DARK DESIRES
BY ADURA
EPISODE FIFTY-ONE
Getting to the house, Gray was there waiting for me, But was quite surprised that Tyler isn’t around.
He told me he won’t be going out today.
I walked closer to him and he bowed respectfully.
Gray has been my my second right hand man since years, He took gunshots for me countless times which made me trust him, Although, he might not know how much he’s important to him but hell, I could do anything for him.
“Where is Tyler?, and your expression…”I trailed off and he sigh.
“He went to the hospital, With Liliana, She slumped”He answered uneasily and I took on a deep breath.
“What could have happened?”I asked in surprise and he shook his head.
“I don’t know”
“Alright, I will be leaving”I informed turning back.
“And, I’m sorry for not keeping close tabs on Kenny, anymore, I’ve been, bu…, I promise to do better sir”He apologized and I turned back to him.
I turned back and patted his shoulder. “If you need a break, Go to Vegas, I have a vacation house there, You’ve been working hard for months, You deserve to rest”I ruffled his hair and he nodded.
“I will do as you say sir”He bowed with a small smile and I nodded before hopping into my car.
Getting to the hospital, I stepped down and walked levelly to the lobby, Luckily, I met Tyler there with the doctor who was just coming out of the ward.
I rushed up to them and Tyler flinched a little bit.
“You scared me”He laughed nervously and I scoffed.
I knew something was off.
“Did something happened again?”I asked turning the doctor and he shook his head.
“We found out that she regained all her memories, Even though, it should be gradual but I think the hospital reports she saw triggered her memory”
“Hospital reports?, How did it get to her hand?”I asked in surprise and he ruffled his hair in frustration.
“I forgot it in her bedroom”
“How could you forget such crucial thing?!, She’s just getting better for God’s sake!, And I told you not to sleep with her too”
“You don’t tell me what to do concerning Liliana, She’s mine!”He yelled back in frustration and I let out a small chuckle.
“Sleeping with her even though she hasn’t regained her memories yet?, you know she’s vulnerable and her characters changed after she lost her memory!”
“I’m sorry”He mumbled and went to sit at the lobby, With his hair buried in his palm.
“I hope she is fine?” I asked turning to the doctor and he nodded.
“She just needs to rest, Her brain is stressed already”
“She will, Thank you.”
After some hours, We were told she is awake, Tyler retreated a bit after I told him to talk things out with her.
“Are you going to be a coward now?”I glared at him, He shook his head and made his way to the lobby.
TYLER POV
I hate myself so much, I don’t deserve Liliana, I made her go through what she is not supposed to go through, it would have been more nice if she could find another man who will treat her well more than I can.
Getting to the room, The nurse was giving her the injection since she doesn’t like taking drip, She raised her clothes and the latter took off her panties, She winced in pains after collectinf the second one.
She was about to administer the third one but I held her hand immediately.
“Can you give it to her later?, you can see that she’s too weak”
“Alright sir, I will be back in the next one hour”She bowed before walking out of the room.
I helped her sit on the bed and was about to use the duvet on her but she held my hand immediately.
“What?” She glared at me and I sigh.
“Let’s talk about this later”
“You want to start caring about me right now?, You made me lose my baby and made me sleep with you countless times, Don’t you feel remorseful at all?”
“Of course, I feel remorseful, I feel bad, Anything you can call it, I don’t care, But I want to make it up to you”
“I hate you so much, You made me lose my baby, My baby did nothing, The little soul doesn’t know anything, I feel so bad”
“Let me take all the guilt, Please, I promise to make it up to you, We are going to make another one”I coaxed and hugged her immediately.
“My baby”She sobbed harder and hugged me tightly.
I rubbed her back softly and pacified her to stop crying.
After a while, she slept off in my arms holding my clothe tightly, I tried removing myself from her grasp but she was holding me tightly.
I had to sleep with her on the bed, and watched her sleep beautifully.
I took in a deep breath and slept off after a while.
Shortly, Enea arrived and came go meet me up in the room, He woke me up and helped me up the bed.
“Are you fine?”He asked gently and I nodded before freeing my hands away from him.
“I’m fine, I just need your help”
“I settled the bills already, We can go now, I transferred some money into your wallet, Use that for the time being, And this is the new phone I got for you”
He threw a boxed iphone on my laps and I nodded with a small smile.
“Thanks”I mumbled before stepping down the bed.
He packed my clothes inside the small portable bag and helped me walked out of the hospital.
Getting to the house, I turned on the light and sat on the bed.
He dropped my bags and lean at the wall, staring at me.
“Don’t…”
“Not now, Enea”I glared at him with my eyes threatening to spill the tears I’m trying to hold in.
“I don’t want you to think of yourself like you’re weak, I knew I messed up, And trust me, I’m not ready to mend things between us because it will only cause more mess, You were never weal, Alessia, I never took advantage of you”
“I know, And I’m sorry for causing you troubles”I bowed slightly and grabbed my skirt.
How do I tell him that I’m pregnant?
He will surely reject the baby, He doesn’t want anything to do with me again.
“About the…”
“The doctor told me already, But I didn’t want to ask you questions since you’re not ready for the discussion”
“What do we do?, we cut ties already, Do you want the baby?”I asked, hoping that he will be responsible for once, I hope he accept the baby.
“Do you want to keep it?”
“I don’t know”I stuttered and he sighed, frustrated.
“I have one of the best doctor in the state as a friend, He will conduct a legal abortion for you, Be prepared, Tyler will come pick you up anytime from now”He says, after a long minutes of silence.
Then, he left the room quietly.