Keira POV.
I’ve been trying to calm my wolf down, but she refuses to, ever since we dropped him off, I could hardly drive back to my territory before shifting, and take off running. This was killing me, I wanted to hit someone, kill someone, maybe some blood would help me calm down but I couldn’t.
Every fiber in my being was calling for my mate, for my beloved little but I couldn’t! If I go and get him back now he’ll be angry, he’ll fight me! He wants to be with his family, I should allow him to, he still got some family, I got my pack.
“PACK RUN” I tell them, it’s not mandotry, but sometimes, I need to feel like I’m a part of something bigger, sometimes I need their support, emotional one. Everyone was worried I’d go feral, but I wouldn’t I had them, I’m a firm hard alpha, but I also have another side of me that loves to have a sense of camarady between us.
This always been enough for me, but these days, all I need is to cuddle my baby Sammy the whole night but he’s not here, I get off running. The night was long, I ran enough to have most of my pack tired by now have left me alone but others still kept up. I killed a dear, a bunny, and chased anything I could chase around the place.
Finally when everyone was too tired to keep up with me, when my mouth was filled with blood, I was finally ready to get back home. I got into my room, I changed my clothes before getting in the bed, it smelled like my baby, especially my pillow, he only naps and sleep over my chest or my pillow.
I closed my eyes breathing in his scent, what’s left of his scent on my pillow, that got me to fall asleep. I only woke up to my phone ringing, I jumped at the sound, I got my phone and answered without even looking at the number or who’s calling.
“Hello” I answered half asleep.
“Alpha Keira, this is Alpha Victor” I hear my baby older brother says, this enough got me to jump up, is he okay.
“What’s wrong with my baby? is he okay??” I ask right away, I know he wouldn’t call me over nothing.
“He’s fine, got the flu” Victor says, and I lose it!
“You had him for one night and he’s sick!!!” I yell at the phone.
“US? He got here Keira! What kind of care were you giving my brother” He yells at me accusing me of both taking care of my baby.
“He’s mine Victor! He’s my baby! I want him back!” I yell having enough with him, I want my baby back.
“NO! He’s staying with us until he get better” Victor yells back.
“This means WAR!” I say before ending the call, I’m having my baby back, my wolf was going crazy, he’s sick and away from me! I’d kill everyone and get him back! I want! I need him back!!
I couldn’t think logically, I couldn’t help the yell that left my mouth, I heard people get in my room, it was Faith my beta, I don’t hate Faith, I love her. She’s my best friend, but my unlogical part was saying to kill her! That she’s keeping Sammy away, I looked at her angrily before jumping on top of her aiming to hurt!
“Hold her back” Faith says, I heard the word, I knew I was hurting my good friend, I should pull back, I shouldn’t hurt my best friend, she was there for me the whole time.
I felt Daniel pull me back, I allowed him to pull me back, I can’t hurt my friend, I can’t hurt my pack. Yes I do kick their arses every now and then, but I don’t hurt them out of nowhere, I’m a bad ass but not a bad person. This whole enternal fight was going in, my wolf wanted blood while my rational side was saying don’t she’s my friend not an enemy.
Again and again this happened until I fell on the floor screaming, this was a fight between me and my wolf, if we keep fighting I’ll go crazy. I felt like it for sure, my head was met with searing pain, it felt like my eyes are about to fall out of their place, I screamed in pain.
“Faith” I say looking at my friend but I wasn’t seeing her properly with how blurry everything is.
“Keira, Keira for god sake are you okay!” she yells.
“Don’t… don’t let anyone close to me” I say worried about everyone else.
“Where’s the Luna! Someone go catch him up” Faith says, I just shake my head, no one knew I took Sammy to his dad’s place. I couldn’t talk, if I do, the words that’ll come out will be my wolf demanding war!