I am stuffing my face with waffles and fries, I know it’s a weird combination but I am craving them both at this time. Anything can be eaten anytime, there is no particular timing for food.
” I didn’t know that you were this hungry,” Jeon said with amusement shining in his eyes.
” What? Are you judging me?” I playfully glared at him.
He raised his arms in surrender before placing some more fries on my plate. Ugh, I love this man! What? Wait? Love? Love is a big word for me to use but maybe my hormones are talking.
” Thanks! Jeon.” I laughed sheepishly at him.
” This is nothing, don’t mention.” He said with a big grin eating his pancakes.
I ate as much as my stomach can take and stood up for a walk, if I won’t walk after eating this much then I am going to gain weight before my bump starts growing.
” Can we go for a walk? If you are free.” I asked.
” Yes, I am free and we can go for a walk.” He said getting up from his seat and forwarding his hands towards me to hold.
Our hands were entwined together in a tight hold making me all giddy inside. I want this always, him by my side holding my hand and his warmth surrounding me.
” So? What are you up to these days! I asked wanting to fill this silence with his voice and I want to know about him and his life.
” Umm, nothing much! It’s just a routine and yes, I have released a new album and it was hit all over the world.” He said with a big happy grin which I didn’t see on his face before. He looks so carefree and at peace.
” Congratulations! When are you going to introduce that album to me?” I asked with curiosity and interest.
” wherever you are ready.”
” Okay, then once this wedding wraps up successfully I will be free for some time,” I inform him about my plans.
” Great! So? Ummm, I…. I” He started stuttering not able to complete the sentence and I knew why he is hesitating and about what.
” It’s okay, you don’t need to explain anything Jeon, I believe you,” I said smiling at him and making eye contact with him showing that what I am saying is true and I truly believe him.
” Thanks, Enya! But those pictures were taken in the wrong way and tried to tarnish my name and I don’t even know…..” I didn’t let him finish before I stood up on my toes and attached my lips with his to shut him up.
He deepened the kiss pulling me towards him making me sign in pleasure. I can’t get enough of him and his kisses. Baby and I are liking his presence and his touches.
We detached our lips to breathe, tingles were all over my body and the butterflies were dancing in my stomach with the baby. His lips were red and there is a tint of red adorning his cheeks making him look cute and hot at the same time.
We resumed our walk just walking in silence and it didn’t feel awkward but rather peaceful, the weather is chilly and the air smells of the forest and it is making me be at peace and just enjoy myself with the weather and the man beside me.
” Come, sit here,” Jeon said ushering me towards the bench which is in the garden and j followed him to it and sat on the bench hugging my body with my arms.
I noticed something in the time we spent in that we donr need any particular topics to fill in between us but the silence is also more than enough for us. Our presence for each other is the assets in between us. I donr know how to label this relationship and I’m afraid of asking him and getting disappointed.
” Jeon?” I heard a feminine voice calling Jeon’s name making me frown.
” Yeah?” He called out to the figure which is moving towards us.
” what are you doing here in the night?” Ugh, why does she have to be here, and what does she mean by asking him what he is doing here!
” Nothing, just sitting and talking.” He answered.
” Okay, why don’t you come and join me for dinner?” She asked with fake puppy eyes. That look doesn’t suit her and anyone can tell that she is faking being cute.
” Sorry, Ashley! but I have already had my dinner, and thanks for inviting me.” He declined politely but I can see an ugly scowl on her face.
” Okay, no worries. Why don’t we take a walk together?” Did she press on the word together intentionally!
” Umm, as you can see I am with Enya right now, and sorry but I have to decline.” He declined again with a polite smile. Why doesn’t she take his hints of not being interested in her?
Now I can see fire coming out of her nose and ears due to her anger and jealousy. She stomped her feet like a child before turning around and leaving. Why is it so hard for her to take a hint that someone is not interested in her?
” You should have gone with her if you wanted!” I said not looking at him afraid of seeing something which I didn’t want to. He turned me towards him and we make eye contact I can see his sincerity and his emotions towards me but still, a voice in me nags me every time I try to trust someone, and I try to open up to someone.
” No, Enya! I didn’t want to go with her and I mean it. The time I am spending with you right now, I don’t want to trade with anything and anyone.” He said calming my cheeks and running his thumb on my cheek making me lean on his hand. This simple gesture is making me fall for him hard. He is a sweet guy and I don’t know what to do with him.
” I don’t know what to say, Jeon. I have a lot of demons with me and I don’t want to make you suffer because of me.” I stated looking into his eyes making him understand what I am saying is serious and I am giving him a chance if he wants to back out.
” I know Enya, everyone has their demons and I am ready to fight with yours by your side and I will make you fight my demons with you by my side.” His eyes become moist and I can see his sincerity in his words his eyes were very expressive and they never lie.
” isn’t it too soon?” I whispered.
” Maybe but nothing needs time when two people want to give a chance to something beautiful,” I stated as a matter of fact.
” How are you so sure about it?” I asked with doubt.
” Just Trust me, Enya, and let’s see where it will lead us to.” I nodded at his words. The words he saying are making so much sense and my heart is telling me to give a chance and see what will happen but at the same time, I am afraid of getting hurt.
” Don’t break me, Jeon. I can’t handle it again.”
” I promise Enya that it will be my last die if I ever hurt you.” He said kissing my forehead and leaning his head onto mine.
Our foreheads were attached with each other and our noses were touching and our eyes closed. We were enjoying this moment which is making my heartbeat calm and frantic at the same time. I don’t know if this is the right time to tell him this or not but I want to start this with the truth I am hiding from him.
” I am Pregnant.” I breathed out still closing my eyes afraid of getting rejection by him. His body got still after listening to my confession and I don’t know what he thinking right now but I hope it is positive.