Chapter 29 My turn to love you

Book:Loving You Is My Only Cure Published:2024-5-1

Irma was startled and lowered her head subconsciously.
Frederic let go of Irma and lit a cigarette. His voice was suppressed very low, “Irma, I canceled my engagement with Una, and sent Una to prison in person. This time, I choose to be on your side.”
Hearing Frederic’s words, Irma smiled bitterly, and she was quite startled.
That’s right, now Frederic was indeed willing to stand by her side, and she did regain Frederic’s heart, but she has lost hers.
She didn’t want to love anymore. She just…couldn’t.
Seeing Irma in daze, Frederic grasped her hand and stared at her sad eyes and said, “Irma, you saw it. I turned Una down for the sake of you. And you’re the ONLY one I bear in my heart. Let’s start all over, OK?”
Start all over?
Hearing those words, Irma laughed sarcastically.
How could they start again, especially at the time like this?
She looked at Frederic, her voice full of despair, “Stop it, Frederic. Don’t forget, I will marry Bruce soon, okay?”
“But you DON’t love Bruce at all.” Frederic stared at her firmly.
Irma stunned for a moment. Her beautiful eyes darkened.
Frederic took her hand again and said, “Irma, are you willing to marry someone you don’t love? The person you love? It’s ME. You should be with me! Now I’m back, okay? Promise me, come back to me, baby, please?”
“I know I’ve done you wrong before, I’m so sorry. but please believe that from now on, I will treat you well, and I will make you the happiest woman in the world!”
Looking at Frederic’s thin lips, Irma felt like…it was all a dream.
She has waited for these words for TOO long.
She almost unloaded all the precautions, took off all the disguise and plunged into Frederic’s arms, and told him how much she missed him during this time.
But at the last second, Irma thought of Frederic’s mother.
She was his enemy after all.
She backed off and shook her head in despair.
She didn’t want to taste the pain of the dead circle of gain and loss ever again. If they were destined to be hostile to each other, she would rather stay far away from him since the very beginning.
Sensing Irma’s unwillingness, Frederic stepped forward, holding Irma’s shoulder, and said seriously, “Irma, I will ask you one last time, okay? You’re still gonna give up on me and marry Bruce even if you know that deep down, I love you that much?”
Irma was stunned and her heart hurt so badly.
But the next second, she nodded stubbornly, “Well, Frederic, I will marry Bruce.”
‘to love or to be loved, I choose the latter this time.”
“Okay, great… yeah, good for you.” Frederic sneered and let go of her in desperation.
Looking at his lonely eyes, Irma wanted to burst out in tears.
She knew that someone as arrogant as Frederic could beg her to stay one time after another, he must care for her. He must. Yet she turned him down again and again, which broke his heart…
But now she was covered in scars, and she was the enemy of Fred’s family. What other options did she have besides staying away from him?
Frederic, perhaps this is the best ending between us.
Thank you for everything you did for me. But things between us would never remain the same.
You hated me and blamed me when I loved you. But I didn’t even have the courage to stand next to you when you finally fell for me.
Well, life is just a fucked-up joke.