groin on my body and whispered in my ear.
I squeezed my mouth trying to prevent the moan from leaving my mouth. “I didn’t fe.. feel anything.” I responded trying to keep my eyes open.
“I bet.” He said in a hoarse tone and before I could respond his mouth latched on my neck, sucking on my sweet spot and his cold hands grasped my vagina.
And that was it..
I threw caution to wind and wrapped my arms around him. He fucked me with his fingers out in the open for anyone who cared to see.
It made me feel so dirty and I loved it. I kissed him back with so much fevour, like a starved beast, because technically I was starved. I had not gotten any physical attention for months. I needed this…
He pulled his hands abruptly from my vagina and grabbed my ass, squeezing it harshly. He pulled me up and now my eggs were wrapped around him and my back was to the door.
I moaned loudly as he pooped my sour nipple into mouth. I didn’t care, I wanted it.
I don’t even know how he did it or how he had the strength to carry my heavy ass and still unbuckle his belt in a split second.
However he did it, I didn’t care. I was down was whatever he had to give. “Do you want this?”. He pulled away from the kiss and asked.
His dick was rubbing on my entrance and I don’t think I could think think logical so I responded with a rapid nod and pulled him close again.
He pulled away and stared at me, waiting to be sure, but I didn’t want to think about anything. If I did, I wouldn’t be here. For once I just wanted to love and damn the consequences.
I didn’t respond, instead and grabbed his dick and shoved it into my vagina.
A loud moan slipped out of both our mouths. I held onto him tightly as he fucked me roughly against the door.
“Fuck!. I missed you.” He cried out as he thrusted inside me.
“Alex”. I moaned, running my hands through his hair.
“Princess”. He moaned thrusting deeply inside me.
“god!, did you get bigger?”. I asked moaning as I basked in its ecstasy.
“And you my princess.” He said through heavy breaths as he held my cheeks. “Are so fucking tight”. He groaned throwing his head back.
“I think I’m going to cum.” I said through moans.
“Just hold on princess.” He begged thrusting deeply and faster. It was difficult to hold it in. I felt like I was about to explode.
He kept thrusting into me deeply at different angles and I just relaxed at the door taking everything. His hands ran all over my body trying to grasp everything at once.
His thrusts suddenly increased and I knew he was close. “Cum with me princess”. He said with a loud moan.
Instantly I obliged and let loose. I felt his c spilling inside me as he thrust became sloppy.
He pulled out of me gently, but I hissed at the emptiness I felt. He let me down slowly on the front porch and buckled his trouser.
“Princess.” He said softly oullinh my hair out of my face.
I opened my eyes and looked down t my legs. His cum was running down my legs, proof of what we had just done.
I felt so free and and so alive inside. I stared back at him to find him looking at me with a smile.
What have I done?,
would he take it that I have accepted a relationship with him?.
Did I just take advantage of him?, why didn’t I listen to myslef na said no the time he asked. Why did I have to do this?.
I pulled away from him abruptly and he stared at me wide eyed. “What’s wrong?”. He said with worry etched on his face.
I couldn’t bear to see him like that and so I did what I knew best. I ran.
I ran inside the house quickly and shut the door behind. As I ran into my room, I could hear his voice calling out to me. There was so much hurt in his tone. I couldn’t bear it.
I turned on the music and ran under the shower, trying to block Alex’s voice and the voice of my inner man.