Forgiveness

Book:Destined Love Published:2024-5-1

Owen’s POV
After I said all these she was quiet for the moment and my heart was racing thinking that she is going to leave me forever. I said in a pleading tone “Nancy! Please say something”
She looked at me with teary eyes and said “if you didn’t cheat me then why did you kiss Kara?”
I was dying to explain her, to tell her everything that happened that night and I said “that night she again drugged me and when she kissed me I was feeling dizzy and by the time I could realize what was happening around me she was hanging on me and kissing me, the moment I saw her I pushed her and called Zack to take me to the hospital”
“After I was sober in hospital I thought that it was Kara’s one more stunt to get in my bed, so first I went home and after arriving home I realized what I lost that night, something which I can never afford and I made my mind that this time she has gone too far and she will have to pay for it”
She eagerly looked at me and asked “So what did you do?” “I killed her the same night,” I replied.
I can see fear evident on her face and she said “how can you do that?” “Nancy, that night when I saw our bedroom, I realized she spoiled very best moment of my life, you are my everything that night if all these things wouldn’t have happened you would have confessed your love for me, I can’t tell you how important that moment was for me and whoever tries to spoil or meddle in my family I will destroy them” I replied.
She was astonished but she was not saying anything and I was running out of patience and I said “Nancy, please forgive me, please let me be by your side, please don’t send me away from, I can’t imagine my life without and Angie, just one chance Nancy, please whatever I deed I was not in my senses, please accept me”
I kept on pleading to hold her hands but she didn’t utter a single word. I understood that she doesn’t want to forgive me. I cannot blame her, maybe her sufferings are too much to forgive me.
I stood from my place and said “it’s fine Nancy if you don’t forgive me, I understand and respect your decision and I will try not to bother in future” saying this I started walking towards the door.
Nancy’s POV
Whatever he said I heard it all, but it is too much for me to digest, I don’t know what I need to do further, can I forgive a person who brutally raped me but I cannot blame him completely because he was also a victim that night.
My mind is a mess now, I can see him pleading with me to give him one chance to be with us. Can I live my life if I chose to leave him, or can I live my life with a person who raped me? But he is also the person whom I love from the bottom of my heart.
He is also the person who is the father of my Angie; I have seen how happy she is when Owen is around her. I was in my thoughts only; I was not able to make the decision when I heard him saying that he is leaving.
I saw him walking to the door and I am still fighting with my brain whether I should forgive him or leave him and I made my decision.
Owen’s POV
I was just about to reach the door with my broken heart, when suddenly Nancy hugged me from behind and said “how can I not forgive you, I love you” and believe me I felt like everything around me stopped moving. I was not able to believe my ears.
I turned and hugged her tightly and said “Nancy! I can’t tell you how much I love you” after saying this I freed her a little from my hug and cupped her cheeks and asked, “so you forgive me?”
She just nodded with her cute teary eyes. I again took her into a bone-crushing hug, she hugged me back and I felt complete at that moment.
We stood there hugging each other almost for an hour like we both just wanted to stay close to each other forever.
After hugging for a long time she pushed me a little and said “where is Angie?” I replied to her “she is already with her grandpa” she was surprised at first but then she asked in worried tone “we have to explain everything to Dad”
I smiled and said “you think he will let me go ifI didn’t explain him everything, I had to do that because I don’t want his hard slap on my face again”
She squinted her eyes and said “what?” I said pulling her closer to me “that night he slapped me and believe me I thought I lost my few teeth I had to explain him everything with proofs, you know Nancy sometimes I really doubt is he my Dad or yours”
As I was saying this I saw her only smiling and I was not able to control myself and kissed her at first I kissed her gently but as you know she is my drug and I was not able to hold myself anymore and the kiss turned passionate.
I was very happy because she was not pushing me, I can feel that she doesn’t know to kiss back, but I am fine with it, she is not pushing me, that is more than enough for me.
I was losing my control and after kissing her intoxicating lips I moved to her tempting neck then her collar bone. She hugs me tightly. I scoop her in my arms in princess style and take her to her bedroom.