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You said it all. His voice was detached from him. I’m going to bed.
How are you going to say talk when you’re leaving me like this ?
It takes one to know one. He made my breath get caught in my throat at his words.
Are we good ? Shrugging his shoulders, he continued up the stairs and I stayed planted where I was hearing the sound of the door closing.
I need some water. I mumbled to myself, clearly spent but my thoughts ran away from me, and the energy needed to catch up to them to seal them again had left my body. He thought I was cheating on him ?
I didn’t know what else to do. I hated arguing with him because it always ended like this, but we both needed each other in the end.
Grabbing my heels, I made my way to our room ignoring my racing heart. The room was dim and the only light there was, was the bathroom. Steam seeped through the door as I heard the shower running.
It’s worth a try.
Dropping my heels, I began to peel away my clothing walking into the bathroom. His head was dipped under the water while both his hands were placed on either side of the wall and he stood in all his glory, I watched his muscles flex as the warm water tried to succumb him.
Taking a deep breath, I peeled the glass door open. Either he didn’t hear me or he didn’t care but when he turned his head a bit, he knew I was here.
Standing behind him, I watched him cautiously not trying to do anything that would piss him off and to my surprise.. he stayed.
Lathering up the rag with his cologne scented soap, I stepped forward with my hand stretching out to place it on his lower back and he flinched from my touch. Embre don’t. He turned around to grab my hand in his.
Let me. My other hand came to his chest. Please. His hand came up to grasp my hand and I held his in a firm grip so he knew I wasn’t going anywhere. Please.
Sighing, he stepped out of the water closing to me so I could bathe him, and that’s what I did. Scrubbing away the dirt from today, I didn’t miss his member becoming erect and it made me grin before continuing to wash him.
I expected his eyes to be closed but when I looked up his eyes were glued set on what I was doing and it made me pause. He raked over my body like it was still his first time seeing me and it made me fidget under his intriguing gaze. My hand was placed right over his heart and I trailed it down before removing my hand completely. I watched him back. Neither one of us moving just yet.
His hand snaked out, his finger braiding into my hair before he brought my lips right over his. I’m sorry. I uttered, holding onto his shoulder for support.
I know. He sealed our lips together and he kissed me brutally like I needed to be tamed. His hands tightened in my hair and it made me wince at his grip but it only fueled him more. Hunching me up, I had no other choice but to wrap myself around him. Slamming me against the wall hard, his hand came up to grip my jaw and it made me moan at his aggressiveness.
He was mad still, he definitely was angry.
He moved my body up the wall as he tended to my swollen breast but it wasn’t gentle kisses. He was biting, sucking at them and my legs tightened feeling him punishing me. You belong to me. He brought me back down my high. Do you understand ?
Yes. I murmured back, my lips hovering over his. It’s only been you, I promise. His erection bumped against my navel and I looked down between us and gasped. His hand travelled down and cupped the most intimate part of me and my breathing intensified.
I know. Two simple words that sealed the deal. Did he touch you ?
Not like this. I rested my head back, my body wasn’t my own as I rubbed against him. I felt his grin on my neck and I buried my hands in his hair. Landon.
What ?
Please. I don’t know if it was my hormones talking or what but I needed him, now.
Sliding me up the wall a little so he could adjust himself to my opening, he slid me down back onto him in one brutal thrust that made me tighten my hands around him. Oh.
This. He slid me back up, painfully slow. Is what you do to me, and I plan to take it out on you. I braced myself for this, but I was still left surprised.
Ramming inside me he stilled to make me feel all of him, and he felt me clutch around him. He left me a moaning mess as I tried to take it and I couldn’t deny and say that I didn’t want this more often, he took control of my body like no one else could-can. And I knew if I had the option to have sex with another man, I was ruined. He was my first stop and my last.
I tried to find my release but every time he felt my need to, he slowed his pace down and my hands pulled at his hair, my eyes pleading with him. D-Don’t. He captured my lips and it intoxicated me more, he released me with a pop before we were soon on the floor and the water drenched us but we just couldn’t care.
He pushed me off of him and brought me back down and I surged forward before resting my head on his collarbone. Ah.. I was definitely going to be sore but it would be worth it. I need to.. It was building again..
Chase it then. He had his hands on my waist, and I looked down to see red marks from his fingertips there and I watched us move together perfectly.
And I came undone, placing my hands on the glass I did it actually want he said. I chased it and he followed after me shortly.
The only sound that could be heard was our heavy breathing and the water running. Come on. He slurred out. Let’s get you clean.
But we didn’t move from that spot for another five minutes and I felt myself slip under, my night ending.
3 days later.
Today was my day off, in awhile, and I had business to take care of. And by business I meant Aiden.
What’s your plans for today ? He mumbled, his arm was under my head while he played with my hair.
Do you really want to know ? I turned my head to look at him. I’m going to talk to Aiden today and then hang out with the girls if I can. I told him honestly and he didn’t look to aesthetic on the first part but he didn’t get flustered.
And what is there to talk about ? He stopped playing with my hair.
He’s not going to go away, so I have to end things.
Do you want me to come with you ? He asked, resuming back. For moral support.
Nice try, but no I’m good and if this doesn’t work we’ll have to take the legal route.
And who’s paying for that ?
I think you’re good for it. I grinned up at him. But.. I have my own money now so I could do-
I’m just teasing and I trust you. He patted my backside with his other hand. Come on time to get up.
Can we stay for a little while ? I asked, placing my hand on his chest to keep still from trying to get up. Five minutes ?
He sagged back into the bed, but a wicked smile came across his face and before I knew it I was pinned underneath him. Five minutes ? I nodded my head sheepishly watching him carefully.
His lips descended towards mine and my eyes closed… just five more minutes.

Taking the Jeep-that he had gotten for me-again, already fallen in love with it. I texted Aiden the address, after finding out I never deleted his number. I didn’t think I would have needed it but life has its ways.
Arriving at the IHOP, I get out and walked into the restaurant. It was packed as usual. I did this because I needed people around just for safe precaution.
Waiting a couple of minutes, growing impatient trying to get this over with. He finally walked in. He always kept himself groomed so I was surprised to see him in workout gear. He scanned the area before he’s eyes settle on me and he grins, I slightly narrow my eyes at him.
Is this seat taken ? He joked, standing over the table but I didn’t show any signs of friendliness.
Sit. I pointed to the chair he could accommodate and he laughed at me demanding him.
To what do I owe this pleasure. He flaunted.
Listen. I start off. If you think for the slightest that I called you-
You texted. He corrected and I waved him off.
Whatever, I need you to know that whatever fucked up imagination you had, we had nothing. I told him waving my pointed finger between us.
We could have had something. He leaned forward. You’re just too stubborn to see it.
I’m happy. I placed my left hand on the table.
Just because you have a ring doesn’t mean anything, you could be unhappy putting up an act.
Do you honestly think I would conceive a child during the process of my unhappiness ? I sat back in the booth looking directly at him, and I didn’t feel anything. I’m telling you this for your own good, and mine. If you still have whatever you think could happen between us, it’s not. I love him. Leave me the hell alone.
Embre. He started but for the first time since his been in my presence he stuttered. I miss you.. I miss us. He reaches across the table to touch my hand and I flinched back.
Stop. I bite out. Don’t chase after someone that doesn’t want you. He looked defeated at my words that I couldn’t take back, but I needed to get through to him somehow, someway.
I’m sorry. Wait.. what ? I just thought… He picked up the salt.