Jessica

JESSICA
“JESSICA!”
My heart rate sped up. Nothing triggered my fight or flight like the
sound of Meredith’s voice.
“Yes?” I hid my trepidation behind a neutral expression.
“I trust you can bring all the items back to the office yourself.” She
slipped on her coat and tossed her handbag over her shoulder. “I have a dinner reservation I simply can’t miss.”
“Of-”
She disappeared out the door.
“Course I can,” I finished.
The photographer shot me a sympathetic look, which I answered with a tired shrug. I wasn’t the first magazine assistant who’d suffered under a tyrannical boss, and I wouldn’t be the last.
Once upon a time, working at a fashion magazine would’ve been a dream.
Now, after four years at Dulvan Style, the reality of the job has dulled any shine the position once held.
By the time I packed up the photoshoot, dropped the items off at the office, and started my walk home, my forehead was slick with sweat and my muscles were well on their way to becoming Jell-O.
The sun had set half an hour ago, and the streetlights cast a hazy orange glow over the snow-packed sidewalks.
The city was under a blizzard warning, but the bad weather wouldn’t kick in until later in the evening. It was also faster for me to walk home than take the Metro, which freaked out whenever there was so much as an inch of snow.
One would think the city would be better prepared considering it snowed every year, but nope. Not Dulvan
I shouldn’t have been looking at my phone while walking, especially given the weather, but I couldn’t help myself.
I pulled up the email I’d received that afternoon and stared at it, waiting for the words to rearrange themselves into something less upsetting, but I couldn’t help myself.
I pulled up the email I’d received that afternoon and stared at it, waiting for the words to rearrange themselves into something less upsetting, but they never did.
Effective April 1, the cost for a private room at Greenfield Senior Living will increase to $6, 500 per month. We apologize in advance for any inconvenience this may cause, but we are confident the changes will result in even higher-quality care for our residents…
The green smoothie I’d downed during lunch sloshed in my stomach.
Inconvenience, they said. Like they weren’t hiking the prices of an assisted living facility by more than twenty percent. Like living, breathing, vulnerable human beings wouldn’t suffer as a result of the new management’s greed.
In, one, two, three. Out, one, two, three.
I tried to let the deep breaths wash away my rising anxiety.
Maura had practically raised me. She was the one person who’d always been there for me, even if she didn’t know who I was now. I couldn’t move her to another assisted living facility. Greenfield was the best in the area, and it’d become her home.
None of my friends and family knew I’d been paying for her care. I didn’t want the inevitable questions telling them would raise
I would just have to find a way to cover the higher costs. Maybe I could take on more partnerships or negotiate higher rates for my blog and Instagram. I had an upcoming dinner with Delamonte in New York, which my manager said was an audition for their brand ambassador position. If I-
“Ms Silvana”
The deep, rich voice brushed my skin like black velvet and stopped me in my tracks. A shiver chased its wakes, born of equal pleasure and warning.
I know that voice. Alex
I had heard it only three times in my life, the first time he rejected me, when he came back to the park and when he summoned Elder Donovan. But, that was enough. Like the man who owned it, it was unforgettable.
Wariness flickered in my chest before I doused it. I turned my head, my gaze traveling over powerful winter tires and the sleek, distinctive lines of the black McLaren pulled up beside me before it reached the rolled-down passenger window and the owner in question.
My heart slowed a fraction of a beat.
Dark hair. Whiskey eyes.
A face so exquisitely chiseled it could’ve been sculpted by Michelangelo himself.
Alex Harper.
Alpha of the Moon Crescent Park, CEO of an elite company and hotel.
I had nothing except instinct to back up the dangerous part of my assessment, but my gut had never steered me wrong.
I inhaled a small breath. Released. And smiled.
“Mr. Harper.” My polite reply was met with dry amusement.
Apparently, only he was allowed to address people by their last names like we all lived in a giant, stuffy boardroom.
Alex’s eyes grazed the snowflakes drifting onto my shoulder before they met mine again.
My heart slowed another fraction of a beat.
Tiny crackles of electricity hummed to life beneath the weight of his
gaze, and it took every ounce of willpower not to step back and shake off the strange sensation.
“Gorgeous weather for a walk.” His observation was even drier than his stare.
