Alpha Khalid POV
I kept pacing in my room, with so many things, running through my mind. Everything is happening so fast, I no longer feel healthy, I feel like my soul is living me every damn seconds, I feel like I’m going to die soon, this is so hurting.
The thought of Octavia, crossed my mind, and suddenly, my demon came pushing me again, to go see her. Without trying to restrain him, because even I really want to see her face, I teleported to the dark place, and as usual, I met her laying on the cold floor. My heart tore into pieces, as I saw her laying there, looking all tattered and lifeless. For the first time in my entire life, I pitied someone, for the first time, I felt like I’m being a monster, for the first time, I feel like punishing her, is a big crime, but the more I try wrapping my head around the whole thing, the more confusing things becomes, and it’s driving me crazy.
She raised her head slowly to meet my gaze, and all I see on her face, is anger, pains, vengeance, and thirst for my blood. I felt my heart breaking into pieces, as I stared down at her I don’t know why I’m hurt, getting that look from her, alot of people had given me that same glare, but it never got to me, why does her own keeps hurting me?
Slowly, she managed to sit up, trying so hard not to cry out in pains, I know she’s hurting inside, but just trying to hide it from me, maybe because he doesn’t want me seeing her in pains.
“Are you here to finally end my life?” Her weak and angry voice came on, as she finally stood up on her feet’s, her legs wobbling violently on the ground, but she still managed to stand on them anyways. She must really be strong, to have survived all torture since all these weeks.
“Go ahead, kill me, right now, do it… but please, spare my parents, don’t hurt them. I can take my own life if you want me to, but please, don’t hurt my poor parents. They were only trying to protect me, they never did anything wrong, even you will do anything to protect your children, right? Please don’t hurt them.” She cried out, as tears came striding down her cheeks. She tried moving her legs, but fell on her butt.
I gulped down the lump in my throat, I tried opening my mouth to say something, but I felt my tongue tied to my mouth, no word came out from them. Now that she mentioned children, how does it feel to have one? I never thought of it, but now that she mentioned it, I suddenly feel like I want to know what it feels like, having children.
After what seemed like forever of watching her cry her eyes out, I couldn’t hold it in anymore, so I teleported back to my room.
“Argh!” I growled angrily, as I grabbed the mirror, and smashed it on the ground. Blood came dropping from my eyes, as I felt my whole blood, burning in rage, my heart came thumping violently against my chest, as more blood kept dripping from my eyes.
“What’s going on with me?” I asked no one in particular, as I grabbed the flower vase on the mirror stand, and smashed on the ground, breathing heavily, like I just ran a marathon.
“Arghhhh!” I growled loudly, as I fell on my knees, and clenched my fist, letting my blood tears flow freely. What the heck is going on? Why am I suddenly like this? What went wrong? What should I do about the whole thing? I’m losing my mind, I’m going crazy…
Moon
My mouth hung opened, and I froze on my spot, as I was welcomed with the shock of my life. Sitting on the chair, is Liam, kissing and smooching a girl, who was sitting on his laps.
I feel my whole world crumbling down before my very eyes, my heart tightened in pains, and came breaking into pieces, I opened my mouth to talk, but no words came out of it. Seeing the man I’ve been nursing feelings for, having a good time with another woman, breaks my heart into pieces, it hurts.
“Li… Liam.” I called weakly, after watching them for what seemed like forever, and that was when he realized that someone else was in his office. Just wow, he was having so much good time with a bitch, that he doesn’t even notice me? I’ve been sick for all these days, but he never called to check on me, I’ve been at home, missing him, and looking forward to seeing him, and all I see is this? Wow, this is crazy and amazing.
“Moon? When did you got here?” He smiled at me, like nothing happened, while arranging the bitch’s hair.
I gritted my teeth, and clenched my fist, as I glared at the bitch, with so much anger in me, I just feel like devouring her, but I’m going to deal with her some other day, definitely not today.
“I see you were busy that you didn’t know I came in.” I forced a smile, while giving the girl a deadly glare, but she kept staring back at me blankly.
“Oh! Sorry about that. Learnt you’ve been absent from school for a while now, sorry I didn’t call you, have been so busy. So how’re you feeling now?” He asked with a warm smile on his face.
Does he have conscience at all? I caught him making out with a woman, how dare he to tell me that shit? How dare he act like it’s nothing? And to think that he just told me that he was so busy to call me, makes me conclude that he’s really an asshole.
“Babe who is she?” The bitch asked.
“Who I am…”
“Oh! Sorry babe, meet one of my students and kind of a friend to me, her name is Moon. Moon, meet my fiance, Susan.” He smiled warmly, and my eyes darkened…