Zanaya’s POV
Six days…
That’s just how long it took for both our companies to release a statement about our supposed break up.
The fact that another article went out about an idol couple who are secretly married made them release the statement which was supposed to be leaked out after two months.
After the news went out, photos of my eyes red and swollen when we were at the airport resurfaces and many thought that it might have happened by that time.
Seth called me immediately right after an article came out. He was a little afraid that I get might upset since there were a lot of hate comments directed towards me.
A lot of fans had fabricated some stories about how we supposedly had broken up and most of it was indicating that I must have done something wrong.
What’s even funny is that the article never stated anything about why we did but people assumed that it was automatically because of me or something that I have done.
Now, eight weeks…
That’s how long after the news of us breaking up and two girls had been linked to Seth right after, like “us” never even happened.
To be honest, I was a little upset about the news but I know it isn’t Seth’s fault.
I trust him.
After all, the bullshits that we’ve been through, there’s no way for me to even think about the possibility of him cheating on me.
The number of efforts that Seth had made will make every single one of our fucking haters shut up.
Though I never asked, Seth min made sure that we at least talk to each other once a day. And if he ever failed to call me once, he’ll make sure to make up for it by sending me voice messages.
Just hearing his sweet voice makes me miss him even more.
The natural raspiness on his voice makes it harder for me to end a day without me missing him on my arms.
The shooting of our WHISTLE TV has already ended and I believe it should be released in a matter of two weeks’ time.
Our company is trying to finish the editing real fast so our fans won’t miss us too much as we rest while our agency prepare for our comeback.
We already had a lot of tapes recorded anyways and the director said that it’s more than enough for the broadcast. They didn’t anticipate that us girls can get a little crazy sometimes.
“Zanaya, are you ready? We’ll do a live stream in a few minutes.” I heard Cali calling outside of my room.
“Yes!” I shouted in response as I fix the shirt that I was wearing.
“Come to Max’s room once you’re ready okay?” I heard her mumble before the sound of her footsteps diminished.
Once satisfied with how I look, I headed straight to Max’s room and she smiled after seeing me. She quickly stood up and engulfed me in a hug.
Soft chuckles escaped my lips. “What now?” Still not used to Max’s action.
Ever since we arrived in Australia, the girls had been so clingy towards me especially Max. I guess they are missing someone that they decided to put their attention towards me.
“Nothing…” she grinned before fixing my hair. “Come here.” she said as he guides me through her bed.
She arranged the pillow in her headboard so I can lean on it. Tokyo sat beside me as I put a pillow on my legs.
Tokyo pulled Max’s thick blanket and covered half of our body.
“It is really cold in here now.” she muttered, her body shaking a little, though she’s still grinning.
Cali came rushing into the room with a bowl of popcorn on her hands.
“Turn it on!” she screams like a maniac before jumping over the bed.
“Cali!” Max grunted while pouting. “We’re not watching some movie, why did you make popcorns?” she stated before grabbing a handful of popcorns from the bowl on our Cali’s hands.
“Really?” she mocked Max and soon enough, our live stream has started.
“Hello!”
“Hi, Pinks!”
“Good morning!”
“Or good evening, whatever time it is on your location.” we all greeted simultaneously.
“Hi everyone, Pinks, we miss you guys.” I cooed as I stare at the phone in front of us, checking the views..
It hasn’t been a good five minutes and our views are continuously increasing. I guess our Pinks misses us as well.
“Ow, we already have five thousand viewers!” Tokyo happily chirped as she clasped her hands together.
So cute.
“Let’s wait for a few more minutes,” Max said as we read some of the comments that our blinks are posting.
“Tokyo, your cheeks are so red.” I giggle as I read one of the comments.
“It’s because it’s a little cold in here!” she protested.
“Ow, what are guys doing…” Tokyo read and she pointed at Cali’s. “She’s pigging out!”
“Yah!” Cali turned to Tokyo who is coincidentally sitting just right behind her while Max is sitting in front of me.
