He brace’s his hand right there in the tub, all several thoughts fleeted through this mind and most of definite at the back of his mind was why everything seemed like an idea when it shouldn’t.
He stood with his hands to the back as he paced wondering if he should just go back her to stay right there thinking about everything, after what seemed like a while he thought it was best he went back to her
Much as it was difficult for him to get himself in the mood it was slowly occurring to him that If he wanted to do that, he had to do it in a more cynical way-
He soon reached where she was and she looked up at him hopefully, she didn’t know what to expect and as her heart and perhaps gaze settled on him, she looked at him curiously, at that moment her mind was void lacking the right things to think about , all she did was keep her gaze settled on him.
“I … I.”
They both spoke at the same time, Should she just accept this as mere coincidence?.
She smiles sheepishly. Unaware of what to say.
She wondered if he was having second thoughts of late he had been acting a bit weird and this happened to be one of those times, as it was Tonia’s mind was blank as it seemed,
blank as her mind seeked for answers in his countenance-
She was hoping that she’d get any hint of him stating that he was sorry or rather anything that would point to the fact that Christian was right.
I way though she was being a mastery if deceit and deception, they eerie quietness all through this while made I hard for her to think through the situation –
He was not left out of the madness, his heart races wild deep inside of him as he was filled with uncertainty, he didn’t know how to react to everything as he made certain that all his heart did was beat calmly, how was anxious yet the look on his face gave nothing –
“So what do you say? “She asked.
He thought his answers should be the same as before, this time he is a bit sympathetic as he spoke, he did look into her eyes hoping that he could convey all that was running through his mind –
In a way, it seemed to her like she was lost in the manner at which he looked at her, despite that his eyes gave that hint that he had made up his mind on whatever he was about to say.
“I was only wondering if I could just take more time to recuperate, I don’t want to get into anything sexual Just yet.”
“And why?”She interrupted him to ask. Her eyes were all watery. She needed him badly and hoped that he would change his mind.
“I don’t know, I am just trying to keep everything safe in my head , I am still confused… I want to know myself.”he spoke calmly.
Something didn’t seem right, in as much as she wanted to listen to whatever he was saying and accept it as the truth, it was very much difficult for her to.
Yet that look, that look in his eyes showed that he needed those closures that his soul seeked from her at that moment, he might have conned her so many times, he must have cheated on her but that moment she felt vulnerable to his word’s.
To make it worse, he locked in that same look seeking that she let go of everything, Antonia was annoyed – vexed at the fact that she won’t be having him that night just as she wanted.
“I am sorry, I was not aware that you are in need of sanity , I’d just leave -”
She walked away and as she did, he watches her leave the room… A Lot of thought filled out his mind and most had to do with the fact that he still wouldn’t change his mind even if she spent an eternity there.
Isn’t it obvious that she wanted him , she groaned as she walked into the room, a part of her was confused about all of this…The first thing at the back of her mind was fixing all of this.
“I promise, I am going to get you and keep you to myself.”She muttered.
She was aware as well, aware that he was starting to give that hint that showed that he was starting to finding his memory –
Just imagine that he got back his memory, she wondered where it would put her – For a funny reason, she couldn’t bring herself to risk or suspect anything. The man looked like a Wit, he looked like he would remain that way forever.
When she turned, she saw him standing in right there at the door- she didn’t know what to expect but definitely not this
“I am sorry.”He apologized again.
She could tell that he truly was, she saw it in his eyes
“It is fine, I just don’t want you thinking too much about it , I am your wife you know… You should know how important this is and trust me when I say all of this is for your own good.”
“Yeah, I understand… I wouldn’t want this to create more upset.”
“Exactly.”She sighed.”I wouldn’t want that either.”
She watched him leave and shook her head, trying all she could to let the thought leave her soul. Her phone buzzed twice, it was a call from her friend.
Staring at her reflection in the mirror, she undid the hair that she had made moments before, her eyes seemed wider and a deeper shade than it would have been, she was furious .
Faint lines of frustration showed on face but that was not all it was, her jaw ached from being tightly clenched. As a matter of fact, if there was anything it gave away it was how she was angry