Renata Pellegrini
I wake up to the shrill noise of my cell phone alarm clock, I lazily stretch out on the bed, I ended up sleeping better than I expected, I look to the side and Filippo is not here, I didn’t even see what time he came back, I simply blacked out last night.
The bathroom door is opened and the smell of Filippo spreads throughout the room, I look away in his direction and my whole face heats up. I still can’t get used to his body being so exposed like this. He is only wearing a towel on his hips and at this moment, watching him in detail, I feel a slight envy of the little drops of water that glide shamelessly across his body.
“Buona giornata, ragazza!” He greets me from the back, I stare at his broad, strong back, I want to run my nails over it.
“Good morning!” I greet him back.
“I think you’ll enjoy the view more this way,” he says, turning around, taking me by surprise.
I stare wide-eyed as his towel falls to the floor, leaving all his masculinity exposed. I swallow dryly and stare at his intimate region, biting my lip. Although I have felt him erect many times, I had never thought about what the format would be like. He’s beautiful… Just like his owner, I feel my intimacy pulsating, I can’t look away, I sigh my eyebrows as his penis grows and becomes erect, I take a deep breath, this is going to chip me, it’s getting too big…
I’ve never watched a porn, but from the things Amanda used to tell me when she came to my house, I’m sure he falls into the “well endowed” category.
“If you keep looking at me like that, we’re going to be late for work,” he says in a husky voice, causing me to finally turn my gaze from his glorious member to his face.
I can feel the fire burning in his eyes, I get up from the bed and with calm steps, I approach him, kiss his chest and better inhale the natural perfume of his body, run my hands around his waist and stand on my tiptoes, so that my mouth can reach his, and start kissing him.
He squeezes both bands of my ass and pulls me closer to him, his tongue explores me intensely and deliciously, he turns away from my mouth and begins to distribute wet kisses down my neck, I close my eyes and tilting my head to the side, I give him even more access to my neck. He squeezes my waist even tighter and sucks on my neck, I can’t hold back and a low moan escapes my mouth, I love feeling the warm contact of his lips on me.
He spins me around and backs me up against the wall, I open my eyes and stare at him, his pupils are dilated, I hold his waist again and start kissing him on the neck, smelling his scent even more, I feel his fingers sinking into my rear flesh, driven by desire and the bold memories we had in the bathroom at that social where we were caught in the act. I reach down and grasp his member, now with no cloth to stop me.
I sigh as I feel the hard and soft flesh on my hands for the first time, it feels strange at first, but it gets more and more delicious to hold, I bite my lip and insist on sliding my hand along his length, I run my finger between the line of the head and Filippo sighs in my ear, this encourages me to continue my exploration.
I open my mouth sighing as I feel Filippo’s long fingers on my intimacy inside my panties, I rest my head on his chest, I breathe deeper and deeper as he works his fingers on me, I also continue to stimulate his member.
“Since the first time I saw you, I’ve been dying to feel your mouth on my cock,” he whispers hoarsely in my ear, making me shiver, I inhale his scent more strongly and visualize myself sucking him, I feel my face heat up violently, I can’t keep this image in my mind, but…
“What if I do it wrong? If I hurt him? If he doesn’t like it?” – there are so many ifs, that I even get depressed by my insecurity and lack of experience. I should have watched the videos Amanda suggested!
“I…, I don’t know…” I start to speak, but I am interrupted by the sound of the “beep” coming from inside the nightstand, I frown and watch Filippo moving away from me and quickly picking up the device, soon leaving the room, leaving me alone, once again.
“Whoever is on the other end of the walk talk has higher priority, just like the cell phone last time” – I say in my mind, I go into the bathroom, feeling irritated. He didn’t even look at my face, he just turned his back and left, idiot!
But it’s not going to stay that way, I’m going to pay you back for that. Just wait for me, Filippo Valentini.
Anyway, I can’t be late for work, he’s already showered and can arrive at any time he wants, he is the boss! I, on the other hand, have to clock in.
Five minutes later:
I leave the bathroom already dressed in my usual suit, in front of the mirror, I start to untangle my hair. Filippo comes out of the closet already dressed perfectly in his tailored suit.
