Elle POV.
Do I pray for them to save her or not, if they manage to save her, I’ll belong to Nikolai, if not she’ll be dead and I’ll be alone. But which one is worse? To have Devil alive and breathing but away from me, or to have her dead? The choice was easy, it’s why I made it the first time, I want her to be safe, even if that mean spending my life with Nikolai, for now I’m on my knees praying.
I waited, the day is passing, night is almost here, I had food delivered to my room, not by Paul, I wish it was someone I know, instead it was delivered by some woman that I don’t know. I didn’t eat, I didn’t feel like eating, I was worried and scared, I just need to make sure she’s okay, she’s alive.
It wasn’t until night time that I was summoned, it was weird, the same woman from before told me that, I’m summoned to the boss office. I followed her into the boss office, it’s the same office of this morning, Nikolai’s office. She knocked on the door and left, I heard a come in, I guess that was meant for me, I opened the door and got inside.
Sitting behind his desk was Nikolai, dressed in just a button shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, he had a lazy smile on his face, he motion for me to sit down, I do take a seat opposite to his desk. He doesn’t start speaking right away, instead he keeps me waiting just looking at me, his eyes checking me up and down, making me feel uncomfortable, was she dead? Did they fail in saving her? I felt my heart beating quickly, cold sweat falling over my forehead and the back of my neck.
“Is she dead?” I finally asks, I can’t take it anymore this game of waiting.
“She’s pretty much alive” he says making me feel relieved, she’s not dead.
“She left town” Nikolai says making my heart skip a beat, she left, doesn’t she want to say goodbye to me.
“She did?” I repeat like a parrot after him, I didn’t have anything else to say.
“Yes, it’s safer for her that way.” He says and then just stay quiet letting me think this through, giving me a chance to understand what I just heard, the whole she’s alive, she left, and the fact that she’s safer now.
It’s what I wanted all along, I wanted her to be safe, even if she was away from me, but what I want and what I need aren’t the same thing. I felt tears going down my face, I was happy for her, but I’m also hurt, really hurt for losing someone I loved. I loved Devil, but I never had the chance to tell her how much I love her, never had the chance to say goodbye, the pain got even worse, it felt like it’s coursing from the middle of my chest, down to the rest of my body, making everything hurt.
Nikolai stayed quiet, letting me cry it out, letting the pain settle in, until I finally managed to get myself together, I raise my head and look at him. He lost the smile, he’s just looking at me now, he didn’t look to be happy, he wasn’t sad either, he was just looking at me, with a face devoted of emotion, I’m his now, I don’t expect him to feel my pain, to feel sorry for my lost either.
“Thank you” I say my voice breaking, although I tried to make it stay stable.
“For what?” he asks me, I try my best not to burst back in tears then, I had to stay strong.
“For saving her, for making sure she’s okay” I say looking up at him with teary eyes.
“I’d love to say that you are welcome, but I didn’t just do that as charity, you know there’s a price to pay” he tell me, I should know that, he’s not a normal person, he’s a cold hearted mafia boss.
“Yes, I’m willing to pay” I say, it’s not like I could say anything else, I have to pay him back, for what he did, I’ll hold my part of the deal.
“I know you are or you wouldn’t be sitting here now” he says, the underlying threat didn’t skip me, I’ll pay or else.
I looked down my lap, I wiped my final tears, this where he tells me more about my new life, about if I’ll end up being some mafia man whore, how bad would things go, I was scared, I was worried, but I also need to know, I’m not good with surprises or waiting.
“Would you like to hear a bit about me?” he asks, I’d pretty much would love to run and hide away but instead I just nod my head yes.
“First Elle, I like verbal answers, try again” he says in a sweet voice, but even the sweet voice was holding authority.
“Yes…sir” I say adding the last word after a second thought.
“I’m not a bad guy, I’m a bit on the firmer side, but I’m also fair. I never would punish you for no reason, I’ll always explain why you are getting punished. And I’ll never go overboard or push your limits to hurt you” he says, all that I could understand I nod my head yes, he raise a brow at me, right verbal answers.
“Yes Sir” I say again.
“Now Elle, I got a question for you” he says.
“Uhh…. yeah? I means go ahead sir” I correct myself.
“Are you one? The things you write about, are you a little Elle? Or is it just something you like writing about?” he asks me, that was a weird question, I didn’t expect that, but I answered him, honestly.
“I’m one, but I never lived it through, I went to my little space sometimes, when I was with Devil…” I say breaking halfway through.
“You should know I’m a dominant person Elle, I don’t do simple Vanilla, never did. But I also never did the thing you write about before but let me say I’m intrigued. I want to try this, maybe I just need a bit of fluffiness in my life and you’d be perfect for that” he says.
Do I have to even word how shocked I am, I never tell people what I write about, unless it’s full on sex and kink, no one would read them, but I don’t like those, I’m not such a sexual person, I love, I mean I like sex, but I’m not obsessed like ddlg stories like to sound. I just keep looking at him like he just grew a second head, I still couldn’t believe any of this, this it too weird even for someone like me.
“Now back to your rules, my princess” he says with a smile, the smile was back, he hand me a paper, it’s not typed, it’s hand written, his hand writing was beautiful. I started to read what he had on it.
Elle’s Rules:
*Call me daddy or sir.
*Obey me.
*No leaving without telling me.
*Eat three times a day.
*Let me spoil you.
*No one but me touch you.
*No touching your princess parts.
*Tell me if anything happens.
*No back talking, no cursing at me.
“Are you a virgin Elle” he asks me making my face go red with embarrassment, he got to let me get away with it this time, I nod my head yes, he just smile even more.
“I won’t push you, not right away, but with time, it would happen” he says making me hide my face with both my hands out of embarrassment.
“Now that we have that all set, let go show you our room and the rest of the house” he says getting up and walking out of the office with me following him around.