Jeon’s Pov:
My body stilled at her words not processing what she told me just now. I don’t think I heard her.
” What?” I asked her with confusion lacing my words and face, we are still close to each other but we are not hugging anymore.
” I said I am pregnant!” She murmured bowing her head down. She sounds low and shameful? Afraid?
” your words are not processing properly right now, Enya,” I said lifting her head to see her pretty face which make me want to look at it always.
” I said you are going to be a father Jeon, we… we didn’t use any protection that night and…….” I stopped her in mid-sentence pulling her towards me as she started choking on her words and tears streaming down her face.
” I don’t need any explanation Enya and I am happy that I am going to be a Dad and yes, I am surprised and afraid that I will be a good father or not but I want to learn everything with you and welcome our baby in this world,” I said looking at her eyes telling her what I am saying is true.
” I am so sorry….. if you don’t want to be a part of her/his life then it’s okay, I don’t want to burden you.” She said again not looking at me directly and avoiding my eyes. Why is she so afraid that I will reject her? I am afraid and surprised to hear the news and yes, I have never thought about it before not imagined too but still, I am ready to do anything with her.
” Shhhh, don’t say anything baby. I promise you that I will never give you a chance to regret anything and I will take care of everything you and our baby are not a burden to me so please never think like that and please don’t be afraid of telling me anything.” I said caressing her cheeks and a lone tear fell from my eye, I was hiding my emotions in front of her and I still don’t believe that we created a beautiful baby together.
She wiped my tears before attaching our forehead, we both cried in each other’s arms. We have a long journey ahead of us and there are going to be a lot of changes and challenges but I know that we will fight side by side.
” I have things to tell you Jeon but I am not yet ready to share it with you and I hope you understand.” She said wiping her eyes looking at me hopefully.
” I understand Enya and take your time, I will wait for you,” I said, smiling at her.
” Thanks, Jeon and if you still want to back out then I am okay with it.” What am I going to do with her? She has a lot of trust issues and I am going to change her point of view of me.
” As I said, Enya, I am going to stay in your and our baby’s life so don’t ever think that you are going to get rid of me,” I said with a wink emitting a laugh from her.
” I want this laugh of yours to be on your lips every minute of the day. Enya don’t overthink about anything and I promise that I will take care of everything.”
” Okay and I believe you, Jeon! But it’s just I lost the ability to trust people and it takes time to gain that trust again. I will work on myself too.” She promised, holding my hands in hers.
” We will work on everything together, Enya, you don’t have to do anything on your own.” And I meant it, I want to do everything with her. I have my flaws too and I want them to be changed before our baby arrives.
” so, how many months or weeks are you?” I asked nervously because I don’t know anything about pregnancies.
” I am Four months pregnant and in the second trimester.” She answered by placing her hand on the small bump which I didn’t notice before. It still amazes me how a baby can fit into the stomach.
” There are three trimesters in a pregnancy and I am in my second trimester and four months into the pregnancy and the second trimester will last for two more months I guess.” She explained caressing her bump.
” Okay, I got it and when will we know who is going to be the baby?” I asked curiously.
” umm, we will be able to get to know each other in the next month probably.”
“Okay and let me know when and where I will come,” I said.
” Are you not going to go back?” She asked, confused.
” No,” I said without hesitation because that is the truth. I am going to stay here as long as I want to because I can’t leave her and our baby alone. I am going to do whatever it takes to make her comfortable.
” Seriously?” She was surprised at my words.
” Yes, I am not going to go anywhere anytime soon so you have to bear me.” She laughed at my words. Her laugh is like music to my ears and I want to listen to it all my life. Yes, I want her with me all my life and I want to have small Enya’s in my life too.
” I hope you bear me with my hormones and mood swings.” I will bear anything for her.
” That’s not going to be a problem for me, come it’s late. You have to sleep early.” I ushered her holding her hands and making her stand.
” I can still walk Jeon, no need to hold me like I have fractured my leg.” She laughed it out but still didn’t detach herself from me.
“I know but I like you so close to me so let me hold you,” I said pulling her towards me for a hug. I can’t get enough off of her.
” I want to stay like this forever.” She hugged me tightly burying her nose in my neck and I bent my body slightly so she can reach my neck.
” I want to stay like this too and I hope we stay like this forever without anything disturbing us like my growing stomach who wants food.” She started laughing at her joke and making me laugh too.
” Are you hungry again? We ate just now, right?” I teased her wanting to see her playful glare and I got that.
” what? It’s been two hours since I ate and I have to eat for two.” She said with a cute pout making me pull her cheeks lovingly.
” Come let’s go, what do you want to eat?” I asked holding her hand and walking with her towards the dining area to eat for the second time but now we are three eating.
“Umm, I want pizza!” She stated licking her lips fantasizing about it already but the movement made my member throb in my pants. I diverted my mind to cool off my body, it is not the time to think about it.
I am going to enjoy the second dinner with Enya and our baby and I hope there will be many more dinners, breakfast, and lunch together.