Christopher POV.
“Okay,” she says looking at me, I didn’t know if she means okay as in fuck off you creep, or okay as in she wants me to be hers.
“You’ll have me? You can say no Bambi, that’s fine,” I say, she’ll only be breaking my heart into a million pieces, but I won’t say that to her face, I’m not going to force her to be with me, only if she wants to.
“I… I don’t want…” she says and I guessed she doesn’t want me, I was ready to tell her it’s okay, it’s fine for her to stay here, it’s her work, but I’m thinking of a reason for me to disappear, maybe it’s time for me to go and get revenge over the vampires.
“It’s okay little de…” I start but she cut me off, still talking.
“I don’t wanna hurt you, I want to be with you… but I don’t know how,” she says.
“It’s okay little one, you don’t have to…” I say but she looked on the verge of tears her big wide eyes were starting to get rimmed with tears.
“Little Deer, don’t cry, you don’t have to be mine,” I assure her, but that got her lower lip to start wobbling.
“Hey, sweetie,” I say caressing her face, caressing the little pout, I don’t want her to cry.
“But, I want to be yours,” she says the tears finally falling down her face, over her cheeks, and finally down her clothes.
“You want to be mine?” I ask her again.
“Mhm, I do,” she says, more tears going, I tried to wipe them, but they kept going down.
“Don’t cry sweetie, I’m here for you,” I assure her.
“But I don’t know how to be yours,” she tells me, but that could be solved, we can always find a middle way between the two of us.
“We’ll have rules, we’ll talk, we’ll share things,” I assure her, hugging her closer to my chest, kissing the top of her head.
“Okay,” she says, her tears finally stopping now, I didn’t want to let her go, this is the first time I get to hold her like this, to feel like she’s fully mine.
“We going to work on rules, punishment, rewards, and anything else that you might be worried about,” I assure her, we can talk about everything until she feels better again.
“Okay,” she says.
“The rules are made for the both of us, okay baby, how about we start writing them?” I suggest getting paper and a pen for the two of us.
“Let’s start with your rules, then we’ll move to mine,” I assure her.
“You’ll get rules?” she ask me sounding confused.
“Of course, we need to know what’s okay and not okay with you, what you need and what you don’t like,” I answer her.
“Okay,” she agrees again, she’s not big on talking with me tonight.
Bambi’s Rules:
*Don’t hide things from daddy.
*Call me daddy.
*Be honest.
*Eat three meals a day.
*Ask before eating sweets.
*Tell me if you want to go out.
*I take care of you, I help you with anything you need or want.
*No back talk.
*Be Polite.
*Bedtime is ten pm, no exception.
*You are mine, no one else is allowed to touch you, no one is allowed to claim you as mine.
“Is there anything you don’t agree with?” I ask her, and she shakes her head no, I did try my best to keep the rules simple, not to scare her.
“Let’s move to my rules now, I’ll write them, tell me what you want me to be,” I ask her, the rules are up to her.
Christopher rules.
*Never call me red. (I noticed she hates that name, it’s her name back when she used to be a sugar baby, but those days are over, I know why it triggers her, and I can respect that.)
*Be nice to me.
*No hitting me.
*No yelling at me.
*No locking me in.
*No abusing me.
She says, I didn’t expect those to be rules, I would never do any of those, I expected something totally different, and I didn’t mind sharing them with her.
“Little deer, those are things that I would never, not ever, I expected the rules to be more of demands for hugs and cuddles, and maybe a rule that says to take you out to the park,” I say, she simply nods, she doesn’t believe me, we can change our rules later when she’s more comfortable with me.
“How about we add the punishment and rewards now?” I ask her.
“Okay,” she says.
Bambi’s rewards, I say deciding with the good part first.
*Cuddles.
*New stuffies.
*Extra candies.
*Days out.
Bambi’s Punishment.
*Time out.
*Earlier bedtime.
*No candy.
*Grounding.
I say I don’t think I could add any kind of spanking this early, this wouldn’t be fair for her, she’s still very sensitive when it comes to any kind of physical punishment.
“Do you get punishment too?” she asks me looking at me with her big wide eyes, her Bambi’s eyes.
“Hmm, you can withhold hugs and cuddles, and maybe if you’re really, really mad at me, you can show me that pout of yours, it breaks my heart,” I tell her making her smile, and making me smile.
“But hey, if I get punishment I want some rewards too, what would my rewards be?” I ask her with a smile on my face.
“Uhm, hugs?” she says, that’s a great reward.
“That’s the best reward ever,” I say hugging her tight, wanting and needing the reward.
“Now that we have agreed on everything, you don’t mind me holding you right?” I say after she nods, I picked her up and moved to my chair, placing her on my lap instead of over the sofa we were sharing, I turned my laptop on deciding to watch a movie instead of working on our paperwork. All the littles are tucked in watching a movie or cuddling with their doms, none of the littles enjoyed their shots, but none were as bad as Katie, she’s the reason we had to give the staff their shots in private, nothing can calm her down, not even DJ, he’s not even allowed to scold or punish her since she’s in pain.
“What do you wanna watch?” I ask her, last time she asked for Encanto, but this time, no matter what I put, it doesn’t matter what I put for her, her eyes are starting to close while I held her, the shot having its effect on her, she’s falling asleep in my arms for the first time since I became her daddy.