Seth’s POV
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Demo asked me for the nth time and like what I always said, I replied yes.
Unconsciously, a sigh escaped my lips as I try to get off this weird feeling.
“I trust her. She would tell me if she need help. And if ever I think there is a need to intervene, I would. But now, I chose to trust her.” I said as I stare at the article before me.
A lot of photos are circulating online with her being with that creepy actor.
Eversince Zaya decided that we temporarily stop our communication, I would still send her messages telling her how my days have been.
And I’m still glad because I know that she’s reading it.
I could have been angry with her decision but I know how much she cherishes her members as well and at this time, I know Cali needs her.
I’m not sure what’s the deal between her and that actor but I know Zaya will never do anything stupid behind my back.
I already made a mistake by not trusting her before, and I’m not fool enough to do that again.
Besides, I trust the love that we have. And Zaya isn’t that kind of person.
The only worry that I have right now is a lot of fans are thinking that she’s doing something behind my back.
There are pictures of them coming out of a restaurant together but I know Zaya very well. She hates the man. It was very obvious the way she scrunch her nose on the picture.
She doesn’t even smile.
I hope she’s okay though, I thought to myself.
The man was a little creep and justing by what he said the last time, I am a little afraid he might do something stupid to Zaya.
“Do you wanna go and check on her?” Storm suddenly asked and I was started by what he said.
The rest of the boys isn’t aware of him and Cali and I wouldn’t have the slightest idea until Zaya had told me.
But seeing him always sleeping makes me think that he is actually not sleeping but thinking things out.
I know Zaya wouldn’t stop communicating with me if she wasn’t asked and I wonder if Cali did it.
But regardless if she did, I might be torn between hating her for doing so and pity her because she ended with that resort.
She must have love Storm that much.
“Zaya and I agreed not to see each other in the meantime. She doesn’t even send me messages.” I whispered.
I never told the boys about it and after I did, Storm immediately bolted up from his slumber.
“Why?” he asked, his voice stern.
I scratch the back of my head in nervousness.
Storm looks intimidating, even Mono, and Demo sat up straight from the couch.
Sky and Grey stopped bickering with each other. Raze was cooking in the kitchen.
We were currently in LA for a series of concerts.
“Ah, just…” I don’t know what to say because honestly, I just know that Zaya did that so Cali wouldn’t be hurt.
“Seth Devon.”
My body tensed as I heard called my name.
“Hey,” Mono interjected, probably sensing the danger on his voice.
“If this is what I think it is, I think we need to go back to Korea. I didn’t sacrifice this much so you two would end up like this,” he said before he moved towards the direction of his room. My mouth agape in shock and confusion.
Did he just indirectly said that he sacrificed his love for Cali so I can be with Zaya? Is that how it is?
Suddenly, I felt ashamed of myself.
Among all the boys, only Storm knew my real relationship with Zaya. And that must have been a burden.
Shit. What do I have to do?
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Zanaya’s POV
“Just a few more minutes and this will be over,” I whispered to myself.
Me and Mr. Creepy was doing a commercial. It has been three days since we started and all I can say is that it was the longest and scariest three days of my life.
I felt really frustrated. It was so obvious that the man was purposely messing up so we would have to do a retake but I’m glad this commercial isn’t long.
Also, my company made sure I wouldn’t stay too long on this project because we’re are doing our practices for our comeback.
I mean, doing the commercial with him shouldn’t be that hard but he has been annoying from the start and it pisses me how he ended up bringing me home every time after he asked directly to our manager.
I should have objected but I don’t want my manager to think that something is wrong. Plus, a lot of people heard when he asked for permission and it would be so rude to object especially since I am a rookie and I don’t want to seem snobbish.
A relieved sigh escaped my lips as I heard the director say cut.
“Finally,” I whispered with the intension that I should only hear but I didn’t know Mr. Creep was already standing beside me. Again, he gives me the chills and I have never felt the need to stay away from people this strong.
“In a rush, babe?” he said as he wiggles his eyebrows.
Yuck. I told to myself.
One more thing, the creep had been flirting me like all the time.
Doesn’t he read news articles?
Do I have to tell him that I am dating someone for him to stop?
At this, I didn’t bother to sugarcoat my response.
“Indeed. I needed some fresh air alone.” I said smugly and I hope he gets the message.
“Oh good, I can drive you home then,” he said smiling, his voice rises intentionally for everybody to hear.
I grunt internally and I pray to God no one notices me doing an eye roll.
“That’s right, Zanaya. Why don’t you let him drive you? Your manager has left earlier and you might wait for a little while if you’ll call her back.” our director intervene and I swear to God Mr. Creep’s grin had gone wider.
Fuck.
“No. I’m fine. I can wait for my manager. I don’t want to be a burden and I think it’s only right for me to allow him to rest since he had a long day and probably have another schedule ahead.” I said declining.
“Don’t worry, Zanaya, I am totally free.” and he gave me a wink and I pray to all the angels above to make a way for me to be saved.
“You heard him. Here, let me call your manager to tell that he’ll be sending you home if that’s what you’re scared about.”
My eyes widen at his words and I guess this must be my unluckiest day because my manager agreed.
The whole ride was so awkward for me. He kept on talking even if I barely respond to him.
How I miss Seth.
If he is here, I won’t be bored. I’d eagerly listen to his stories. I love it every time he animatedly copies the reaction of his fans during their fan meets.
After thirty minutes of an excruciatingly painful ride with him, we’re now in front of the building where our dorm is located.
“I’m okay here. Thanks.” I did not even wait for him to respond.
I quickly get off the car but I haven’t even taken ten steps when I heard his voice.
“How about coffee? I would love to drink a coffee made by you,” he said and I stopped from my tracks.
I don’t drink coffee. I wanted to say badly.
I turn around to say something but before I can even utter a word, someone cut me off.
“I’m afraid she won’t be able to make your coffee right now.” I look around and my eyes landed to the very same person that I am wishing to see each day.
“Seth…” I whispered, my heart pounding like crazy.
Oh God, I fucking miss you so much.
He was walking towards our direction. His shirt was tucked with his ripped black pants and sneakers.
I gulped after his hands pushed his newly dyed pink hair backward.
He stopped just right beside me while his right hand landed on my shoulders.
“My girlfriend and I have a date tonight,” he said as he grinned on Mr. Creep.
I am never fond and him being like this but right now, I am so happy to see him again.
Why did I ever agree to what Cali had said?
I didn’t realize that my eyes are still focused on him until he turned to my direction and gave me a loving smile.
“I love you…”
The glint on his eyes was visible after hearing those words and his face showed an amused expression.
My eyes widen after realizing the words that had suddenly escaped my mouth.
“I love you more,” he replied before he gave me a quick peck on the lips.
“You two are dating?” Mr. Creep exclaimed and I had to resist the urge to laugh out loud.
“Yeah…” Seth answered before he grabbed my hand and have it interlocked.
“So I’d appreciate it if you stop bothering my girlfriend… sir” he stated and I bit my lip after hearing how stern he sounded.
Seth seemed angry. I hope he isn’t upset with me.
A weird laugh escaped the creep’s lips and I turned around when I realized that he’s laughing.
“Okay.” he stated as he smirked to the both of us. “Make sure to take care of your girlfriend well Seth Devon, you know, we don’t want the two of you breaking up, right?” he said meaningfully and I had to grip Seth’s hand tighter.
“Don’t worry, I will,” Seth responded before the creep turned his back and enter his car.
Before I knew it, I was tightly wrapped in his arms.
“I miss you so fucking much Zaya, I hope you know that.”
“I know….” I whispered.
And I do too.