I want you to finish inside me, I breathed, never thinking of that alternative before now, though my words made him squeeze my hand and exhale harshly, dropping his head down to my neck and coming to a halt with his movements.
Shit, oh, holy fuck, he drawled, moaning. I felt his girth twitch inside me and I used my legs to push him all in as he continued to groan and grunt loudly, still pulsating and filling me with his warm, sticky finish.
We laid there, our sweaty, hot bodies still pressed against each other as we panted for air to cool down. He looked back up at me and finally released my hand, caressing my hair down to my jawbone, then leaning down and softly kissing me. I closed my eyes and returned the action, feeling his thumb rub my cheek lightly.
You look tired, beautiful, do you want me to continue ? He mumbled over my lips and I pushed him back, shaking my head sleepily.
Feeling that much pleasure all at once really drained my energy, but I don’t want to sleep because that’d mean I don’t get to see him. I feel a strange crave for him that I’ve never felt before and I never want to leave his side again.
Okay, my Angel. I’ll be right back, he said, his body disappearing from mine a moment later and I frowned in sadness, using my remaining strength to roll onto my side and throw the other half of the shirt off the bed.
Don’t go, I murmured, my eyelids closing for the final time as the light turned off and my body grew too heavy to move. Seconds passed and I felt his muscular arm wrap around my waist, pulling me into his warm, now clothed, body.
I’m not going anywhere, my love. It’s okay, you can rest. I’ll be right here with you, he replied, curling his body around mine and extending his other arm beneath my pillow.
I tiredly forced my eyes open to see his hand was popping out the end of my pillow so I moved mine up, placing my palm perpendicular in his with a smile, then my eyelids fell closed and my consciousness slowly went with it.
Mom, mom ! Look what I made at school ! I giggled, unfolding the picture and turning it toward her, it’s a fluffy white dog just like in my dreams ! This is me, I grinned, tapping the girl holding his paw.
Really ? Let me see, she smiled, taking the picture from my grasp as I smiled up at her proudly.
She suddenly pulled out a lighter, causing my heart to drop when she lifted the flame to the corner of the paper and lit it afire, holding it right in front of my face while I helplessly watched the drawing I worked several weeks on turn into nothing.
Tears welled in my eyes watching her release the corner, the paper burning out before it had time to reach the floor.
Now your dog’s dead. That’s why you should never fall in love with something, it’s gone before you know it, she said coldly, shoving past me and making her way toward the exit of the room, it was ugly anyways.
I fell to the ground where tiny ashes were, sobbing loudly. By the time I calmed and raised my head, the room was no longer new, but deteriorated. It looked the way it did when I left, and I also noticed I wasn’t ten anymore.
Get away from me ! Someone screamed, sending chills through me at the familiarity of their voice, so I turned hesitantly.
It was… me.
My blood then ran cold as my gaze fell onto the teary-eyed little girl I was screaming at. She cowered down with pure fear shaking through her the way I used to, sobbing hysterically, I’m so sorry, I-
You weren’t even supposed to exist ! This is your fault ! You’re a mistake !
Don’t talk to her that way ! I yelled, but it appeared my words fell upon deaf ears.
I didn’t know ! The girl screamed, blocking her face like she expected to be hit and I ran over to intervene.
As soon as I grabbed my wrist to stop it, the world around me blacked out a second before I blinked and my vision returned, yet everything changed.
My heart tightened after seeing I was the only one standing in front of the little girl. She was now on the floor, still sobbing, and holding her dark red face while mumbling apologies and trembling. I looked down at my reddened palm and my stomach twisted with nausea.
No…
I would never hurt a child.
I would never hurt anyone.
Do you still love me, mommy ? She hiccuped and I looked down at her, tears finding my eyes and she slowly lifted her head to meet my gaze.
My heart shattered, feeling the tears spew down my face and my body grew weak. Her dull, silver eyes were full of despair.
I didn’t mean to hurt daddy.
As soon as the words left her mouth, everything around me fell apart and I watched her disappear. I widened my eyes, hearing her giggles behind me and I whipped around to find her.
She was no longer crying. Instead, she was playing with an older boy. I recognized the area as the yard outside of the pack house.
Melanie ! Jayden ! Get inside now ! Blaine’s voice appeared behind me and I watched the children stop to look at him with worried eyes.
They came running without question until the girl gasped, ripping her hand from the boy and turning back, wait ! I need Bailey ! She yelled, her eyes locking onto the stuffed animal.
Melanie ! Leave it ! Blaine screamed, shoving the boy into the person who came up next to him. It just so happened to be Danny and he grunted, clutching onto him and watching Blaine run for her.
She stopped next to her toy, leaning down to pick it up yet something caught my eye in the trees. I looked up and over, spotting my mother with a gun pointed at the unknowing girl.
If I can’t get to my daughter… I heard her mutter, a sudden wicked grin finding her face, my hybrid granddaughter will suffice, and only a special bullet will do.
She put her finger on the trigger and I looked around in panic, noticing that nobody saw Jade except for me.
She’s in the trees ! I shrieked, not surprised when none of them heard me.
A loud snarl unexpectedly echoed in the air and a flash of white fur then flew by, jumping straight into the trees which told me he saw her. As soon as his fur was engulfed by the wall of leaves, a bloodcurdling scream echoed the air followed by two loud bangs.
Everyone in the yard went silent. Danny’s face paled and the boy hid behind him, burying his face into his shoulder-blade. Blaine hugged the girl from behind with one arm, pulling her closer to him protectively as his eyes widened and the color drained from his face as well.
Alpha ? I heard Danny ask aloud, the eerie silence was unsettling until the bushes shook and my mother emerged.
She held him by the throat, dragging his lower body across the ground. His once pure, snowy white fur was stained with patchy red, yet the area that stood out was the dark, soaked with blood spot on his side where the liquid kept oozing from.
You have no Alpha, she spat, shoving his unmoving body to the ground and grunting with pain. She was also covered in blood.
My world felt like it was falling apart and I collapsed to my knees, unable to speak, think, or move as more tears filled my eyes and I choked.
Daddy, get up !
*
I jolted awake, gasping for air with water covering my chest from the tears streaming down my cheeks. My nude body was wrapped in the blanket and I was curled up in someone’s lap. Reality came slowly sinking in and I inhaled a soothing, familiar masculine scent.
Axel.