Seth’s POV
“I’m really really sorry about this Seth. We didn’t know you would be home.”
I massaged my forehead as I listen to Demo’s explanation. It has been an hour since my wife walked out of our dorm, crying.
I would have run for her but my unstable state prevented me from doing so. Plus, another girl crying on my bed is making the situation even worse.
My head is aching so bad and I am having a terrible hangover.
A sigh escaped my lips as my eyes landed on Demo.
He was kneeling in front of me, apologizing over and over for what happened. His eyes are red from crying as he earned a lot of curses from Storm and a few from Raze.
Demo crying in front of me is something I can’t bear to see.
Apparently, the three of them went out for a drink after I went to WHISTLE’s dorm. Chloe got so wasted and Demo and Mara brought her to our dorm. I knew the girl has problems with her love life and as much as I would love to scream at her earlier, I stopped myself.
“We understand that she’s drunk but what was she doing on Seth’s bed?”
Thank God.
I am so thankful that Grey asked because I don’t have the energy to do so. My mind is wandering to the girl who is probably crying alone right now.
“We put her on my bed but she vomited. Her clothes and my bed were full of vomit so I had no choice but put her on Seth’s bed as me and Mara clean her vomit. I didn’t know Mara accidentally grab Seth’s shirt instead of mine when she changed Chloe’s clothes.” Demo looked pale.
He better be because this isn’t just a simple problem.
Where were you and Mara when Seth came home?” Mono asked, his arms crossed on his chest as he interrogates Demo.
“About that, we went out for ice cream after.” he played with his hands.
“At midnight?! and you left her on Seth’s bed?” Raze exclaimed.
Shit.
“Hey, Seth! Why didn’t you notice that there is someone on your bed?” Raze threw me a towel that landed on my head. I carefully wipe the sweat from my face.
“I wouldn’t lie down there if I knew there was a girl on my bed okay!” I replied a little frustrated.
He’s probably pissed right now. He was with my wife earlier.
“Fuck!” He sat down on the empty seat in front of me. “Imagine my shock when I open your room and saw you sleeping with a girl with you when your wife is standing right beside me!” he blabbered.
“I was dead drunk. I didn’t even remember how I ended up in my bed.” I whispered, my voice hoarse.
I look up to see a nervous Sky and Grey on beside Mono.
“You two, I was with you last night. One of you probably put me on the bed.” My muscle tensed and my jaw tighten. I’m trying so hard not to release my frustration with the boys.
This isn’t their fault.
Grey hides behind Sky and my brow furrowed.
Sky’s eyes widen, getting nervous at my stare. “It wasn’t me. I just opened your room last night.”
Grey’s head popped behind Sky and he looked at me nervously.
“I just put you to bed. I didn’t notice her as I’m feeling sleepy already,” he muttered.
Of course. We’re all drunk.
I groan in annoyance. “I shouldn’t have drunk in the first place. I should have waited until Zaya comes home.”
“Ah, about that,” Storm chimed in and I raised my eyebrow at him. “She’s actually with me last night.”
My eyes widen in annoyance.
“I didn’t know what happened okay? She called me and she was crying. You very well know I treat her more like a sister.” he said in defense and I can’t argue with that.
I think it’s better that she’s with him than with someone else. At least I was sure that she was safe last night.
“Demo, I wish you realized how huge this problem is. Zanaya is probably crying right now, hating on Seth.” Mono said while looking at him.
I hate the fact that I was in this situation now but I can’t fully hate Demo as well. I knew he meant no harm.
“I know and I’m sorry. I can go and explain to Zaya right now if that’s what it’ll take for her to forgive Seth.”
“I don’t think it’s a good idea to go to their dorm right now,” Sky stated and I looked at him in confirmation. He was probably talking with Max earlier.
“Max said she would kill any SHADOW member who will step into their dorm. You know that girl doesn’t play around.” his body shakes just remembering the girl.
“Well, we knew that the first day she runs towards you with a baseball bat on her hands Sky. Thanks for reminding us.” Raze rolled his eyes.
“Aisstt!” I can’t help but screamed in frustration as I stood up from my seat.
All the boys are in the living room right now as Mara and her friend already went home after the other calm down.
I did not even give her a glance. I was so pissed off and though she technically did not do anything wrong, I can’t just shout at her.
How can I get out of this mess?
“Calm down, Seth. We can fix this.” Storm stated and I can’t help but sigh.
“How? You all knew how many times I’ve messed up and I’m afraid Zanaya is already fed up.” I whispered. My heart was broken and I feel like my soul has left my body.
“Ahmm,” I turned around when I heard Grey mumble, his eyes wide on his phone.
“What? Did Tokyo said something about her?” I immediately asked and Grey looked worried.
“Tokyo said Zanaya is crying in her room. She’s not letting anybody in and,” he gulped. “They heard things crashing inside,” he muttered and I felt my world crash before.
“Zanaya can’t leave me… What if she got hurt?” I whispered and I felt a tear fell on my cheeks. “She can’t leave me. I’ll die.” I said as I cover my face while crying. I can picture her trashing her room in annoyance.
I broke her heart.
My body landed on the couch as I cry endlessly. Just the thought of losing her makes me go crazy.
I don’t think I will ever get used to her without my life.
I can’t.
I need her. I love her.
“Seth…” I heard them call my name but I did not respond.
“Calm down Seth, breathe. You need to pull yourself and think of a way to get through this.” Mono muttered.
I felt someone wrapped their arms around me.
“Zanaya is a sweet and understanding girl. Give her time.” Storm added.
“Don’t give up on her Seth. Trust in your love with each other.” Raze stated and I have never felt so thankful for having them around me.
“I think we need to do something now,” Mono stated and I watch as they all stood up.
Yes, I need to do something.
Zanaya, please don’t give up on me. I silently prayed.