I STAYED in Camiguin for another two weeks. Trina and I argued because I hadn’t returned to Manila, but she couldn’t do anything about it. I stayed until Clyde’s situation was stabilized and his vital signs were stable, and I can say that his recovery was quick and easy because he was always cheerful. That’s why I didn’t leave; I saw myself as one of the people who made him happy at the time. When I told him that I was his father, he always wanted to see me. He still couldn’t believe it. I didn’t even leave his side of the hospital until we got home. Mama Cha couldn’t do anything about it when I told Clyde the truth. We just explained it to him properly so that he wouldn’t get angry. We told him what happened and why his mom and I broke up. We just made up a story to clear his confused mind at that time. He also knew that I had family in Manila.
Clyde is intelligent and has a broad understanding of life. He doesn’t care about the past as long as the important thing is that he found out that he has a father and that he can reply to the people who always ask him if he looks like his father. And now he can say ‘Yes’!
Today I will return to Manila. They will follow after a week to continue Clyde’s treatment there, and soon he will be flown to Japan for his heart surgery. We have a Japanese doctor friend who assisted us in finding a good congenital heart surgeon. Even though the entire process from the flight to his healing there is expensive, I believe it is critical that Clyde be fixed so his life returns to normal. I tried to make up for the eight years I had missed him because his chastising mother had kept him hidden from me.
Mama Cha and I are currently conversing in her room while packing some stuff.
“Ma, I will wait for you. I have found a good hospital for Clyde.”
“No, put him where your son is, Clint, so that you can avoid wasting time and can still visit them both,” Mama Cha answered quickly.
“Are you sure?” I asked. “You and Trina will meet.”
“So? It’s okay.” Mama Cha answered again.
“Ma, she hates you. You know that, don’t you? Maybe when you meet, you’ll fight or maybe something else—”
“Clint? I am a good sport! You know your Ma!” Mama Cha answered with a smile.
“Yes, I know you! You are braver than a tiger!” I teased.
“Clint! I won’t be the first, promise. Besides- I don’t want her to see Clyde either. What if she asks?” Mama Cha said.
“So what if she asks?”
“Clint, we talked about that. Let’s avoid collisions, okay?” Mama Cha stated solemnly.
I approached her and hugged her waist from behind to break the seriousness. I kissed her nape and finished it thoroughly.
“Umm! Stop it, Clyde might see us,” she said, removing both of my hands.
“Hmmm… I miss this smell! I’ve been looking for it for a long time! I’ve never smelled anything like this on anyone,” I hugged her again while kissing her hair.
“So that means you looked for someone else?” Mama Cha answered flatly.
I made her face me. “Hmmn… I just looked for it but didn’t look for anyone else.” I looked her in the eye. “You’re a rare type.” She also looked at me and smiled.
She grabbed my face and caressed it down until she even played with the mustache on my chin. “You’ve grown, Clint,” she said.
“Ma, before I leave, I have something to give you,” I said softly to her.
“What is that, Clint?” Mama Cha said with a smile.
I pulled back her curtain bangs that were blocking her face. “I’ll give you Clyde’s brother,” I whispered, kissing her cheek.
“Umm! You jerk! pervert! Have you packed yet?” She said this while pushing me and hitting my stomach.
“Ugh! Come on, Ma… I’m financially stable. I can give you life! We can have as many kids as we want!” I pulled her.
“Stop it, pervert! Clyde will see us slobbering. It’s embarrassing,” she smiled and walked over to the window to peek at Clyde taking a dip in the pool.
While she was busy watching Clyde, I fixed myself. This is the moment I’ve been waiting for. And when she faced me…
“Clint?”
I knelt in front of her, took out the small gray box, and took the ring.
“Clint, what is that again?” Mama Cha said, shaking her head.
“Ma, will you marry me?” I said, showing her the ring.
“Clint, stop that!” She laughed some more. She didn’t reach out her hand; she just let me kneel in front of her.
“Ma, please! I hid it for eight years! Put it on so you can’t run from me anymore! Let’s get married! ” I exclaimed.
And for just a moment..
“Umn! Be careful with that hand!” She said as she reached out her left hand to me. She was moving her hand back and forth, deceiving me.
I immediately grabbed and put the ring on her finger. This Mama Cha is really silly. She still hasn’t really changed. When she’s in the mood, she likes to piss me off.
“Wow! It’s beautiful! How much?” She said, looking at the diamond ring. “Did you give Trina one like this too?” She teased again.
“Hmp! Trina! I gave her one because she wanted it! Hers is less than one-eighth of the price of yours!” I stood up. I pulled her up and kissed her on the lips. She responded with a kiss, so we both clung to each other. I really miss Mama Cha.
A moment and then..
“Hmmn.. I miss those lips. Hmmn.. I miss you terribly, Ma.” I kissed her again, more firmly.
We couldn’t hold back any longer. As I kissed her down the neck, I gently laid her down on the bed.
“Umm… hmmmmn.” I took off the gray t-shirt I was wearing.
When my body opened up to her, her hand immediately went down. I saw her biting her lips. I feel that she is also excited about touching me.
