Alder’s POV
She’s mad at me, I know that. The way she rushed out of the library and, of course, I can feel what she was feeling too, because of the mate bond. I’m sure this will add to the things I need to make up for her. Fu**! I really want her, and I don’t know how long I am going to control myself from making her mine totally.
Surely, she wanted to be alone, and I was going to let her. I deliberately left her hanging because I was mad. We were making out most of the time, and I always made her cum. Why can’t she just accept me? ‘Because you’re an idiot.’ My beast said. ‘If you let me handle her, she would have been clinging onto us already,’ he added.
‘It’s not going to work. you’re very possessive, and I’m sure that she will only hate us because of that.’ I replied,
‘The reason why she was like that was because you are too soft. Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t want to hurt her and wanted her to accept us willingly. But there were times that you had to make her understand who and what she was.’
‘No, I still want her to mark us on her own accord. You should know that it was sweeter when that happened.’
‘Then stop sulking and start to prepare yourself.’
‘Prepare for what?’ I asked, confused.
‘Don’t tell me you didn’t feel it?’ he asked.
‘Felt what?’
“You are really an idiot, mate, are in heat. It will be unbearable for her soon, so you had better prepare to calm yourself and me.’
‘Sh**! What should I do?’ I asked and ran out of the library and followed her to our bedroom, but it was locked. I didn’t have a spare key because I could teleport there, so I did. She was not on our bed, so I looked into the bathroom; I knocked before I opened the door and found her in the tub with wide eyes.
“What the fu** are you doing here?” she asked angrily.
“I was worried about you.”
“There’s nothing for you to worry about, so get the hell out of here!!” she yelled.
“No, you’re in heat, and I’m worried that you’re going to be in so much pain a little later.”
“I am not in pain, and I am not going to feel that anyway, so let me be,” she replied.
“You don’t know anything about your heat—”
“I know about it, and we had to mate and mark you if I wanted it to stop. But let me tell you this: before Clover died, she asked the moon goddess never to let her feel any mate bond-related pains. That’s why I don’t feel any pain. I admit that I was feeling wanton and wanted you to fu** me, but I’m sure that I could handle that myself.” she said, cutting me off.
“Still, let me,” I said; even if she didn’t feel the pain, I knew that it was still there. I wanted to be with her and share it with me. “I didn’t want to argue about this anymore. Just let me.” then, I got in the tub with her after I jerked off my clothes.
“What??? No! Go away!” she said as she covered her eyes with both her hands. I chuckled when I realized that she was shy about seeing me naked.
“You can take your hands out of your eyes, my love. I am all yours to see.” I told her,
“I don’t need you to be mine; just go away,” she replied, with her hands still in her eyes and head down. I moved closer to her, forced her hand, and pulled her hand so we stayed close to each other. She was struggling and didn’t want to get close to me, but I understood her. She must have wanted me so much, but her hatred towards me was stopping her.
She’s proud, but for now, I have decided to take her to see whether she will mark me after or not. “Don’t fight it, my love. No matter what you do, it will never go away. You know that you wanted me, and I am not stopping you from doing that. As I’ve said, I am all yours.” I said,
“No, I didn’t want you,” she replied, but her tears had started to fall down her face. It was difficult for her, and I admire her for being this tough.
“My love, this is going to happen over and over again until you mark me as well. If I could be here, I could help you with that, but what if I am not? That need will make you give yourself to another man, and if that happens, I don’t know what I will do. So please, do us both a favor.” I saw fear in her eyes and said,
“No, I am not going to let another man touch me either.” I sighed in relief that she hated men in general and not just me. However, I did some things that warranted her hatred.
“But you might if we are not going to do something about it. You have read about the heat, right?” I asked, and she nodded. “It was for a normal female Lycan; you, on the other hand, are marked by me but have not marked me yet. You have to understand that everything will be different in your case.” I continued, “Yes, you didn’t feel the pain that comes with it, but the intensity of your desires is greater than when you feel the pain.” I added,
“What do you mean?”
“When other female Lycans are in heat, they feel the pain that comes with it more than their desires, especially when their mates are not around, and they only feel the need to get intimate with their mates when they touch them. But because you don’t feel any pain, what’s left are all your desires; that’s why you told me that you wanted me to fu** you. And a little later, believe me, my love, you’re going to ask me for this.”
“I hate you; if you had not marked me, I wouldn’t have been able to feel this way,” she said, crying.
“No, my love. Even if I didn’t mark you, you will still feel your heat even earlier than today. It’s because I am a king and a royal as your mate.”
“I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!” she continued saying while crying, and yes, it stung. I pulled her and made her sit on me and capped her face after.
“You are mine, and I am yours,” I said and kissed her. I saw her close her eyes, and I don’t know if it was because she didn’t want to see me while we kissed or it was just because she responded to my kisses. She really feels perfect, and I want her. I felt her swiveling her hips, which created a fiction and goddess. I’m so hard and ready to take her.
My mouth leaves hers and moves to my mark. I like playing there because it reminds her and me that she’s mine. I hope that when she finally marks me, she will do the same. “Aldeeeer… I want you now..” she pleaded. But I know that I shouldn’t take her totally. Yes, I still want us to mate, but if she was only willing, not because of the heat that she was experiencing now.
She grinded herself at me, and when my hands felt her p**** and put a finger in her core, she moaned again, “Aldeeeeeeer…”
“Yes, my love. Let me pleasure you.” I said and took one of her hardened buds. She tastes really sweet, and she’s mine, all mine. After she cummed when we were in the tub, we continued and took her to bed and stayed in our bedroom the whole time up to another two days until her heat passed. I saw how tired she was, but her face was far from tired, so hope arose in me. She’s going to accept me; I just need to be patient.