Zanaya’s POV
“Why are you all so quiet? This is so not you guys.” I chuckle as we all stay inside the van.
Seth, Raze, and Grey came with us and we’re all headed to Seth and I’s house, I’m not even sure why.
Well, the boys were given time to rest so they don’t have any schedules left for two more days.
And us, we have a week off before we head straight to Japan for our concert.
But then after I went back from the restroom, everyone seemed to be acting differently.
I cringed just remembering how I started vomiting earlier. I knew I shouldn’t have eaten that leftover food last night. To top it all, indulging myself from all those chocolates that Seth has brought probably wasn’t one of the best decisions I have ever made. Good and bad stuff came crushing through me and yeah, so me ending with an upset stomach.
I was just too glad our performance already ended or it would have been a serious case.
I turned a little and regretted immediately after I notice everyone’s actions.
Raze and Grey was looking at me worriedly, Tokyo’s eyes were teary, Max and Cali kept looking at each other while Seth was lost in the space.
Seriously, what is their problem?
Soon enough, all seven of us arrive at our house and we immediately went inside, careful enough so no one would see us.
I put a mental note to ask Seth about putting in an enclosed garage on this so we can’t be seen whenever we are dropped off by a car.
Once we enter the house, I was startled for a moment when I realized that the rest of the crew were already inside.
Is there a party going on or something?
Raze and Grey rushed forward and took the boys as far away as possible.
I had to stop myself from raising my eyebrows with their actions once they check if one of the rooms was open.
Out of curiosity, I can’t help but speak my thoughts out loud.
“You guys are not going to watch some porn or something, right?” I asked and Grey slipped, his ass straight on the floor.
“Shit! Grey!!” Raze tried pulling him up.
Sky started coughing continuously as Demo tries to rub his back for support.
Mono’s cheeks were so red while Storm was just smirking. I hate the fact that he was already so used to my stupid banters.
I quickly plopped down on the seat nearest me, it was so abrupt that I bounced back up before being settled.
Seth looked startled and immediately went over.
“Hey, be careful. Are you okay?” he asked while his hand touching me all over checking if I have any bruises and my forehead creased even more.
It’s not like I fell on the floor or I was hit by a truck or something.
“Of course I’m okay. Are you?” I asked before putting in my hand on his forehead to check his temperature.
He is acting really weird since earlier.
Just then, Seth and I both turned towards the boys’ direction.
“Seth, can we talk to you for a second?” Mono called and again, my forehead creased.
Something is definitely wrong.
I grabbed Seth’s hand just when he is about to stand up and faced directly to the rest of SHADOW, my expression stern.
I’m not having any of this.
“Why can’t you guys talk in here? Is it that important?” I asked getting really curious about everything.
Sky cleared his throat, unable to hide the uneasiness seeping through him. I looked at Storm eyes directly and he just avoided my gaze.
“Ahm, Zanaya, this is just ahmm, boys issue. I mean, SHADOW thing. For our comeback. Yes, our comeback” Raze stuttered.
Really? We’re suddenly getting formal?
“Yes. Raze is right. This is just something only we can talk about.” Mono added but his voice cracked really high.
Wow. They are doing a very poor job if they wanted to lie to me. But I will let them be.
“Okay,” I told them before I release my grip on Seth’s arm.
But the way Seth gulped multiple times didn’t get pass through my sharp eyes.
I will definitely know what’s going on. I told to myself!
Once the boys were out of the picture, my members suddenly showed up.
“Where did you all went?” I asked as I pull out the remaining chocolate that I have in my pouch.
“You want some?” I offered but they deadpanned declined.
“Really Tokyo? You’re saying No to our favorite chocolate?” I giggled as I took the last bite.
Cali sat down on the couch opposite mine while Max and Tokyo sat on the floor. I didn’t even notice that they’ve already turned on the television in front.
“So..” Cali broke the silence. “How do you feel?” she hesitantly asked.
“Good?” my response turning more like a question. I sat properly as I am starting to get pissed off.
“Okay, tell me what’s wrong. You and the boys were acting really weird since earlier.” I crossed my arms as I stare at their worried expressions.
But nobody dared to respond.
“I’m starting to get really pissed. I’m not even asking a question anymore. I am demanding an answer!” I told them, my voice getting a bit higher.
I don’t want to be rude but I feel like I’m being left out. What the hell even happened when I was gone earlier?
Tokyo bite her lower as her eyes started to get teary.
“Zanaya…” she whispered, my eyes soften at the sound of her voice.
“What is it, Tokyo? tell me so I’d understand.” This time, my voice lower. I’m getting really nervous now. “Did I do something wrong? Am I in trouble?” I quickly asked as I put my hand on my mouth, my usual habit.
“No!” Max quickly stood up and sat beside me. I was startled for a moment at how soft she had gotten, from the usual 90 degrees sassy that she is to a polar opposite that she is acting right now.
So I suddenly freaked out.
“No! Stop!” I stood up and walked a few steps away from them which got them all startled.
Random thoughts started flowing down my mind. I started thinking about what I did wrong.
Did our boss say something to them?
Did I do something wrong with the boys?
My thoughts getting cloudy as a thousand scenarios started flooding through my mind.
“Tell me what’s wrong because I’m starting to really get scared of how you are all acting,” I told them, my eyes getting all teary.
“No, don’t cry, Zaya.” Tokyo looks like she’s panicking as she suddenly moved forward trying to touch me but I refused.
Just then, the door suddenly sprung open and Seth and the boys went out.
“What’s happening?” I heard Storm asked but tears started falling down my cheeks.
Once Seth’s eyes landed on my direction, he quickly rushes forward and pulled me away from the girls.
I’m not even sure what happened but the next thing I know, we were already inside our room, while the rest of our members were left outside.
He gently cupped my face while he tries to calm me down.
“Babe, look at me. Stop crying okay. That’s not good for you and…” he hesitated for a moment, his glance now avoiding mine.
“And what?” I whispered.
His hands dropped along with his shoulders and I can sense how nervous he had been.
“What?!” I asked again but he just looked at me before gently guiding me to sit down on the bed.
A long sigh escaped his lips and my insides felt heavy.
“Zanaya…” he whispered. He looked at me straight in the eyes making me realize how his eyes are also getting teary. “Are you…” he gulped.
Shit, the tension is starting to eat me alive.
“Are you, perhaps, pregnant?” his voice came out as a whisper but enough for me to hear and for my whole system to turn upside down.
Shit. Am I?