Kelly turned the water on as hot as she could stand and then looked at her naked form in the mirror behind the door. She smiled, lifting one breast, and then arching her back. She loved the way her body looked now.
When she was younger, she’d been a skinny kid, and then when she turned sixteen she started getting larger breasts, She was the last of her friends to blossom, but she quickly grew bigger than they were. Her breasts finally stopped growing her senior year of high school, and were the size they were now. She really loved that Duncan enjoyed her body. In truth, she liked that other people noticed her, but it was him that she wanted to look good for.
Hopping in the shower, she thought back to their love-making session this morning, and previous mornings. Duncan had always been an early riser, so to speak, and she knew that his constant state of arousal in the mornings was at least partly because of her. Once they’d started sleeping naked, a few months after they were married, the sex was nearly every day, usually when they woke up.
She only given him a blowjob a few times, once on their wedding night, and then a few times after that. He’d had to stop her a few times, wincing or telling her that he wanted to go down on her instead. She could tell that he’d been disappointed though, and it had always bothered her. Duncan stopped asking for it, sensing her displeasure for the act, she guessed.
That thought stuck with her, and she considered why he thought she didn’t like to do it. She wasn’t very good at it, that much was clear. Maybe he sensed her discomfort, her worry about hurting him, or her embarrassment. Whatever the reason, she stopped attempting and he stopped asking for it. She grabbed the loofah and soap and lathered up her body.
She knew he would still enjoy one, but she just didn’t know how to go about getting better. It wasn’t like she could just ask anyone. A thought struck her then, and she smiled, a plan forming in her mind.
Later that day, Kelly was having lunch with a friend, and conversation inevitably turned to her personal life.
“So how are you and Duncan?” Marie asked. Marie was a close friend that Kelly enjoyed having lunch with at least once every few weeks. She tended to be a little wilder than she was used to, and the stories that she’d tell could make her blush like nothing else.
She was silent for longer than she had intended after the question had been asked and Marie sensed it.
“What’s the matter?”
She sighed and shook her head. “Nothing’s the matter. We’re wonderful!”
“Kelly, I know you better than that. What’s the matter?”
“Oh my gosh, we’re fine, would you stop being so nosy!”
“We both know that I won’t, so you might as well spill it,” the brunette told her.
Kelly sighed and drank some of her tea and hoped that something would happen so she didn’t have to have this conversation.
Marie was as patient as a vulture, however, and wouldn’t be dissuaded.
“Come on, Marie, you know how uncomfortable talking about this stuff makes me. Can’t we just talk about the weather?”
“First off sweetie, when you say ‘Talking about this stuff,’ I know it means sex and so we’re gonna have to talk about it. Second, this is Texas and there’s snow on the ground. It’s January, it’s cold.”
“That’s not always the case here.”
“No, you aren’t sidetracking me and changing the subject. Spill the beans, sister,” she said.
Kelly laughed, defeated, and finally began to talk.
“We’re really doing fine. We’re having sex at least once a week. He always tells me how much I make him happy. He loves to wake me up by…” she trailed off.
Marie was looking at her expectantly. “By punching you in the face? Barking like a dog? What?”
Kelly leaned in close and whispered across the table, “by giving me oral sex,” and immediately blushed when the waiter came up to refill her drink.
“Oh honey, lucky you! So what’s the issue? Is he not any good?”
“No no,” she said, shaking her head. “He’s fine at it, that’s not the issue.”
“Okay, we’ll ignore the ‘Fine’ comment for now, but we’re going back to it at some point. Continue.”
She giggled but continued to talk, quieter this time and still leaning forwards over the table.
“It’s just that I know he wants me to return the favor, you know?”
Marie looked at with a puzzled expression. “You don’t return the favor?”
Kelly blushed, suddenly feeling like she was some kind of deviant for not going down on her husband.
“Why not?” Marie asked sincerely. “I love doing that!”
“Can we talk about this later?” Kelly asked, suddenly aware of couple of men sitting at a nearby table paying an awful lot of attention to the two of them.
Marie glanced over and smiled, offering a little wave.
“Marie, you’re terrible!”
“Oh, it’s just some harmless flirting. If you knew half the stuff my husband lets me get away with, we probably wouldn’t be friends anymore,” she said with a wink.
“We’ll just talk in the car on the way back to work.”
Marie mercifully let her finish the rest of her meal in peace, and the two drove back to the office.
“So you don’t suck your husband off. I gotta say, that’s surprising. He seems really happy.”
Kelly shot her a look. “He is really happy.”
“He can’t be that happy if you aren’t sucking his dick.”
“Can we keep this PG-rated, please?” Kelly asked.
Marie rolled her eyes. “We’re talking about oral sex, it’s kind of hard to keep it clean. So tell me why you don’t go down.”
Kelly was silent for a minute, lost in thought. “I don’t know. I mean, I never did it until I met Duncan, and then I only did it a few times. He didn’t seem to get too much out of it, and I was never very good at it. After he knew that I didn’t really enjoy doing it, he never asked for it.”
“But he kept going down on you?”
Kelly nodded. “He really seems to enjoy giving it to me, and he’s good at it, I guess.”
“You guess?” Marie asked.
“Well yeah, I don’t have any basis for comparison.”
“Well, it seems to be working for you guys, so what’s the problem?”
Kelly chewed her lip for a second, contemplating her words. “I feel bad that he does it to me, and I don’t do it for him.”
“Well, that’s easy to fix. Either make him stop or start going down on the man,” she said.
“I’m sure not going to ask him to stop waking me up like that. It’s the best part of waking up! I just can’t start going down on him though. I don’t even know how!”
Marie smiled. “So that’s what this is about. You want me to show you how to suck his dick for you.”
“Oh what the hell, Marie, no I don’t!” Kelly said, turning red.
“I’m just playing with you, Kelly. Listen,” she said, patting her leg. “Why don’t you come over tonight and I’ll show you what I can on a toy or two.”
“Oh Marie, I don’t know,” Kelly said, fidgeting with her clothes.
“Come on, it’ll just be us and I guarantee you’ll learn something.”
The smile that she finally flashed at Marie spoke volumes.
“So I’ll see you after work?”
Kelly nodded. “I’ll tell Duncan I’m going to be late.”