“I have to take care of something,” he says, putting his watch on his wrist.
“Who were you talking to?”
He comes toward me, looking into my eyes.
“It’s a security problem, don’t be silly,” he says and smiles sideways, closing my eyes as I feel his warm lips on my forehead. “I had the driver take you to the company.”
“Where are you going?” I ask, staring at him.
“At the system’s headquarters, I can’t give any more details, I value the guarantee of client confidentiality, ragazza,” he explains, but something inside me is suspicious of this answer.
I shake my head, I don’t want to think like that, I have to trust the man I have chosen.
I don’t care about the fact that he kills people because he considers them trash. To his large collection of weapons and not even to what he has hidden in the basement.
“Oh yes, I understand,” I answered, trying not to show my discomfort. “Are we still going to the movies?” I changed the subject.
“Sì, sì” – “yes”, he answers. “Here, call me when you are leaving the company.”
He hands me a small sheet of paper with a telephone number written on it.
“See you at the company,” Filippo kisses me goodbye.
****
“What is your name?” I ask when the old man settles into the driver’s seat and starts the car.
“Xavier, ma’am,” he replies.
“You don’t have to call me ma’am, you can just call me Renata anyway,” I say nicely.
“I prefer to keep it formal with the boss’s girlfriend.”
“But…” I stop talking when I notice his displeased look in the rearview mirror. God, I just wanted to be friendly.
At the company Computing Diamond:
“Amanda, wait,” I ask, but she doesn’t wait for me, the elevator door closes before I can get in.
Thank goodness there are two elevators, I take the second and frantically click on the button for the fifth floor, which is where the company cafeteria is. Even after I changed jobs, Amanda and I always had lunch together, but today she is ignoring me. I don’t want our situation to continue like this, I don’t want to lose her.
As soon as the doors open, I quickly get out of this metal box and start looking for Amanda. Since today is Monday, the cafeteria is very crowded. I move my eyes from table to table, but stagnate when I finally find her at the same table Caio was at.
What the hell! She knows I’m avoiding him, surely she just sat there so I wouldn’t talk to her. But I won’t let that get in my way, with steady steps I approach them at the table, Caio looks at me strangely at my presence, but she doesn’t even look at me.
“Good morning!” I greet and sit down beside Amanda.
“Good morning!” Caio answers me.
“I need to talk to you,” I say, looking at Amanda.
“We’ve already talked, Mrs. Renata,” she replies, staring at me.
“Don’t do that, please,” I ask. “Let’s talk, I…”
Amanda gets up and begins to walk away, leaving me alone with Caio.
“Amanda!” I call out to her, but she doesn’t stop, I get up to go after her, but Caio holds my hand, I pull her from his touch.
“Did I do something to hurt her?” He asks, looking at me apprehensively.
Sigh, I didn’t give him any satisfaction, I just walked away from him after he declared he helped me with my injury, I should have had more consideration for his feelings.
“You didn’t do anything, I just don’t think we can be friends anymore.”
“Why did I propose? You didn’t have to avoid me because of that, I’m not crazy, I know how to get dumped,” he says, upset.
“I didn’t want to hurt him, I’m dating, I thought it would hurt him if…”
“It hurt me that you walked away without giving me a reason.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Okay, what happened between you and Amanda?” I change the subject, I mentally thank you.
“I didn’t tell her I was dating either, and she was really mad at me.”
“Oush, Amanda’s not the kind of person who would get all worked up over this kind of nonsense.”
“She thinks I don’t trust her, and now she won’t talk to me anymore, I don’t want to lose her, she’s my only friend, I didn’t tell her before, because I wasn’t sure if it would work or not.”
“And now you are sure?”
“Yes, we are living together.”
“I understand, I’ll talk to Amanda, she really likes you, I’m sure she suffers from this too.”
“Thank you…”
“Oh, congratulations on your relationship.”
“Thanks, and sorry again.”
“Don’t worry,” he gets up. “I have to get back to the reception, see you later.”
“Bye.”
I better get started on my work too, I don’t know what time Filippo will show up, but I need to have everything organized.