25-Insane.
Arianna POV.
I don’t know how long it’s been since I saw Ebony since she left and told me that I actually had my chance with Scar but my fear got in the middle. Or maybe it wasn’t meant to happen, maybe if I’ve listened, I got scared, but anyone would be if they felt a lord aura without knowing what they are dealing with, I wasn’t to blame after all.
I stopped slipping to my little space, I refused to even wear my ears or tail anymore, it’s not like I don’t love those, I do, I love being a fox, but ever since he left, I felt broken on the inside, like I’ve lost my small space, Rina left with Scar.
“Hey Ari, you want to sit with me?” Andy asks me, he’s too worried about me, he keeps trying to keep me company, to get me to slip, to talk to me, I appreciate his help, I appreciate his attention, but I was just broken on the inside, it’s my first ever broken heart.
“Sure” I answer him with a smile, walking toward our playroom, I sat down with him, we watched TV, he had shows that I like when in little space, but right now they were giving me a headache, I didn’t want to watch.
“Talk to me Ari, what’s wrong? You want ice cream?” he asks, ice cream is his solution for everything on earth, I ate enough ice cream to get my stomach aching, but my broken heart is still broken.
“I’m okay Andy,” I lie through my teeth smiling at him, I’m okay, even when I’m not.
“No you’re not, now tell me,” he says starting to poke me.
“Stop it, Andy,” I say trying to push his finger away, but he kept poking me.
“Talk to me, talk to me,” he says poking me again, I roll my eyes at him.
“Fine, I’ll talk,” I say fake biting his finger making him giggle.
“It hurt Andy,” I say pointing to my chest, my heart hurt.
“What hurts? you need a doctor?” he asks making me smile and shake my head no, although I’m smiling, lone tears found their way down my face.
“It’s not physical Andy, my heart hurt,” I say.
“I nu get it, you loved your imaginary friend, why did you push him off,” he says, it’s true, but it’s not that simple.
“He lied to me Andy” I say wiping my tears away.
“Big lie? Or small lie like I didn’t eat the ice cream?” he asks me, everything goes back to the ice cream with him.
“He didn’t tell me what he is Andy,” I say, he hides that he’s a lord.
“Did he have a good reason why?” he asks me, when I asked him about what he is he said he can’t tell me, lucifer’s rules…
“I think he did,” I say, he kept telling me that he can’t tell me what he is, if I knew he was a lord I wouldn’t fall for him either.
“Then you can’t be mad, you should hear them out like daddy did when I ate the ice cream, I was hungry and he didn’t feed me, see it’s his fault, not mine,” Andy says making me laugh.
“You did end up with a spanking that day” I say remembering he didn’t get away with it, although he did try.
“Still, you should talk to him, but how would you talk to your imaginary friend? Imagine him again? Maybe imagine ice cream too” he says making me laugh.
“Andy, you do know he’s a real person, not just an imaginary friend,” I say, I thought uncle explained things to him.
“He is! Wow, and so is my ice cream!” he says slipping right then, the guy takes off toward my uncle office, ready to demand ice cream.
He does make sense, I should talk to him, I love him, if he loves me for real, I missed him way too much, I’m driving myself insane. But how do I talk to a demon lord, they are in hell most of the time, I need a way to send him a message, I could ask a demon for help. I could pay them for some information, this is a crazy idea, but I never claimed to be sane, I’m going to get him back.