Bambi POV.
Today is the last day in heaven, today is the last day of the term, after we celebrated all the couples that had managed to find each other during the term, others would be going home empty-handed, I’ll be getting paid and allowed to leave back to my home. The whole dream was over, now it’s time to get back to reality, although I’ve lived a very happy life here, a very happy dream, it wasn’t mine to keep, I wasn’t one of the littles, I’m one of the staff, I can’t assume that Christopher is mine now, it’s time for me to get going.
“You ready to say goodbye to everyone,” daddy Chris asks me, I’m still sleeping, I don’t want to get out of the bed, or leave, I want to keep on hugging him forever, but once the day is over, so would this dream.
“No want to,” I answer him, I don’t want to wake up, I’m happy right here in dreamland.
“We got to little deer, come on, up you go,” he says waking me up by force, getting me to sit up in bed, and starting to pick clothes up for me for the day.
“Come on sweetie,” he says dragging me out of our room, well it’s his room but I’ve been crashing over for so long, I count it as mine, I stayed in this room more than I did in mine.
“Morning Pauly,” I say with a sad smile, our last morning together before we all get back to our lives, well he’ll be going with Hazel, but I’ll be going alone.
“Mownin,” he answers me eating his food, he was very happy today, he must be after knowing he’ll be leaving with his mommy today.
The breakfast was very dull and boring, everyone was talking happily about what was coming next, while I wasn’t I was the opposite, I knew what was coming and I didn’t enjoy it at all, I stayed quiet, even after I watched them playing, instead I threw myself to my work. I know we got a ton of paperwork to do today before everyone leaves, there are contracts to sign between some of the doms and the littles, and everything needs to be filed away.
“Luca where do I put this one?” It was a paper that said that Hazel swears to always kiss Pauly and his teddy stuffy every night before bed, it was the cutest contract ever written in crayons with the help of Katie since he’s too little to know how to write words.
“There’s a file called Katie the lawyer, put it there,” he says, he right there was a file labelled like that, I guess this wasn’t her first contract she had ever written.
“What else is in here?” I ask him, looking at all the colourful contracts.
“She tried to do one that would save her from any kind of spanking,” Luca answers me making me giggle.
“Did it work?” I ask him.
“She got three love taps for that,” he says, I guess the Katie’s legal company isn’t a very legit company and her contract won’t really save anyone, including her own bum.
“I’m done Luca,” I tell him since he’s the only one helping me with the papers here, but we’re done, it’s time to say bye to everyone and get leaving.
“Good job, Bambi, we’re done here, let’s go say bye to everyone,” he says, I felt my tears start to gather in my eyes, I didn’t want to do that, saying goodbye is the worse part ever, I hate saying goodbyes to people I like and love.
“Hey, don’t cry, it’s a happy occasion, I promise,” he says, but I doubted it’s one, we left the room and went to meet with the rest.
Hugs and kisses were all over the place, we all hugged each other, I hugged all of the littles, and now my tears are going freely down my face, they are leaving, one by one, giving me a hug and then going, either alone with their now dom.
“Pauly, you leaving too?” I look at him with more tears going down my face.
“No, we’re not leaving yet,” Hazel answers me, Christopher was busy the whole day, but now he’s back, he stood next to me while I continued crying.
“Why is she crying? You’re being a bad daddy Chris,” Aiden says, seeing that my tears won’t stop.
“I left her in the care of four trainers, didn’t I?” he answers them making me smile slightly as I tried to wipe my tears off, it’s time to be big again, dear big scary world, here I come again, better be ready for me.
“When do I leave?” I ask him, knowing I’ll be off next.
“We can stay for the night, we’ll leave tomorrow,” he says, but it’s not we, I’ll be leaving on my own.
“I need to get home before the dark,” I say knowing that it’s not safe to be there after dark, not all alone, god knows what awaits for me there.
“Home? Why Bambi where are you going?” he asks me, that’s a stupid question, I’m going home of course, I won’t be staying her all the time.
“Home, Christopher sir, I’m going back to my home, the term is over and I’m allowed to get back home,” I say, and then I saw a million emotions going over his face, and for once I wasn’t able to read him, not able to read his face, what is he saying right now? Is he mad or happy that I’m leaving?
“Would… would you be joining us in the next term?” he asks me instead, I knew it wasn’t what he really wanted to say.
“Yeah… yeah…” I say on the verge of tears again, but he didn’t say anything.
“You can leave when you want,” he answers me instead, I just smile and nod, ready to leave, I didn’t have anything of my old stuff on me, only my house key and phone, those are back in my room, and now in my pocket, time to leave.
“I’ll drive you…” he says, pointing to the door.
“Yeah… thank you,” I say leaving the company with him following me, we got in his car a black tanned car.
I looked at him and he looked back at me, but none of us talked, we didn’t say anything through the whole long drive back home, back to the place of my misery, but I’ll find another job, maybe the next term, I don’t know when that would be, I’ll have to check with alpha Thalia again.
“We’re here,” he says, knowing where my home is without asking.
“Thank you,” I say getting out of the car.
“Little deer…” he calls me back, I turned to him with hope filling my eyes, maybe hope that he’ll tell me not to leave.
“Take care of yourself,” he says, and I just nod my head yes, waving bye before leaving the car and going to the broken-down place I call home.