Skin on skin.
“Baby”. His voice was soft. “I wanna see all of you”. With his hands on my waist, he moved me so I was straddling his hips. “All of you Ava”. Kissing the side of my neck he sat forward pulling me flush against him. “You’re so damn soft”.
I wanted him.
I could feel how hard he was beneath me.
“Blaze”. Moving closer I bit back a moan.
“I’ve got you darling”. Slipping his hand between my legs his fingers slipped inside my panties, my eyes closed. The softness of his touch against my clit had me quivering. I needed release, I needed to cum. “Fuck baby you’re soaking already”. Slipping his fingers into his mouth I watched him closely. He knew what I wanted, what I needed. It had been too long. Nobody made my body feel the way he did.
“Do you want to cum sweetheart?”. He was teasing me through my panties, the pressure of his fingers wasn’t enough. Hearing the rip of my pantie’s excitement shot through my body. “You like that”. He smirked.
Wrapping my panties around his hand he brought them to his nose inhaling deeply. I was bare, completely naked for him and I’ve never felt sexier.
Grabbing both my hands in his he pulled me forward. I could feel him, if I moved an inch closer, he’d be inside me. “Please Blaze”. I was already pulsing, my legs shaking. He was so close to where I wanted him to be.
“Please what?”. He whispered. “You want this?”. I could feel the tip, rubbing his cock between my lips a cry fell from my mouth.
“I want you inside me”. I cried.
That sweet feeling was already starting to build. I needed him to give me the release I wanted, the release I craved.
“Nice and slow baby”. With his hands firmly on my waist he slowly entered me. My body tensed my teeth sinking into my bottom lip. “Shit sweets”. His teeth were gritted, his eyes squeezed shut. “You’re so tight”.
I felt full. He was bigger than I remember.
Sliding his hands up my body he grabbed my face bringing his lips down on mine. The kiss was soft, gentle. Blaze wasn’t fucking me; he was making love to me.
“Ride me darling, make yourself come”. His hands were touching me everywhere, my skin was on fire, my body coming alive. My movement was slow, my body adjusting to his size.
I was a little uncomfortable, but it was nothing I couldn’t handle. Arching against him a moan slipped past my lips as his hands found my breasts giving them the attention they so desperately needed.
I couldn’t get enough.
Slipping my hands into his hair I pulled hard. I was ready to let him take me; I wanted him to love me hard. “Do you love me, Blaze?”. Panting slightly my body tensed causing him to groan. His hands gripped my hips and before I knew it, I was under him.
“Every fucking bit of you princess”. Hooking my leg around his waist a cry fell from my lips as he started pounding into me. He was so deep. “Fuck”. He hissed his eyes locking with mine. “Tried to go slow baby, tried to be romantic, can’t”. He groaned his hand slipping between my legs his fingers finding my clit.
I could feel the tightness in my stomach, his long strokes driving me towards my orgasm. “Blaze I-…”. I lost my train of thought. I couldn’t focus on anything other than the tingling sensation that was cursing through my body.
“I’ve got you”. He whispered and with one last long stroke I fell apart. My orgasm ripped through my body, a scream falling from my lips as he tensed before shooting his load inside of me.
Relaxing on top of me he buried his head in the crook of my neck and inhaled deeply. I couldn’t stop my smile. My body hummed with excitement, that sweet feeling of ecstasy still cursing through my veins.
Kissing up the side of my neck he pulled back his lips pulling up into a smirk. I could feel him start to become hard again. Feeling the heat rise to my cheeks I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip.
“Can’t help it A, just have to look at you and I’m hard”. As he eased out of me, he rolled onto his back pulling me with him.
I was still in a daze.
“Blaze?”. I whispered.
“Yeah babe?”.
“I love you”.
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My mom had taken Everleigh, and I was waiting for church to finish. Jared had his surgery in less than half an hour and I wanted to be there. We still had no word from Sasha, and she had yet to reach out to Blaze.
Refilling my coffee mug, I walked into the bar area. A few girls were hanging around making sure the bar was clean and stocked for later. My dad had called an emergency church meeting in Jared’s honour. They were still no closer to finding out what happened and who shot him.
“Ava, do you need anything?”. Kasey asked as she stopped in front of me. I came to find out this girl was sweet. She was young and just trying to fit in.
“I’m good”. I smiled. “You, okay?”.
“I’m great thanks for asking”. She grinned but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “If you need anything done just give me a shout”. One thing I noticed was she wasn’t wearing the clothes that she used too. Her ass wasn’t on show and her cleavage was covered.
“How’s Luke?”. I asked.
Her smile dropped. That wasn’t a good sign.
“We had a fight”.
“About?”. In some ways I could see myself in her. Young, naïve and on the way to falling in love with an outlaw.
“He wants me to go back to school”.
“And that’s bad?”. I asked not really seeing why that would cause them to fight.
“I don’t have money to pay for school and I refuse to let him pay. Long story short, I told him no and he took the huff. We fought because I wouldn’t take his money. Can you believe that?”. I could believe it. I knew exactly what it was like. They liked to look after their women.
“When was the last time you spoke to him?”.
“He’s on a job so going on 2 days. He’s so close to getting his patch I can’t be the reason he doesn’t get it, so I know it’s best if I wait until he’s home”.
“He wants to look after you and I know sometimes it’s hard to accept but men like Luke find it hard taking no for an answer. Trust me Kasey I’ve been through it all. Let him look after you but don’t let him take over you”. It was the only advice I could give her.
I struggled with the dominance of Blaze. I was never good at being a kept woman, I still wasn’t but we found a balance and it worked. He loved me for the outspoken, mouthy little witch I could be. He fell in love with me and not someone he wanted me to be.
“Thanks Ava. It’s nice to have someone who knows what it’s like. I really like him but it’s hard sometimes”.
“Keep that chin up and show him who’s boss”. I winked as voices filled the room letting me know church had ended.
“I better get some drinks served or they won’t be happy. Thanks again Ava”.
Heading towards the office I placed my hand on the doorknob but stopped when I heard the hushed voices. My dad and Blaze were still inside. This room was for members only and I was only allowed to enter when church was finished.
“You and Cage gotta get your head in the game for this one and for fuck’s sake don’t get caught”. Already I didn’t like the sound of it. I knew my dad was sending them out to do something illegal.
“She’ll kill me you do know that, if my ass gets locked up, she’ll leave me for good this time”.
“Well don’t get fucking caught and besides she knows her place. You’ve got the address now be there for 9 and no later. This needs to go smoothly”. As I heard the footsteps I backed away from the door and stood awkwardly at the bar.
It wasn’t my business unless he wanted to tell me. I knew what he did, I knew what he was about. The only thing I cared about was that he came home to me. Car keys in hand I got to my feet.
“Go to the hospital I’ll meet you there”. Kissing the top of my head I knew he was too focused on what he and my dad had just been talking about. But this was Jared. His brother and best friend. He should be there with me.
“Just tell me you’re good”. Reaching out I grabbed his hand. If his head wasn’t in the game, he was as good as dead. Blaze was ruthless when he needed to be. He wasn’t shy when it came to pulling the trigger, but he wasn’t any use to anyone if he had too much going on inside his head.
He needed to focus.
“You heard all that didn’t you?”.
“Just promise me you’ll be careful. I don’t need to know what you’re doing just come back to me”. That was something I always said to him. I wasn’t interested in what he was about to get himself into. All I needed to know was that he was coming home to me.
“Always baby”.