“Ma, I miss you so much. Hmmm.. I still love you so much, Ma.” I told her over and over while showering her with kisses.
“You’ve grown, Clint, and your body is still beautiful,” she said while still rubbing my chest down to my stomach.
I unbuckled my belt and started to rub my hard thing on her. She was just wearing a short dress, so I could easily touch her front.
“Shit, Ma… I missed it” I muttered, rubbing her front with my hard d*ck.
When I lowered my pants, my f**kin’ d*ck stuck out right away.
“Aaaah.. Ma, how many years have I not tasted this?” I said softly as I knelt in front of her, touching her over and over again. “Can we go out later before I leave? Hmmm.. I’ll just eat you whole. Hmm.. F**k! I want to f**k you all night, Ma! Hmmn.. I want to taste your f**kin’ hole.. Aah.. I missed it so much!”
“Aah.. I missed you too, Clint. Are you much better in bed now?” She said with a raspy voice followed by her witchy half-smile that often tormented me before.
“You want to try me, Ma? I’m going to give you a hard f**k this time! I won’t be gentle on you, Chari! I’m going to f**kin’ eat you whole! Let’s give Clyde a brother. Hmn? What do you think?” I grabbed her jaw and squeezed her with a kiss. I miss her lips so much. I want her body so badly.
I rubbed my f**kin’ hard d*ck even faster while our lips were connected. I was getting really hot. I was about to take her undies off and get my hard d*ck inside her wet hole when suddenly..
Knock! Knock! Knock!
“Mom!” Clyde suddenly knocked.
“Oh f**k! Clint, it’s Clyde!” Mama Cha pushed me away from her quickly. I almost fell to the floor.
“Mom! Mom!” Clyde called again.
“Just go to the bathroom and get dressed there, Clint!” Mama Cha said while laughing.
I picked up the t-shirt that I had thrown on the floor while fixing my boxer brief and lifting my pants up while also running to the bathroom in a panic.
“Mom! Mom!” Clyde called again.
“Coming baby!”
And when Mama Cha opened the door..
“Mom, where is Dad- Sir Clint?” I heard Clyde ask.
“Aah… he went out for a while, he was just gonna buy something,” Mama Cha answered.
“How am I going to get out of here? F**k this hurts! Clyde baby, wrong timing, baby! Dad is f**kin’ horny! F**k! I’m gonna jerk off!” I whispered.
I just laughed at what happened. I need to take this out!
CHARI, CLYDE AND CLINT’S POV’s
Both are so heart-touching to watch. Clint carried Clyde wrapped around him while talking in whispers. Clint was kissing Clyde on the cheek while dancing him to sleep like a baby.
It’s eight o’clock in the evening. He still had two hours to say goodbye to Clyde before leaving. I’m happy with the outcome of what he said to Clyde. At first I thought we would have a hard time explaining, but because Clyde is kind, we didn’t even hear him sulking or anything. He didn’t say anything except that he was happy and that he had a father. He keeps saying that he loves Clint so much and that he’s really happy to know him now.
I feel annoyed with myself. I didn’t think it would affect him so much. He is always happy now and his recovery has been easy because he wants to get stronger and he and his dad, Clint, still have a lot to go.
A moment later, I saw that Clyde was already asleep. Clint gently laid him down on his bed. He whispered, rubbed his forehead, then kissed him. I can see how much he loves Clyde. Even though he was needed in Manila, he didn’t leave until Clyde was okay. Trina often called him because his son was also in the hospital, but he never left us. In the end, I was the one who insisted that he go home to Manila first to see his son.
We have arranged everything for Clyde’s stay in Manila, as well as all his medical records that will be needed to go to Japan for his heart surgery.
“Dad is leaving. I will wait for you in Manila, baby.”
I heard him say to Clyde after he kissed him on the forehead again and fixed his blanket.
Then he came to me…
“Ma, I’m leaving.” Clint said.
I quickly replied. “Be careful.”
We were both silent for a while. I don’t know, but I feel a little jealous knowing that he is going home to Manila to see his real family there. My eyes couldn’t stop watering.
Clint hugged me and kissed me on the forehead. “I’m so happy to have you back.” He whispered.
I didn’t move.
When his cell phone rang, I was even sadder, because Raymond was calling and they were leaving. I heard him sigh.
“I’m leaving Ma,” he said, staring at me.
I didn’t look at him because I was really in tears. He grabbed my face and turned it towards him. He wiped the tears from my eyes and turned my face to his chest, embracing me tightly.
“I’m having a hard time leaving, Ma. Don’t cry please. ” He whispered.
I cried for a while. I don’t know why it’s so hard to let him go. I was thinking that what he was going to Manila with was his son and wife, and that really broke me down. The fact that Clyde and I are not his priority and we’re just an option for him, really hurts so badly! It’s breaking me into pieces!
He kissed me again, on the forehead, on the cheeks, and finally on the lips. I hugged him tightly. Honestly, I don’t want him to leave.
All my regrets came back, and I wish I hadn’t left him. I wouldn’t be sharing his time now. And he’s not going anywhere any more!
And it breaks my heart to know the truth that it’s all my fault. Now I have proven that Clint is still the one I love to this day.
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