Heat rushed over the back of my neck. “It’s not that bad.”
It was only then that I noticed the alarming rate at which the snow was thickening.
Perhaps the blizzard forecast had been a little off on its estimate.
“My apartment is only twenty minutes away,” I added to… I didn’t know. Prove that I wasn’t stupid by trekking through the city in a
snowstorm, I guess.
In hindsight, perhaps I should’ve taken the Metro.
“The blizzard’s already rolling in, and there are ice patches all over the
sidewalks.” Alex rested his forearm on the steering wheel-an action that had no right being as attractive as it was. “I’ll give you a ride.”
He also lived at the Mirage, so it made sense. In fact, his apartment was only a floor above mine.
I hated how calm he was, I remembered his expression when I rejected him as a mate, he had a cold expression as if I didn’t matter to him.
Still, I shook my head. No, there is no way I will sit in his car. He can go to hell for all I care!
The thought of sitting in a confined space with Christian, even for a few minutes, filled me with a strange sense of panic.
“I’m okay. I’m sure you have better things to do than chauffeur me around, and walking clears my head.” The words spilled out in a rush.
I didn’t ramble often, but when I did, nothing short of a nuclear blast could stop me.
“It’s good exercise, and I need to test out my new snow boots anyway. This is the first time I’ve worn them all season.”
Stop talking . “So, as much as I appreciate your offer, I have to politely decline.”
I finished my near incoherent mini speech on a note of breathlessness.
I was getting better at saying no, but I still over-explained myself every time.
“Does that make sense?” I added when Alex remained silent.
An icy gust of wind chose that moment to whip past. It tossed the hood of my coat off my head and burrowed past my layers into my bones, sparking a burst of involuntary shivers.
I’d been sweating bullets in the studio, but now, I was so cold even the memory of warmth was frosted with blue.
“It does.” Alex finally spoke, his tone and expression unreadable.
“Good.” The word shook through my chattering teeth. “Then I’ll let you -”
The soft click of a door unlocking interrupted me.
“Get in the car, Jessica,” he ordered.
“No,” I refused as I quickened my pace.
Alex stepped down from his car, as he took large stripes towards me and blocked my way; “Get in the car, Jessica.”
I knew better than to argue with him, it would be harassment if he was to carry me inside the car himself.
I walked back to the car as I entered the already opened car.
I told myself it was because the temperature had somehow dropped twenty degrees in the space of five minutes, but I knew that was a lie.
It was the sound of my name, in that voice, delivered with such calm
authority my body obeyed before I could protest.
For a man I barely knew, he had more power over me than almost
anyone else.
Alex pulled away from the curb and turned a dial on the dashboard. A second later, heat blasted from the vents and warmed my frigid skin.
The car smelled like rich leather and expensive spices, and it was eerily clean. No wrappers, no half-empty coffee cups, not even a speck of lint.
I sank deeper into my seat and glanced at the man next to me.
“You always get your way, don’t you?” I asked lightly, trying to dissolve the inexplicable tension blanketing the air.
He slid a brief glance in my direction before refocusing on the road. “Not always.”
Instead of dissolving, the tension thickened and slipped into my veins.
Hot and restless, like an ember waiting for a breath of oxygen to fan it to life.
Mission failed.
I turned my head and stared out the windshield, too thrown off by the day’s events to attempt more conversation.
The nerves scaling their way up my chest and into my throat didn’t help.
I was supposed to be the cool, calm one, the one who saw the silver lining in every cloud and remained levelheaded no matter the situation.
That was the image I’d projected most of my life because that was what was expected of me as a Silvana
A Silvana didn’t suffer from anxiety attacks or spend their nights worrying about every little thing that could go wrong the next day.
A Silvana didn’t seek therapy or air their dirty laundry to a stranger.
A Silvana was supposed to be perfect.
I twisted my necklace around my finger until it cut off the circulation.
My parents loved Alex, that was why they pushed me out when they heard I was his fated mate.
They always brag about how good of a son in law he would be. On paper, he was as perfect as they came.
Rich. Good-looking. Well-mannered.
I resented it almost as much as I resented the way he dominated the space around us. His presence poured into every nook and crevice until it was the only thing I could concentrate on.
I won’t fall in love with him. Never!