I happily pulled Achaz onto rides and then looked at him.
“Let’s go on board?” I asked with a smile, his bad look remained on the people around us but I ignored it, I took a deep breath and then forced myself to calm down because I had been feeling afraid of Achaz before.
He had been whispering before, something I didn’t pay attention to because I didn’t want to be afraid of him for a while. I am aware that he has Multiple Personality Disorder and Achaz is one of the Alters that Damon has.
Even though I knew his condition, I still went with Achaz because that is what Gazer will tell me to follow what Achaz wants.
I was about to pull Achaz to the ticket counter when he pulled me back so that I could look at him.
“Why?” I asked while looking at him, he just stared at me and then took a deep breath.
“Shall we ride there?” He asked a cold question that reminded me of Damon, I smiled then nodded. I knew Achaz was in Damon’s body now, but all of a sudden Damon came to my mind because of Achaz’s cold treatment of me now. It seems like a while ago a happy man was with me, now he has been replaced by a cold and emotionless man.
“Let’s go? it’s fun to ride there, promise,” I said then pulled Achaz to the ticket counter, after I bought the ticket I smiled and showed Achaz my hand then approached him.
“Let’s go,” I said and held his hand, my heartbeat suddenly quickened when I held his hand, also my heart and my feelings were restless, I don’t know if it was because of the nervousness and fear I was feeling or what.
I pulled Achaz on a ride and then looked at him with a smile when we got on, he had no emotions and was just cold, I smiled, even more, when I suddenly remembered him, Damon, I didn’t know that sometimes he also gets cold this is Ahaz.
The rides we rode started to work, I grabbed him in shock, a reason for him to look at me, I just smiled at him and then enjoyed riding these rides. For some unknown reason I suddenly looked at him, he was just looking at me as if he was just watching my smile.
“Hey, you’ve been quiet for a while HAHAHAHA, you’ve been making a lot of noise for a while,” I told him and holding him again, he just smiled at me reason to stop me. I stared at his smiling lips as he turned to look at me.
Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel like Damon is with me and not Achaz? Why did Damon suddenly come to my mind even though the one with me now is his alter?
“Hey woman, when I jump in here, will I feel the pain before I die?” I was even more stunned because of what he said, my eyes widened as I looked at him.
“Achaz is happy and sober. Damon is suicidal and even colder on the ice.”
I suddenly remembered what Havacco had said to me, my lips parted as I looked at Achaz or better yet say, Damon.
At these times I was unsure of who I was with. Damon was with me, something I enjoyed and relieved because I knew that when he was with me, I was safe.
I suddenly hugged him because of the joy I was feeling. He was surprised when I suddenly hugged him but I felt him hug me back.
“Damon,” I pronounced her name as I hugged her.
“My wound still hurts so if you can, stay away from me first.” He said as he hugged me, I smiled because of what he said. Even though he told me to stay away I hugged him even more.
It’s different when Damon is with me, it’s different when Achaz is with me. When Damon is with me I am confident that I am safe, and my heart. Suddenly its pulse quickens. Something that doesn’t happen when Achaz is in Damon’s body.
When Ahaz is with me, I am confused and restless. I have a tremor in my chest, so I’m just so happy to know that Damon is with me right now.
“Woman, I’m serious. My wound hurts.” He said coldly so I looked at him and saw that his face was red and then I looked away, I ignored it because I immediately looked at the wound he was holding now.
Bleeding.
“Geez! I’m sorry.” I said then he quickly took out the first aid that I always carried in my bag, he was just silent while watching me clean his wound and put a bandaid on it.
“Do you always carry that?” He asked while looking at the small first aid kit next to me.
“Oum, I often get hurt suddenly so I always carry this,” I said then smiled and looked at him when I finished healing his wound.
“Why did you hug me?” I was stunned by what he said, I looked away and swallowed. Suddenly my cheeks became hot and my heart beat faster.
“J-just nothing,” I said then confusedly arranged my equipment. He looked at me and brought his face even closer to mine causing my eyes to widen.
What are you doing Damon? My heart is losing more and more because of what you are doing.
“You’re blushing. Are you sick?” He asked innocently so I looked away even more than pushed him away from me.
“N-no ah, just hot,” I said then looked around. Embarrassing! Why did I hug him again ?!
“Hot? Are you hot even at night?” He asked so I swallowed even more.
Damon! Can you just shut up and forget that I hugged you ?! Even I don’t know why I hugged you.
“Y-yes, why are you looking at me like that?” I said irritably and then glared at him.
He just stared at me and then suddenly smiled which made me even more nervous and confused.
“Your cute thrill Erelah.” Time seemed to stop when he suddenly mentioned my name, I looked at him, and unexpectedly I could see how Damon smiled, a smile that was real while looking at me.
The way he said it was cold but his lips were smiling, Damon. It’s up to you to always smile.
“I’m not T-thrilled, ah, assuming,” I said then swallowed. I was surprised when he suddenly took my hand so I looked at him.
“Come on, let’s just jump out of here where we’re sitting.” My eyes widened when he said that so I immediately withdrew my hand and then hugged myself.
“B-are you crazy? If you just want to kill yourself, don’t touch me.” I said so he laughed something I stopped because the second time I saw him laugh again.
Her eyes were cold, but her lips were funny.
“Achaz invited you to date, didn’t he? Come on, let’s just continue your date.” He said coldly and it was correct to stop the Ferris wheel from spinning.
“Let’s date, if you don’t want to and if you want to, Erelah.”