“You little girl,” Cali gritted her teeth as pop another popcorn on her mouth before looking back at the camera.
“Don’t mind Tokyo. Did you know that Tokyo fell flat on her face earlier on her bed?” Cali exclaimed and Tokyo immediately jumped over her in panic.
“Yah, Cali!”
Max and I giggled at the sight of the two as they both ended up falling off the bed. The popcorn on Cali’s hands are long forgotten.
“They are so cute.” I whispered as I continue to laugh.
Tokyo locked her legs over Cali’s waist so the other can’t stand to get back on the bed.
Max chuckled and she grabs the phone to show our Pinks what’s happening down there.
Tokyo and Cali are having their mini wrestling match on the floor.
“Let go of me, Tokkie! Aaahhh! It’s so cold! ” Cali pinched Tokyo’s thigh and the other laughed real hard.
Soon enough, the two were back on the bed but Tokyo’s hands are now wrapped around my upper body.
“Max, are you wearing any makeup?” Cali read one comment and Max smiled.
“I have a bb cream on.” she replied while posing a V-sign on the camera which she quickly put down when one commentator typed in Sky’s name.
The three of us chuckled while Max’s face turned a little red.
What more if we tease her and read the comments?
“Zaya my pasta. You look really pretty.” Max read one of the comments and my cheeks blushed.
“Thank you” I shyly bowed and waved at the camera.
“How are you guys? It’s freezing in here. Oh, thank you!” I look at Tokyo. “She said my new hair color is beautiful.”
Actually, I didn’t dye my hair. The dye started to naturally fade giving my hair a different shade but I don’t have to explain that.
“WHISTLE tv will be starting soon. Are you excited?” Max smiles at the camera and we all chuckled at the comments and hearts flying.
But then one comment caught my eye.
Zanaya, have you watched the fancam of Seth and Sally laughing together? Are you two really over?
I did not paid attention to the comment and Cali tried to read the other ones but soon enough, other comments started pouring in.
Sally and I are friends. And we’ve already made up and Sally knows that Seth and I love each other.
Sally actually called me beforehand because Seth and she had a little interaction on a Music Show. She doesn’t want me to misunderstood.
Hey, don’t make our pasta upset. Seth is a cheater. He don’t deserve our pasta!
My heart started beating like crazy after seeing the comments. It hurts to read something about him like that.
I don’t like Seth for her anyways!
I still ship them though, regardless if they broke up.
I’m still a SeYa stan!
“We’re so excited to see you. We’re practicing really hard so we can meet each other soon!” Max tried diverting back the attention to is but a few fans are already fighting on the comments section.
They are now arguing about it and I felt my head getting dizzy for a moment.
I can’t believe this.
My heart started beating like it’s on a race and I felt a surge of pain on my side.
I automatically close my eyes as my right hand to grab Tokyo’s in reflex.
The pain was unbearable and I never experienced something like this before.
She looked at me a little alarmed after realizing that I look like I am in pain.
“It was so nice chatting with you guys!” I heard her bidding goodbye. “We have a shoot in a few minutes so unfortunately, we have to end our Livestream now.” she pouted while our members looked at her confused.
We definitely don’t have anything scheduled but Cali noticed the beads of sweat forming on my forehead and understood.
“Goodbye Pinks! We’ll see each other soon!” I waved my hands in goodbye as I try to hide the pain that I am feeling.
As soon as the live ended, I screamed in pain and the girls were in panic. My hands-on the side of my stomach as I curl up in bed.
“Zanaya, are you okay?” Max worriedly asked but I can no longer manage to speak.
“It hurts,” I muttered, trying my best not to cry.
“Oh my God… ” Tokyo uttered, her voice shaking in fear.
I wanted to reach out to her that it’s fine but it fucking hurts so bad, I decided otherwise.
I felt someone rub my back to make me calm.
The door on the room opened and my mom along with my manager rushed in.
“Zanaya!” she looked at me in panic as her eyes landed on my agonizing state.
Before she can even move towards me, my eyes went wide open when she suddenly passed out.
“Mom!”