Talk.

Bambi POV.
I stayed with Lilly as the rest went back to our department to give the littles their shots, it’s a wonder that I didn’t hear their yells up toward this floor, Lilly and Peter did join us next, they came to babysit us.
“You knew?” I ask Lilly who had a lollipop, and red eyes now.
“I had one too,” she says popping her lollipop out of her mouth and then putting back in her mouth.
“Lillian, stop it,” Peter groans, I smiled, knowing what she’s doing, she’s taking her revenge for receiving a shot, her own way.
“Can she get sick?” I ask him, or is it just a kink for them two, I’m not a big fan of needles, not at all.
“Young wolves can get sick,” Peter says pulling her by force toward him, hugging her as she whined, pushing him away from her, she’s too mad apparently.
“But Lilly isn’t that young,” I say, I know she’s older than me, she can’t be that young.
“She’s just a puppy, we live for a very long time, and she’s just a baby,” he says kissing the top of her head, is that why she’s a little? Cause she’s young? But big people can be little as well.
“Ohh… okay,” I say, but then I decided to ask.
“How old is Christopher?” I ask him, I was curious, is he a pup as well.
“That you’re going to have to ask him yourself,” he says making me pout, not fair.
“He’s old, I’ve known uncle Christopher since the day I was born,” Lilly says, wow then he must be old, an adult for sure, or how else would he be in charge.
“Are you two good?” Peter asks me, I just shrug.
“No, they aren’t, they don’t talk, and they keep acting all weird,” Katie the snitch tells him instead.
“We do talk, we’re not weird,” I say glaring at Katie.
“No, you don’t, she’s like a robot,” Katie says, I was so angry at her, I threw a cushion at her head.
“Stop it girls,” Peter warns us, but I keep on glaring at her, it wasn’t me who started it or the one who’s talking badly about the other one.
“Bambi, talk to him,” Peter says, I just nod my head yes.
“She won’t,” Katie says again, I was about to hit her again.
“Katie, go find your daddy,” Peter order her, kicking her out of the room, she left the room, and now Peter managed to get Lilly to cuddle him, and he turned to me again.
“I know my brother can sound cold, and stone-hearted, but he’s not, give him a chance, you two got something going on in here,” Peter says, I just nod, I don’t know how to tell Chris to talk to me, I can’t just run around asking him to talk to me.
“Okay,” I say, on the verge of tears, this does hurt me, hurt a lot, but I don’t know what to do, I’m lost yet again, I’ve been lost for so long.
“Go find him, I’m sure he’s done with the shots,” he says, I just nod and move, going down back to our floor, tears going down my face, as I wiped them away.
“Hey, Bambi, you okay love?” Luca says being the first dom I saw coming in the department.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” I tell our kindest trainer, all the littles are attached to him, but none of them managed to get to his heart.
“Are you sure? Chris is in his office, why don’t you go check with him?” he says, and I just nod, I’m not going to start the talk, but if he does, then I’m good.
I knocked on the door of his office before going in, waiting for him to allow me in, when he called to come in, I did taking a seat on the sofa in his office, hugging my knees up against my chest.
“Does your arm hurt?” he asks meaning the shot I received.
“Nu,” I answer him, just a little pain won’t kill me, I’ve been through worse.
“Can we talk?” he asks me, and I nod, that’s exactly what I needed, to talk with him, but he got to start it, not me, I’ll never start this talk.
“Okay,” I say out loud, what are we going to talk about? Him never wanting to see me again.
“Bambi…” He starts, having my full attention.
“I like you, Bambi,” he says, making me smile a bit, I liked him back, and hearing him saying it out loud sounds so good, making me smile.
“I like you too…” I say, finally confessing that I do.
“That’s good baby, it’s good that you like me back, I want us to be together,” he says.
But does he want me, like how my clients wanted me during the night, just for a night, for me to act as they want and desire, is that what he means?
“But Bambi,” he says, here comes the but, now he’s going to tell me how long he’ll want me and for how much.
“Yeah?” I say ready for the worse, ready to hear him say, it’s not gonna last for long, I was ready to have my heart broken, it won’t take long, it never takes long.
“You’re hiding things from me, I could see it in your eyes, in the way you’ve been acting, you’re scared of something?” he asks me, I was scared, scared of being pushed away, of being hated, of never being enough for him.
“I’m not scared,” I lie, I’m terrified.
“Little Deer, don’t keep things away from me, I saw you, I saw you two years ago,” he says, and I raised a brow at him, he’s a stalker or something? Was he one of my clients, but I won’t be able to forget the way he looks.
“You saw me?” I ask him again, worried now.
“Yes, I did with Colin, two years ago, drunk, talking nonsense about needing love, I was there, I made sure you were safe, and I placed you in bed,” he says, making my face go red as my hair, he’s for real? He’s the mystery person who changed me? Not Alpha Thalia.
“I know… I know I sound like a sick stalker, well maybe I’m, but I couldn’t stop thinking about you since that day,” he says but then he continued.
“I just want a chance to meet the real Bambi, the girl I’ve been thinking about, and now she’s here, be the real you, let me know the real you, please,” he says begging with me.
“Okay,” I say, he might be crazy, but I’m insane.